SuzakuXLelouch
I geared up, preparing to enter my nightmare. I was about to put my knightmare when CC grabbed my arm.
“Lelouch, I’ll come…” She said quietly.
“No stay here.” I ordered. Her emotions seemed confused. “Don’t worry.” I brushed her arm off of me and climbed into the Sutherland.
“Lelouch don’t hang up.” She shouted as she connected with me through the Sutherland.
"Why are you worried so much?" I wondered.
"I don’t know..." She mumbled. She was quiet as we approached the target five minutes later.
"Everyone assume their positions."
"Yes." I waited a few minutes for all the pieces to get into place. It must have been ten minutes before the target advanced further. Two knightmares were sent out. Just through the middle. Exactly where they shouldn’t go.
"P1, P3 advance behind the building up in front of you. Two knightmares will advance on either side. Shoot them down."
"Understood." The targets did as I suspected them and came around the building unaware of our location.
More enemy targets flooded one after another trying to surround us; they died as I commanded their termination. It always came. I’m sure our enemy commander was getting frustrated with the words "lost contact". For all of their knightmares being obliterated. I smiled to myself.
"Zero." My eyes widened as I recognized the voice. "Back away now and you won’t get hurt." Suzaku said. I laughed at his determination.
"Stay where you are." I commanded my followers. We stood still until they got the point that we weren’t leaving.
"Very well." Suzaku’s white nightmare appeared. The lancelot. He charged us, slicing any knightmare he saw. Our battle was suddenly interrupted as our knightmares shut down. Even the lancelot. I clenched my teeth. I sat there for a second watching everyone else escape. I then evacuated my Sutherland. I crawled out of it slowly until I noticed I was at gunpoint. “Zero, unmask yourself and show me your true identity.” Suzaku towered above me. I stood up, he watched me carefully. My heart ached slightly. I didn’t want to face him.
“Come with me Suzaku and I will show you…” I said sort of softly for my character.
“… Ok.” He eyed me suspiciously. I had no idea what I was doing either. I took him to one of the abandoned buildings in Shinjuku. He held the gun almost against my back the whole time.
“Zero!” Kallen screamed as she saw us about to go inside.
“Kallen stay back! It’s fine.” I said to her. Suzaku wouldn’t kill me… Or would he?? Could he kill me?
She looked worried but she backed away. We walked inside; he shut the door behind us. “Before anything, tell me your name.” I was quiet for a minute after that question. “Come on what is your name!” He shouted.
“L-Lelouch…” I muttered. His face took a horrified expression.
“Lelouch?” he questioned as if he was dying. “No… No not my Lelouch…” He said quietly as he walked over to me jerking the mask off. I could tell sadness was on my face as he looked at me with forlorn eyes. His emotions were struggling I could tell, so were mine. He threw his gun down. He took my face in his hands, staring at me. “Lelouch… you are so dear to me… How could you do this…?” I didn’t answer. “I will not allow you to die... I will not kill you…” He said as if he was pleading. “You have got to stop this!” He said as he was on the verge of tears.
“Just kill me!” I screamed. My eyes started to water up seeing him act so pitiful.
“No!” He handed grabbed the gun off the ground handing it to me.
“What are you doing?!” I panicked.
“Kill me, you can get away.” He mumbled looking away. I took the gun and raised it against his head. He looked down awaiting his death. I could not kill him… I couldn’t even think of killing him. I pulled the gun up to my head.
“I could never kill you… Goodbye.” I said pressing against the trigger. But before I could even apply enough pressure on the trigger Suzaku had restrained me against the ground, knocking the gun from my hand.
“Lelouch! No!”
“Why?!” I shouted.
“I love you Lelouch… I mean it…” He said, making my heart shudder. His tears hit my lips and my neck. They were salty. I didn’t struggle anymore. How could this develop between us when we have been so far apart?
“Suzaku…” I whispered, worried.
“I understand why if you don’t return my feelings… just please don’t do this anymore. I don’t want you to die.” He leaned his forehead against mine. I looked at his face above mine. His tears ran down my cheek. I didn’t want him to cry.
“Suzaku… Stop crying.” I mumbled. He collapsed on top of me, his arms giving out. I hugged onto him. He laid there for a few minutes gurgling tears before I believed that he actually fell asleep. I scooted out from under him after making sure, I could feel my face get hot as I looked at his sleeping figure. His sleeping expression was more than heartwarming. I put my mask back on and quickly slipped out the back, calling Kallen and Ohgi to meet me out where we had planned. I showed up later than both of them.
