ShadowFan100
said …
I spent the weekend at my biological parents' house, spent most of my time with my father. And I had a pretty good time, getting to know him and all that. But I can't shake this feeling that he secretly dislikes and/or hates me. I'm sure he notices my social awkwardness, and the fact that I'm a little odd. He doesn't know I'm Autistic and I honestly don't want him to find out. He may reject me if he does, and I'm not sure I can handle rejection from my father. I honestly hope I'm wrong.
Posted over a year ago