Sometimes I wonder if my animals see me as a whole human or different parts of something. Like, my did thinking, “I like the hands, they pet me ang feed me!” Or my cat being like, “I like head it talks to me and boops heads w/ me, it has nice voice”, or something being like “ahhh it’s the foot again! It’s smelly, don’t like!” XD
Posted over a year ago
What if after you die your soul actually stays in your body. What if you continue to exist in it like some ghostly spirt and have no control over it but you are conscious of everything going on? What if when you die you and are buried you are trapped in that tiny box w/ rotting body forever under ground and forgotten? What if... that weird guys!
Posted over a year ago
I’m sick, and the dark gray sky is pouring with rain. Storms during October in Texas are like ice. I love rain and I’d probably be out if I wasn’t housebound by my mother. It’s not like she could do anything about it (if I was feeling good enough to get up and move around). Still an old time mindset that I’m going to somehow catch pneumonia. Eh. It’s alright. I have my cat + dog.
Posted over a year ago
You're in Texas? So am I. It's storming like crazy, it is. This rain ruined my original birthday plans. I was so mad when it got cancelled because of this dreary weatherover a year ago
SICK! You live in the Oven as well? That’s kinda weird. If it’s storming near you, it’s possible be aren’t too far away. That’s sooo weird, my irl always seems far away from everyone. Dude. I could have even met you, and not known it. Wowover a year ago
Oh, I guess you can drink coffee while breastfeeding as long as it isn't much. Shit, I'm getting my Caucasian ass to Starbucks for the fall season
Posted over a year ago
I feel like if I say that I’d die for someone, I’d be in a way setting a low profile of how much they mean to me. At what point is there not enough to give? In a way, when all I have to give doesn’t mean everything to me, than is it still sacrifice? If my life is held at such a low worth, than is giving it up for someone still as meaningful? I’d jump at the chance to die for someone, but what does that say about me, when my life doesn’t mean much to me anymore?
Posted over a year ago
What more do I have to give. I can’t find anything but dying for someone, and even that seems in a way selfish (?). If I was ever to tell someone that I’d die for them, I would feel a sense of discomfort at the thought of that not being hard. I’d die for you. What’s next? What would be harder for meover a year ago
You have all the time ahead of you, dudette. Life is what you make of it. Instead of sacrificing yourself for others, think about continuing to live alongside them. Keeping it going together. Those that hold you dear and are truly worthy of your affection couldn't desire anything more !!!!over a year ago
what about: if they mean so much to you then the most meaningful and difficult thing you could do would be letting them go? could you do that? would you? I also have low self worth but that doesn’t indicate anything about u feel toward the other person, only how u feel toward urself.over a year ago
I've already been through this before. I genuinely believe life isn't worth living and every day I want to kill myself. I have a husband though, a daughter, and a few friends, sometimes the sacrifice is to go on living for those you care about when all you want is to dieover a year ago
Yes! I love pinicis with my favorite fanpopers! Best picnic ever. (My outfit matches the ground I’m sitting on because outsider wildchilds like me don’t sit on cloth we just get extra layers of dirt protection and boost our immune systems)over a year ago
Oh here come the recent TØP/ Chainsmokers memes that no one else will get... (me just thinking about their new album ‘wrench’ featuring the songs ‘swimsuit’, ‘floating’, ‘your blood’, and ‘Rico and the miners’)over a year ago
December is going to be great for me as well because thats when the "Saint Seiya Episode Zero" sequel which will be about Gemini Saga and the "Saint Seiya: Saintia Sho" anime will be released.over a year ago
I am a Divine Spirit myself. I have long since ascended into a much higher plane of existence. I stay for the sake of Memes. Those Ghosts provide some good material so no reason for me to live yet !!!!over a year ago
Whoo! Now it's my turn. Now today is my birthday. Finally I'm 25! Well technically it depends on what time is was born. But whatever. My sister's not done with that cake yet. She wants the decor to be a surprise. I don't even now what I'm gonna do today. The only bad luck I have is that it's raining here today. Dammit!