“What happened in there?!” Kallen shouted, worried. I was silent.
“We were beginning to worry.” Ohgi stated.
I started to remove my mask and the both gasped with surprise. I held the mask in front of my face as I approached.
“Zero! What are you doing?!” Kallen screamed. I ignored it. No one else would see. We were in a secluded building. I took the mask away. Ohgi simply took in my look as a new face. Kallen was shocked. Her expression was terrified almost. “L-Lelouch…” She whispered. She stood staring at me for many minuets.
“I’m leaving.” I said.
“W-What?!” She shouted. “You’re leaving us now?!” I ignored it. I replaced my mask. “I, suggest you all get out of here, and disband this.” I left quickly ignoring her calls after me.
I got home as usual, and talked to Nunnally a bit. I then retired to sleep. I went to school the next morning as usually. I couldn’t seem to get Suzaku off of my mind. The whole day, when I glanced at him, he turned away as if he was already looking at me. I blushed when I accidentally bumped into him and he quickly moved out of my way and going to class. In my classes with him I would glance at him every now and then, to find him staring at me. He noticed me blush, and his face turned red also. The final bell rang and I headed home, gathering my things quickly before anyone could talk to me. I stepped inside the door.
“Lelouch?” Nunnally called.
“Yes Nunnally it’s me.” I said happily.
“Lelouch! Come here! Fit the last piece into this puzzle.” She cheered. I walked inside the dining room where she sat doing puzzles filled with color. They excited her newly opened eyes. She handed me a yellow puzzle piece when I came up to her. I studied the puzzle to look for the spot and found that there was a hole in the sun. I fit the piece in there perfectly. She smiled, but then looked worried as her eyes met mine. “Lelouch... You need to go rest; you don’t look so well…” She said softly. I hugged her.
“Yes… I will go rest now Nunnally.” I said dismissing myself. “Don’t worry about me.” I smiled at her. “I just need a little rest.” I assured. I walked up to my room, shutting the door behind me. I kicked off my shoes and threw my bag on the floor. I glanced out the window as I thought I had seen a figure approaching the house. It was Suzaku! I panicked. He was nearly at the front door. My mind went crazy as I thought of what he was coming here for. Nunnally would of course invite him in and let him come up here. I sat on the edge of my bed, waiting.
“Lelouch?” Suzaku’s voice came out of nowhere and made me jolt. I didn’t answer. “Lelouch???” Suzaku knocked. I snapped out of it.
“Yes?” I said.
“May I come in?” He said outside my door. I paused.
“Yes…” I said quietly. The door opened and shut after. I stared at the wall in front of me until Suzaku came into view. I looked at his yearning eyes. My heart seemed to jump out of my throat.
“You know how I feel.” He said quietly. I was sure that I felt the same way for him.
“But Nunnally… Everyone…”
“They don’t have to know… yet. Lloyd will be revolted I’m sure.” He mumbled. We stared at each other for a while, my face hot. “You’re blushing.” He smiled as he caressed my cheek. I pulled away, embarrassed. “Lelouch, I know you feel the same.” He was almost begging. He bent down to my face. I leaned back from him. He kept following me until he I was scooted back on the bed. He sat on his hands and knees, his face just a foot from mine. I could tell I was blushing. I laid back on the bed; he supported himself above me, his arms on each side of my head. His face was heart wrenching.
“You’re so superior, but I feel like below me right now, you can’t do anything.” His words were enticing. It was getting very hot. He kept making me blush.
“I…” I started to speak but he interrupted me.
“Lelouch don’t be afraid right now… Show me how you feel.” He said softly. I looked away from him. He leaned down and I closed my eyes. My heart beat furiously. His lips hit my neck. I gasped as my body quivered. It was unbearably hot and I started to sweat from being so nervous. He kissed down my neck. I breathed heavily, getting all excited. Suzaku unbuttoned the collar of my shirt and tugged on it. The cool air felt nice. He must have seen the relief on my face because he pulled my shirt apart, showing my chest. “You’re burning up.” He said, lightly blowing on my chest. It felt nice. Cool. This felt right, amazing, and wonderful. He unbuttoned his shirt as he stood on his knees above me. If he sat he would be setting against my cock. I blushed brightly.
“What about Nunnally?!” I worried a little too loud.
