I lost everything today. What I mean by that is Nori. I am sorry for braking your heart. My heart was torn to pecies. Your the first creature I have ever feel in love with. You were the one that made me happy. I always talked about you to my lobsters, Lyn, and every one. I hate myself for what I said. I just can not take this pain. I have to leave. I my hate being lonely, but I do not care about it any more. I broke the only true one I love heart. Those imposters I shall not blame, I shall not blame anyone for this. I broke her heart. It pains me to say this. Your all I can think about, and knowing our love is no more killes me in the inside! I am sorry. I really did love you. I still love you, but I do not want to brake your heart again. I will miss you very much Nori.