Posted over a year ago
Yeah I breastfeed in public, fite me, I don't care. Yeah that's right people, fucking stare, someone using their titties for what we evolved to have them for, wow, never seen that shit before
Posted over a year ago
Wanna trade with my Weather? It's Moderate. TOO Moderate in fact. I am usually just fine with that but it has been dragging on too much these past days. Some change of pace would be good !!!!over a year ago
My sister in the kitchen busy making my birthday cake for tomorrow. The icing is pretty good. I don't think I'm done being 24 yet. But today's my last day for that age
Posted over a year ago
There we go. Finished first ever Twitch Stream. What I learned...is that I forgot to tell Twitch to save my broadcasts. #Progress
Posted over a year ago
It'll mostly be gaming. Knowing my tastes, likely action adventure games and RPGs. Today I streamed NieR: Automata. Sometime along the week I'm planning for Bloodborne.over a year ago
I was home alone and in my room yesterday, and suddenly a man I don't know openend my door and looked at me, then closed it and walked out of the house.
wtf
This was scary.
Posted over a year ago
Oh. It’s late and I can’t sleep...as usual. Got a busy day tomorrow as usual. I don’t want to wake up tomorrow as usual. I’m so f*ckin sleep deprived it’s not even funny. Ive got to a point where I almost fear shutting down. That means giving my mind complete control. It’s scary y’all. I can’t spend another night staring at my ceiling. I don’t that’s humanly safe? Sh*t sry if I ruined ur day. Advice?
Posted over a year ago
Long term thing that helped me with insomnia was that when I moved to a new place, phones were NEVER allowed to be used in my bed otehr than setting alarms and turning them off. It sounds like something silly but it has helped immensely. It might be too late to start that since your brain might be wired to associate your bed with thinkign and activity, but perhaps if you move your bed location then apply it it might helpover a year ago
Ok so I was going to add that I can’t take medication because it will interfere with some of the... other meds I take. (The character limit wouldn’t let me continue) Thx for trying man. You are deeply appreciated. <3over a year ago
Last resort Id say is taking something with Antihistamines or some other component that induces drowsiness, but I honestly wouldnt recommend since you are putting medicine in your body in addition to it that you dont need and that can get messy if done too often. Perhaps taking Nyquil one night might be alright but I wouldnt really recommend. Only if you are REALLY desperate to sleep. But dont mix medicines even over the counter pharmacy ones from storesover a year ago
(I pretty much never have access to my electronics before going to bed. I’ve set limits for myself already- like self management) I’m going to go now. We’ll see how this ‘sleep thingie’ goes. X_xover a year ago
Hey how's it going? I don't mind being friends but Idk if we have enough in common judging by the clubs we have in common but I don't mind talking.over a year ago
Its my "I dont want to let people know but lowke- .... but kinda do thats why Im posting this" XD I almost used lowkey in the definition of lowkey XDover a year ago
Things got us talking together more and lowkey makes me happy cos shes one of my longer term friends but didnt talk to as regularly as now XDover a year ago
I fekkin' hate it when you get tired of an icon and want to change it but that also winds up being a horrible idea cause what are you even going to change it to all your choices are frustrating AF and you dont want any of them
Posted over a year ago
I miss the days on fanpop when you had to constantly be reloading to keep up with what was being posted and half the questions were people asking if they were pretty but the picture they posted was one they found by googling "scene girls", and the other half were people arguing about justin bieber and twilight.over a year ago
Yu-Gi-Oh Card Collection... The Nostalgia is pretty strong in here. Have been gathering them ever since I was 4. A bunch has been lost over the years but I still possess a good amount of them !!!!over a year ago
^ Noice! I have only one of each right now. Used to be 2 sets for me as well in the past XD Do you have a particular favorite among them?over a year ago
Whew! Finally got a new charger for one of my iPads and got it turned back on. There has been some changes in the Avakin Life game I play. Well it's not technically a game game per se. It's literally kinda like a second life
Posted over a year ago
I'm cancelling and redoing my Pokémon: Aura Warriors story. Nobody liked the fact that I wrote in descriptive form. Oh well. *puts on shades* I got this.