“She’s working on a puzzle. Shhh.” He said softly, smiling. I was still scared though. Not of him, just what was happening... I felt like I wanted to but then again, everything would change. Did I love Suzaku? I had a feeling I did. I sat up slowly as Suzaku sat up with me. He sat in my lap as I took my shirt off. I blushed and sighed at the feeling of him sitting against me. It felt good. He heard me and he moaned a little also turning red. I closed my eyes, his voice and the feel of him pressing against me made me feel very aroused. Suzaku run his hands up my chest and pushed me down against the bed. His breath was getting heavy. He leaned his face down to mine, licking my lips. I shook with excitement. There was a clicking sound, but I didn’t care to see if the door was open. I was too engrossed in this. He pressed is body against mine, making me groan in pleasure. His breath was fast as he started kissing me very deeply. His intense pleasure seemed to rub off on me. I was feeling ecstatic. I kissed him back with the same emotion. I had noticed him getting harder against me and it only added more fire to this lust. I forced us up into a sitting position with him sitting in my lap. I wrapped my legs around him. My gut twisted with aroused feelings. This stimulation was driving me to insanity. I groaned against his lips which seemed to turn him on more. He undone my pants quickly, and forced me down on the bed. As he tugged my pants down his tongue lingered around my nipple. I couldn’t help but to moan. I clutched my fingers into his hair and pulled his lips back up to mine. I kissed him intensely. I couldn’t control myself. He pulled away as he pulled my pants off the rest of the way. I was in my boxers now. He slowly stripped his pants off also, pleasuring me at the same time by kissing down my chest to above my boxers.
“S-Suzaku!” I moaned as he licked above my boxers, tugging on them with his teeth. I started to reach for him to stop him as he threw his pants aside. He grabbed my arms, restraining them above me.
“Lelouch!” He groaned. It made my heart shrivel up. He bent down to kiss me again. Soft little kisses, followed by little nibbles. He licked around my lips. The grip he had around my wrists was painful, it was so strong. My lips were slightly parted unconsciously. He slipped his tongue in to play with mine. I didn’t know what to do but just lay there. I guess this was quite fun for him. I looked at his face. His eyes half open, his cheeks flushed. “You’re so cute Lelouch.” He mumbled. I closed my eyes as he was saying that on purpose to make me feel this way. “The little noises you make… especially when I do stuff like this.” He restrained my arms with one hand now as the other went down into my boxers and wrapped around my cock. I couldn’t help but to scream in pleasure. He put his lips against my ear. “I can’t stand this teasing anymore.” He whispered. He nibbled on my ear lightly. I couldn’t take it anymore either. He let go of my hands as they were numb now. He wrapped his arms around my body, pulling me up against him. I kissed him desperately. He was all I cared about at this moment. Please let this moment last forever. I caressed his cheek.
“Suzaku… I love you…” I said quietly. He smiled at me, licking my lips.
“Mmm~ I love you too Lelouch.” I shuddered at the tone of his voice.
“I feel so weak…” I mumbled.
“You are…” he said holding my face in his hands, pressing his forehead against mine. “But you don’t have to be the person you were before. Just be with me, I will never leave you!” He said against my lips.
“Suzaku~! I will~ I will~!” I said before I kissed him deeply. He held me so tenderly, his arm wrapped around my waist and the other my neck. He pulled my neck to his lips, my head falling back. I moaned as I felt him pressing against me. I noticed he felt it to, because he sighed with pleasure against my neck. He bit my neck softly, and then licked it as if apologizing. His lips came back up to mine as his tongue grazed my lips, a trail of saliva strung from it. I could feel myself blushing so much.
“Lelouch… Are you ready?” He stared at me with his lustful eyes.
“Yes.” I said. I would always be ready for him. He laid me back on the bed softly, his eyes never leaving mine. I sat on his knees so I was propped up in the air. I looked away blushing as I noticed that he was just staring at me. The look he was giving me was so yearning. His motions were full of desire. It was so quiet for a while, besides our breaths. I felt something move into me and the quietness shattered as a moaned. His hand which had found its way down there as I looked away was preparing me. As time went by and I had made more lustful noises, he leaned down to my lips, removing his fingers. I blushed brightly, he licked my cheek. His face was so serious. I placed my hands on his face, making him look at me. “Don’t be so serious… Do what makes you feel good…” I said, my heart beating rapidly. I felt something press against me. I sighed with pleasure as it slipped inside of me slowly.
