sorry i dropped of the web map for a while there. computer crashed and i lost all my work :'( but oh well im back in bushiness so i hope you like this next part!!!!
Jessie’s POV
I guessed it was about time I made a couple confessions. The easy part was telling my parents; at least if they threw me out I could find a place to go. Telling my friends, well let’s just say whole different story.
It’s not that I was worried about losing my popularity; I mean I cared a bit. The main reason it was more challenging telling them was for the team’s sake. Having a gay captain does not blow over well. Also I was worried about what they might do to Tanner. I knew they weren’t that cruel but hey, there’s a first for everything.
At lunch I approached my friends at our usual spot. Instead of sitting down I stood at the front of the table. They looked up at me curiously.
“Yo Jess sit down” Stephen said.
“Ya Jessie are you okay? You look a little off” Natalie added.
“No… I mean I need to tell you all something” I said. They all looked up at me. Every member of the senior football team and every cheerleader had eyes on me. I swallowed the clump in my throat; I could feel my hand begin to sweat.
“Uh earth to jess, what it is?” a cheerleader named Andrea asked me. She was one of those typical blonde cheerleaders, like the cheesy ones from movies. She had also been trying to get me to go out with her for as long as I can remember.
“Oh right so here it is… I’m gay” I said. I let the words slip from my mouth like butter; it was surprisingly easy once it got out. I looked at all of their faces. Andrea, along with most other cheerleaders, had their mouths hanging open. I looked to Natalie and Stephen who seemed unfazed.
I gave them both a confused look. “Guys did ya hear me?” I asked. If they were yelling at me at least id know how they felt. Their silence was un nerving. “Seriously Stephen, Natalie say something” I said.
“We already knew” Natalie said.
“You WHAT!?” I said.
“She said we already knew dipstick” Stephen said. He smacked me over the head but not in a mean way.
“Well how’d ya know?” I asked.
“Oh come on! Were teenagers, were in twelfth grade. There is no way a guy like you could turn down girls like you do and still be straight, or even have girlfriends like you’ve had and deny the sex. It was pretty obvious.”
“Well then I should probably tell you something, I’m dating Tanner Rendell.” That didn’t seem to surprise them either, except Andrea of course.
“You’re lying!” she yelled standing up. “This is just a bad joke!” she continued. I looked around and spotted Tanner, I gestured for him to come over. Shyly and nervously he came over to me.
“Jessie what’s up?” he asked. I reached for him. I leaned down and pressed my lips to his. He jolted with surprise and tried to pull away, he was clearly embarrassed. I didn’t let him pull away; instead I forced my tongue in his mouth and deepened the kiss. I played with his tongue and bottom lip and he played as well. I heard gasps from the people in the cafeteria. I heard a hoot and holler from Melody
“Damnnnn Tanner and Jessie, you go guys!” she yelled. Stephan joined in and same with Natalie. I hadn’t lost my friends, I was accepted by them. I didn’t plan on pulling away from Tanner.
Tanners POV
I was extremely thrilled that Jessie had come out about the two of us. I like not having to be secretive about it. At the same time I couldn’t help but be a little nervous. Especially since most of the girls thought he being gay was my fault. Whatever, I don’t listen to the complaints of stuck up bitches, unless that bitch happens to be Melody.
After Jessie kissed me in front of the whole school he dragged me to the table were my friends sat.
“Hot damn boy whore” Melody cried out with a giggle to follow.
“Shut up” I said to her with a smile. Jessie sat beside me laughing.
“Jessie you have my upmost praise for, number one, being so fucken hot while kissing my best friend, and two for having the gut to do that in front of everyone”
“All I can say is it was worth it because Tanner makes me hot” Jessie said in a deep seductive voice. I blushed, “Tanner you look even cuter when you’re blushing” he said.
“I’m not the only one” I reached up a nibbled Jessie’s ear. I could feel him getting hot. I pulled back to see a bright red Jessie. I chuckled this time.
“So ears are your weak spot are they? Interesting” Lewis said.
“Tanner you got another man whore after your guy” Melody said giving Lewis a wink.
“Noooo!” I yelled and wrapped my body around Jessie in protest. Jessie put his arms around me as he laughed again. I had never acted like this in front of him but I liked it. It felt safe and natural. For once in my life I felt completely okay again.
I unwrapped myself from Jessie but stayed on his lap. He nuzzled my neck which sent electricity up and down my spine. I noticed my friends had gone very quiet. I looked at Melody and Lewis. Both of them were looking toward the cafeteria entrance, their faces seemed panicked.
I turned my head in the same direction. My stomach knotted, my heart hurt and my eyes stung with tears. Why the fucking hell was he here, why was Tyler here?
Jessie instantly picked up on my panic and turned as well. As soon as he saw Tyler there was no stopping him. He slid me off his lap and got up. I jumped up to and ran after him.