Posted over a year ago
I've been binge-watching Sailor Moon Crystal for the past week, and I'm up to Act 17. It's certainly a lot different from the original, mostly because I grew up with the butchered English dub. Not in a bad way, though, I actually like it... SOME of it. One issue I have with Crystal is the animation style. It works in some places, like the environment and all that. But I can't get past the way the Inner Senshi are drawn. Like, I know it's more detailed, but also cringy to look at.
Posted over a year ago
What really looks off is how Luna and Artemis are drawn. Like, the bodies are OK, but their eyes are just too huge, IMHO. I understand it's an anime/cartoon, but still. And the Inner Senshi's face's (mostly the eyes) honestly took me a bit to adjust to. The only one's look decent is the Outer Senshi. I have no problems with their design, and I ESPECIALLY love Sailor Saturn's design. I'm not just saying this because I love her, but I honestly think she looks the best out of all of them. I seriously mean that.over a year ago
And my next is issue with Crystal is how rushed the first part of the series was. Like, the main battle happened at about Ep. 13 or so, and usually it takes a lot longer to get to that part of a story. I mean, I guess that's simply how they wanted it to go. But I DID like how Queen Beryl got some bit of character depth. She probably also did in the original 90's version, but again, I grew up with America's heavily butchered dub. The English dub cut out a shit-ton of things, to make it more kid-friendly. I honestly hate how America tries to dumb down anime "for the kids".over a year ago
Maybe I'm being a bit too critical towards Crystal. I mean, I've just now got to the point where Chibi-Usa arrives, so maybe things will improve. Plot-wise. Then again, I distinctly remember Chibi-Usa being annoy to watch. And a lot of SM fans tend to hate her, and I can't really blame them. Maybe she'll chill out once Hotaru arrives.over a year ago
Oh, and "Chibi-Usa"? Really? They couldn't have given her a more original name? That's one thing that the English dub has over the original Japanese version. "Rini" was more original than "Chibi-Usa". I mean, it's basically just "Small Usagi". Wow. Naming your character after your main one, but smaller. OK, maybe this one is a bit nit-picky, but I prefer a character to have their own identity, not just a rip-off of another character.over a year ago
Trust me almost all the Sailor Moon fandom agrees that the art and animation in the first 2 seasons of "Crystal" was pretty bad XD.The art and animation do approve very much in the third season thoughover a year ago
Just got done with the second half of Crystal, and I'm noticing a pattern. Crystal's plot-line's are very rushed, and I'm sure I'm not the only one thinking that. Is there a reason for this? Because the original 90's version was more spread out with their plots, even in the English dub. That's yet another thing that annoy's me about Crystal. Because everything is so rushed, I don't get much time to really KNOW any of the characters.over a year ago
Also, the henshin sequences take forever. Well, mostly Sailor Moon's, but it's worse when they all transform at once. OK, sure, there were a few occasions where the sequences were trimmed down, but it still bothers me a bit.over a year ago
Be a reflection of what you'd like to receive. If you want love, give love. If you want the truth, be truthful (or be honest). If you want respect, give respect. What you give out will return to you.