“I’m sorry if I hurt you Lelouch…” His face looked as if he was extremely pleasured. I couldn’t even guess what mine looked like. I didn’t want to imagine me making such a lewd face. He thrust it into me once again. I clutched the blankets as my whole body shivered with excitement. I groaned loudly. He leaned down to my neck, kissing me as he continued pleasuring me. “L-Lelouch!” he moaned against my neck. I threw my arms around him, clutching his back with all my might. I would never let him go.
“Suzaku!” I whined against his hair as he kissed my chest. “Oh~” I couldn’t help but to let out. He was very passionate as he grew more violent. But it did not hurt it only felt more irresistible. I dug into his back with my fingers, I don’t know if my nails were hurting him, but he seemed to like it because his mouth sat open against my chest as if out of pleasure. I could feel his warm breaths against me, fast as he penetrated me deeper. It felt so nice. Almost every second I let out a perverted squealing sound. My face was red, and very hot. I bet I looked miserable to him. I bet he was going to tell me how stupid I looked after this. His hand suddenly clutched my jaw as he drew me upwards. I sat up on his lap, kissing him. It felt amazing having him like this. Being in his arms. I moaned greatly as it continued.
“I am sorry for this!” He said as if he was out of breath. His back suddenly arched as he finished inside of me. I threw my head back whimpering at the immense bliss. He pulled out, collapsing on top of me. I held us up with my shaking arms. His breathing was wild. “Lelouch I love you!” He said unable to control his voice.
“I love you too.” I said, lying down. We laid there for a while, Suzaku had fallen asleep after kissing my chest and telling me he loved me multiple times. I couldn’t sleep I was too worked up with these feelings. I had just made love with Suzaku. I felt as if I was held close to someone’s heart and I didn’t want to let go. Because I knew that it was true. Our feelings were strong. I pulled him tighter against me, accidentally awaking him. I kissed his lips softly, smiling against them. I was so happy.
“Lelouch…” He said.
“Yes, Suzaku?” I pondered, looking into his big green eyes.
“Nunnally saw us. I heard the door, when I saw her out of the corner of my eye, peaking at us; she shut it quietly and ran off.” I was shocked.
“N-No!” I said ashamed of myself. Not Nunnally!
“Lelouch are you so ashamed of me…” He said looking down sadly. I lifted his chin.
“Of course not! I’m ashamed of my sister seeing me being so vulgar!” I assured him. “I will apologize to her later… I don’t want you to leave my arms.” I said, loving the feel of our bare skin together.
“Apologize tomorrow?” He smiled at me, sitting up on top of me. He caressed my cheek.
“Yes. Tomorrow.” I said longing his lips against mine. He gave it to me, lifting my chin, kissing me very passionately. I blushed. He suddenly pulled away and climbed off of me. He got out of the bed and walked over to the door. “Suzaku!” I yelled moving towards him on the bed. He put his hand on the door as I felt stupid for not realizing what he was doing. He locked the door then came back to me.
“Did you think I was going to leave???” he smiled at my foolishness. I blushed looking away annoyed at myself. He giggled to himself.
“Your so cute~!” He said nuzzling my cheek. I looked at him surprised. He connected our lips again. I slung my arms around his neck, holding them there. My eyes started to get heavy as his light kisses were relaxing me. He pulled me down in his arms. I laid there staring at him. “You’re so tired I can tell. Goodnight Lelouch~.” He whispered into my ear and kissed it. “I love you.” He said kissing my cheek softly, then my lips.
“I love you too.” I breathed in between his kisses. He stopped kissing me and embraced me, holding me close. It was so warm. I quickly fell asleep to the sound of his heartbeat.
I geared up, preparing to enter my nightmare. I was about to put my knightmare when CC grabbed my arm.
“Lelouch, I’ll come…” She said quietly.
“No stay here.” I ordered. Her emotions seemed confused. “Don’t worry.” I brushed her arm off of me and climbed into the Sutherland.
“Lelouch don’t hang up.” She shouted as she connected with me through the Sutherland.
"Why are you worried so much?" I wondered.
"I don’t know..." She mumbled. She was quiet as we approached the target five minutes later.
"Everyone assume their positions."
"Yes." I waited a few minutes for all the pieces to get into place. It must have been ten minutes before the target advanced further. Two knightmares were sent out. Just through the middle. Exactly where they shouldn’t go.
"P1, P3 advance behind the building up in front of you. Two knightmares will advance on either side. Shoot them down."