Jessie’s POV
I guessed it was about time I made a couple confessions. The easy part was telling my parents; at least if they threw me out I could find a place to go. Telling my friends, well let’s just say whole different story.
It’s not that I was worried about losing my popularity; I mean I cared a bit. The main reason it was more challenging telling them was for the team’s sake. Having a gay captain does not blow over well. Also I was worried about what they might do to Tanner. I knew they weren’t that cruel but hey, there’s a first for everything.
At lunch I approached my friends at our usual spot. Instead of sitting down I stood at the front of the table. They looked up at me curiously.
“Yo Jess sit down” Stephen said.
“Ya Jessie are you okay? You look a little off” Natalie added.
“No… I mean I need to tell you all something” I said. They all looked up at me. Every member of the senior football team and every cheerleader had eyes on me. I swallowed the clump in my throat; I could feel my hand begin to sweat.
“Uh earth to jess, what it is?” a cheerleader named Andrea asked me. She was one of those typical blonde cheerleaders, like the cheesy ones from movies. She had also been trying to get me to go out with her for as long as I can remember.
“Oh right so here it is… I’m gay” I said. I let the words slip from my mouth like butter; it was surprisingly easy once it got out. I looked at all of their faces. Andrea, along with most other cheerleaders, had their mouths hanging open. I looked to Natalie and Stephen who seemed unfazed.
I gave them both a confused look. “Guys did ya hear me?” I asked. If they were yelling at me at least id know how they felt. Their silence was un nerving. “Seriously Stephen, Natalie say something” I said.
“We already knew” Natalie said.
“You WHAT!?” I said.
“She said we already knew dipstick” Stephen said. He smacked me over the head but not in a mean way.
“Well how’d ya know?” I asked.
“Oh come on! Were teenagers, were in twelfth grade. There is no way a guy like you could turn down girls like you do and still be straight, or even have girlfriends like you’ve had and deny the sex. It was pretty obvious.”
“Well then I should probably tell you something, I’m dating Tanner Rendell.” That didn’t seem to surprise them either, except Andrea of course.
“You’re lying!” she yelled standing up. “This is just a bad joke!” she continued. I looked around and spotted Tanner, I gestured for him to come over. Shyly and nervously he came over to me.
“Jessie what’s up?” he asked. I reached for him. I leaned down and pressed my lips to his. He jolted with surprise and tried to pull away, he was clearly embarrassed. I didn’t let him pull away; instead I forced my tongue in his mouth and deepened the kiss. I played with his tongue and bottom lip and he played as well. I heard gasps from the people in the cafeteria. I heard a hoot and holler from Melody
“Damnnnn Tanner and Jessie, you go guys!” she yelled. Stephan joined in and same with Natalie. I hadn’t lost my friends, I was accepted by them. I didn’t plan on pulling away from Tanner.
Tanners POV
I was extremely thrilled that Jessie had come out about the two of us. I like not having to be secretive about it. At the same time I couldn’t help but be a little nervous. Especially since most of the girls thought he being gay was my fault. Whatever, I don’t listen to the complaints of stuck up bitches, unless that bitch happens to be Melody.
After Jessie kissed me in front of the whole school he dragged me to the table were my friends sat.
“Hot damn boy whore” Melody cried out with a giggle to follow.
“Shut up” I said to her with a smile. Jessie sat beside me laughing.
“Jessie you have my upmost praise for, number one, being so fucken hot while kissing my best friend, and two for having the gut to do that in front of everyone”
“All I can say is it was worth it because Tanner makes me hot” Jessie said in a deep seductive voice. I blushed, “Tanner you look even cuter when you’re blushing” he said.
“I’m not the only one” I reached up a nibbled Jessie’s ear. I could feel him getting hot. I pulled back to see a bright red Jessie. I chuckled this time.
“So ears are your weak spot are they? Interesting” Lewis said.
“Tanner you got another man whore after your guy” Melody said giving Lewis a wink.
“Noooo!” I yelled and wrapped my body around Jessie in protest. Jessie put his arms around me as he laughed again. I had never acted like this in front of him but I liked it. It felt safe and natural. For once in my life I felt completely okay again.
I unwrapped myself from Jessie but stayed on his lap. He nuzzled my neck which sent electricity up and down my spine. I noticed my friends had gone very quiet. I looked at Melody and Lewis. Both of them were looking toward the cafeteria entrance, their faces seemed panicked.
I turned my head in the same direction. My stomach knotted, my heart hurt and my eyes stung with tears. Why the fucking hell was he here, why was Tyler here?
Jessie instantly picked up on my panic and turned as well. As soon as he saw Tyler there was no stopping him. He slid me off his lap and got up. I jumped up to and ran after him.