Posted over a year ago
I get their purpose but I do wish in science we could jsut stick to math without the additional weird rounding rules and crap XD
Posted over a year ago
I know right! Sometimes I feel we have to study things we will never use just because someone out there wants us to suffer. Or... waste our youth because they did. Lolover a year ago
UGHH! FINALLY I CAN SIT! TODAY HAS HAD SO MUCH BULLSHIT AND WHINING FROM THE PEOPLE AROUND ME THAT I NOW PRAISE MY OPPORTUNITY TO QUIETLY WORK ON MY STUFFFFF
Posted over a year ago
A friend was giving me a ride into town in her little ass Toyota truck. Well my fucking baby decided that when we were all cramped in the cabin for an hour was the best time to shit herself
Posted over a year ago
Welcome back, Princess of Egypt. Doing just fine myself. Missing Summer for the most part but still have things to look forward to lol. How about you?over a year ago
K so.......... the new Twenty Øne Piløts album “Trench” comes out October 5th and I’m SO excited. Yep, that’s all I have to say. It’s gonna be SICK
Posted over a year ago
Honestly, in my case, it is not about the kind of weather as I'm fine with both myself. Rather, it is about my schedule. Not as much Free Time as before and regret that I didn't get to enjoy a few particular things as much as I would like to during the course of Summer. Plus, I'll be continuing with my next year at University soon which puts even more stressing on me :P !!!!over a year ago
My washing machine is busted. I temborarely have to relie on a laundry mate. Which also kinsa sucks for me. Always gotta try and find some quarters and I hardly ever have anyover a year ago
When you have a moment where you can't think with your brain, just think with your heart instead. Sometimes the best ideas to come up with can easily come from will/love. Not always from thought. By the heart. Not just the head. If you can think with your heart, then you are a genius
Posted over a year ago
I just checked your page, and it even says that you're 115 years old. Wow, you've lived such a long life, Riku. XD Anyways, happy birthday! :Dover a year ago
Fanpop had automatically signed me out for whatever reason. When I went to sign back in, it didnt take my password and also said there was no account with my email address when I clicked "forgot password". It did finally take my password and this account is still with my email so I'm not sure what happened.
I thought I would just say something in case it happened to anyone else.
Posted over a year ago
I guess it's true when people say, "3rd times the charm", because guess who just got himself a job at Goodwill? Me. All I have to do now is wait on the assistant manager to get back with me on my orientation thingy that I need to go to. Afterwards, I'll be working part-time on Monday's, Wednesday's, Friday's and the 1st Saturday of each month. And I'm honestly really hyped for this, guys. After 3 interviews, I FINALLY have a job! Yay!
Posted over a year ago
Thanks, guys! And I just got confirmation on my work hours. I'll be working 9AM-5PM. And it seems like I'll be working a higher position than I thought, but I'm not sure what yet. I'll let you know once I get more info.over a year ago
This past weekend I had a toothache and an earache which caused the right side of my face to constantly tense up in pain and it caused a headache...over a year ago
"Try as I might,
I just can't handle this
I lost myself inside a drunken kiss
And I, all that I wanted was to walk you home
Save a sad song for the sing-along
Oh my God, I just can't handle this
I lost myself inside a drunken kiss
And I, all that I wanted was to walk you home
Save a sad song for the sing-along
And she thinks she'll be my tourniquet
As the record on my stereo
Plays her favorite song for two whole days
And the drag stretched out for miles and miles
Posted over a year ago
And what she'd give for one more smile And how she hoped he missed her 'Cause, God, she missed how he would kiss her So why'd you have to go? Is there something I could say to make you turn around? 'Cause nights like these I wish I'd said don't go Is there anybody there? Can anybody help to get me out of here? 'Cause you're walking down a road that I can't go"over a year ago
It's very sad that a certain man passed away at the very young age (and he was in the same age as me). But at the same time, it's a miracle that people granted his dying wish to come true. (R.I.P. the 21-year old man.)
Posted over a year ago
Beauty is what you feel about yourself. Not about what you see in the mirror. Anybody who feels great about themselves or has a great heart inside them, that's the real thing that makes you beautiful. Not always what you look like. That's what I meant. But you know what they say. "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder". What exactly do you see when you look at yourself?
Posted over a year ago