"Understood." The targets did as I suspected them and came around the building unaware of our location.
More enemy targets flooded one after another trying to surround us; they died as I commanded their termination. It always came. I’m sure our enemy commander was getting frustrated with the words "lost contact". For all of their knightmares being obliterated. I smiled to myself.
"Zero." My eyes widened as I recognized the voice. "Back away now and you won’t get hurt." Suzaku said. I laughed at his determination.
"Stay where you are." I commanded my followers. We stood still until they got the point that we weren’t leaving.
"Very well." Suzaku’s white nightmare appeared. The lancelot. He charged us, slicing any knightmare he saw. Our battle was suddenly interrupted as our knightmares shut down. Even the lancelot. I clenched my teeth. I sat there for a second watching everyone else escape. I then evacuated my Sutherland. I crawled out of it slowly until I noticed I was at gunpoint. “Zero, unmask yourself and show me your true identity.” Suzaku towered above me. I stood up, he watched me carefully. My heart ached slightly. I didn’t want to face him.
“Come with me Suzaku and I will show you…” I said sort of softly for my character.
“… Ok.” He eyed me suspiciously. I had no idea what I was doing either. I took him to one of the abandoned buildings in Shinjuku. He held the gun almost against my back the whole time.
“Zero!” Kallen screamed as she saw us about to go inside.
“Kallen stay back! It’s fine.” I said to her. Suzaku wouldn’t kill me… Or would he?? Could he kill me?
She looked worried but she backed away. We walked inside; he shut the door behind us. “Before anything, tell me your name.” I was quiet for a minute after that question. “Come on what is your name!” He shouted.
“L-Lelouch…” I muttered. His face took a horrified expression.
“Lelouch?” he questioned as if he was dying. “No… No not my Lelouch…” He said quietly as he walked over to me jerking the mask off. I could tell sadness was on my face as he looked at me with forlorn eyes. His emotions were struggling I could tell, so were mine. He threw his gun down. He took my face in his hands, staring at me. “Lelouch… you are so dear to me… How could you do this…?” I didn’t answer. “I will not allow you to die... I will not kill you…” He said as if he was pleading. “You have got to stop this!” He said as he was on the verge of tears.
“Just kill me!” I screamed. My eyes started to water up seeing him act so pitiful.
“No!” He handed grabbed the gun off the ground handing it to me.
“What are you doing?!” I panicked.
“Kill me, you can get away.” He mumbled looking away. I took the gun and raised it against his head. He looked down awaiting his death. I could not kill him… I couldn’t even think of killing him. I pulled the gun up to my head.
“I could never kill you… Goodbye.” I said pressing against the trigger. But before I could even apply enough pressure on the trigger Suzaku had restrained me against the ground, knocking the gun from my hand.
“Lelouch! No!”
“Why?!” I shouted.
“I love you Lelouch… I mean it…” He said, making my heart shudder. His tears hit my lips and my neck. They were salty. I didn’t struggle anymore. How could this develop between us when we have been so far apart?
“Suzaku…” I whispered, worried.
“I understand why if you don’t return my feelings… just please don’t do this anymore. I don’t want you to die.” He leaned his forehead against mine. I looked at his face above mine. His tears ran down my cheek. I didn’t want him to cry.
“Suzaku… Stop crying.” I mumbled. He collapsed on top of me, his arms giving out. I hugged onto him. He laid there for a few minutes gurgling tears before I believed that he actually fell asleep. I scooted out from under him after making sure, I could feel my face get hot as I looked at his sleeping figure. His sleeping expression was more than heartwarming. I put my mask back on and quickly slipped out the back, calling Kallen and Ohgi to meet me out where we had planned. I showed up later than both of them.
“What happened in there?!” Kallen shouted, worried. I was silent.
“We were beginning to worry.” Ohgi stated.
I started to remove my mask and the both gasped with surprise. I held the mask in front of my face as I approached.
“Zero! What are you doing?!” Kallen screamed. I ignored it. No one else would see. We were in a secluded building. I took the mask away. Ohgi simply took in my look as a new face. Kallen was shocked. Her expression was terrified almost. “L-Lelouch…” She whispered. She stood staring at me for many minuets.
“I’m leaving.” I said.
“W-What?!” She shouted. “You’re leaving us now?!” I ignored it. I replaced my mask. “I, suggest you all get out of here, and disband this.” I left quickly ignoring her calls after me.
I got home as usual, and talked to Nunnally a bit. I then retired to sleep. I went to school the next morning as usually. I couldn’t seem to get Suzaku off of my mind. The whole day, when I glanced at him, he turned away as if he was already looking at me. I blushed when I accidentally bumped into him and he quickly moved out of my way and going to class. In my classes with him I would glance at him every now and then, to find him staring at me. He noticed me blush, and his face turned red also. The final bell rang and I headed home, gathering my things quickly before anyone could talk to me. I stepped inside the door.
“Lelouch?” Nunnally called.
“Yes Nunnally it’s me.” I said happily.
“Lelouch! Come here! Fit the last piece into this puzzle.” She cheered. I walked inside the dining room where she sat doing puzzles filled with color. They excited her newly opened eyes. She handed me a yellow puzzle piece when I came up to her. I studied the puzzle to look for the spot and found that there was a hole in the sun. I fit the piece in there perfectly. She smiled, but then looked worried as her eyes met mine. “Lelouch... You need to go rest; you don’t look so well…” She said softly. I hugged her.
“Yes… I will go rest now Nunnally.” I said dismissing myself. “Don’t worry about me.” I smiled at her. “I just need a little rest.” I assured. I walked up to my room, shutting the door behind me. I kicked off my shoes and threw my bag on the floor. I glanced out the window as I thought I had seen a figure approaching the house. It was Suzaku! I panicked. He was nearly at the front door. My mind went crazy as I thought of what he was coming here for. Nunnally would of course invite him in and let him come up here. I sat on the edge of my bed, waiting.
“Lelouch?” Suzaku’s voice came out of nowhere and made me jolt. I didn’t answer. “Lelouch???” Suzaku knocked. I snapped out of it.
“Yes?” I said.
“May I come in?” He said outside my door. I paused.
“Yes…” I said quietly. The door opened and shut after. I stared at the wall in front of me until Suzaku came into view. I looked at his yearning eyes. My heart seemed to jump out of my throat.
“You know how I feel.” He said quietly. I was sure that I felt the same way for him.
“But Nunnally… Everyone…”
“They don’t have to know… yet. Lloyd will be revolted I’m sure.” He mumbled. We stared at each other for a while, my face hot. “You’re blushing.” He smiled as he caressed my cheek. I pulled away, embarrassed. “Lelouch, I know you feel the same.” He was almost begging. He bent down to my face. I leaned back from him. He kept following me until he I was scooted back on the bed. He sat on his hands and knees, his face just a foot from mine. I could tell I was blushing. I laid back on the bed; he supported himself above me, his arms on each side of my head. His face was heart wrenching.
“You’re so superior, but I feel like below me right now, you can’t do anything.” His words were enticing. It was getting very hot. He kept making me blush.
“I…” I started to speak but he interrupted me.
“Lelouch don’t be afraid right now… Show me how you feel.” He said softly. I looked away from him. He leaned down and I closed my eyes. My heart beat furiously. His lips hit my neck. I gasped as my body quivered. It was unbearably hot and I started to sweat from being so nervous. He kissed down my neck. I breathed heavily, getting all excited. Suzaku unbuttoned the collar of my shirt and tugged on it. The cool air felt nice. He must have seen the relief on my face because he pulled my shirt apart, showing my chest. “You’re burning up.” He said, lightly blowing on my chest. It felt nice. Cool. This felt right, amazing, and wonderful. He unbuttoned his shirt as he stood on his knees above me. If he sat he would be setting against my cock. I blushed brightly.
“What about Nunnally?!” I worried a little too loud.
“She’s working on a puzzle. Shhh.” He said softly, smiling. I was still scared though. Not of him, just what was happening... I felt like I wanted to but then again, everything would change. Did I love Suzaku? I had a feeling I did. I sat up slowly as Suzaku sat up with me. He sat in my lap as I took my shirt off. I blushed and sighed at the feeling of him sitting against me. It felt good. He heard me and he moaned a little also turning red. I closed my eyes, his voice and the feel of him pressing against me made me feel very aroused. Suzaku run his hands up my chest and pushed me down against the bed. His breath was getting heavy. He leaned his face down to mine, licking my lips. I shook with excitement. There was a clicking sound, but I didn’t care to see if the door was open. I was too engrossed in this. He pressed is body against mine, making me groan in pleasure. His breath was fast as he started kissing me very deeply. His intense pleasure seemed to rub off on me. I was feeling ecstatic. I kissed him back with the same emotion. I had noticed him getting harder against me and it only added more fire to this lust. I forced us up into a sitting position with him sitting in my lap. I wrapped my legs around him. My gut twisted with aroused feelings. This stimulation was driving me to insanity. I groaned against his lips which seemed to turn him on more. He undone my pants quickly, and forced me down on the bed. As he tugged my pants down his tongue lingered around my nipple. I couldn’t help but to moan. I clutched my fingers into his hair and pulled his lips back up to mine. I kissed him intensely. I couldn’t control myself. He pulled away as he pulled my pants off the rest of the way. I was in my boxers now. He slowly stripped his pants off also, pleasuring me at the same time by kissing down my chest to above my boxers.
“S-Suzaku!” I moaned as he licked above my boxers, tugging on them with his teeth. I started to reach for him to stop him as he threw his pants aside. He grabbed my arms, restraining them above me.
“Lelouch!” He groaned. It made my heart shrivel up. He bent down to kiss me again. Soft little kisses, followed by little nibbles. He licked around my lips. The grip he had around my wrists was painful, it was so strong. My lips were slightly parted unconsciously. He slipped his tongue in to play with mine. I didn’t know what to do but just lay there. I guess this was quite fun for him. I looked at his face. His eyes half open, his cheeks flushed. “You’re so cute Lelouch.” He mumbled. I closed my eyes as he was saying that on purpose to make me feel this way. “The little noises you make… especially when I do stuff like this.” He restrained my arms with one hand now as the other went down into my boxers and wrapped around my cock. I couldn’t help but to scream in pleasure. He put his lips against my ear. “I can’t stand this teasing anymore.” He whispered. He nibbled on my ear lightly. I couldn’t take it anymore either. He let go of my hands as they were numb now. He wrapped his arms around my body, pulling me up against him. I kissed him desperately. He was all I cared about at this moment. Please let this moment last forever. I caressed his cheek.
“Suzaku… I love you…” I said quietly. He smiled at me, licking my lips.
“Mmm~ I love you too Lelouch.” I shuddered at the tone of his voice.
“I feel so weak…” I mumbled.
“You are…” he said holding my face in his hands, pressing his forehead against mine. “But you don’t have to be the person you were before. Just be with me, I will never leave you!” He said against my lips.
“Suzaku~! I will~ I will~!” I said before I kissed him deeply. He held me so tenderly, his arm wrapped around my waist and the other my neck. He pulled my neck to his lips, my head falling back. I moaned as I felt him pressing against me. I noticed he felt it to, because he sighed with pleasure against my neck. He bit my neck softly, and then licked it as if apologizing. His lips came back up to mine as his tongue grazed my lips, a trail of saliva strung from it. I could feel myself blushing so much.
“Lelouch… Are you ready?” He stared at me with his lustful eyes.
“Yes.” I said. I would always be ready for him. He laid me back on the bed softly, his eyes never leaving mine. I sat on his knees so I was propped up in the air. I looked away blushing as I noticed that he was just staring at me. The look he was giving me was so yearning. His motions were full of desire. It was so quiet for a while, besides our breaths. I felt something move into me and the quietness shattered as a moaned. His hand which had found its way down there as I looked away was preparing me. As time went by and I had made more lustful noises, he leaned down to my lips, removing his fingers. I blushed brightly, he licked my cheek. His face was so serious. I placed my hands on his face, making him look at me. “Don’t be so serious… Do what makes you feel good…” I said, my heart beating rapidly. I felt something press against me. I sighed with pleasure as it slipped inside of me slowly.
“I’m sorry if I hurt you Lelouch…” His face looked as if he was extremely pleasured. I couldn’t even guess what mine looked like. I didn’t want to imagine me making such a lewd face. He thrust it into me once again. I clutched the blankets as my whole body shivered with excitement. I groaned loudly. He leaned down to my neck, kissing me as he continued pleasuring me. “L-Lelouch!” he moaned against my neck. I threw my arms around him, clutching his back with all my might. I would never let him go.
“Suzaku!” I whined against his hair as he kissed my chest. “Oh~” I couldn’t help but to let out. He was very passionate as he grew more violent. But it did not hurt it only felt more irresistible. I dug into his back with my fingers, I don’t know if my nails were hurting him, but he seemed to like it because his mouth sat open against my chest as if out of pleasure. I could feel his warm breaths against me, fast as he penetrated me deeper. It felt so nice. Almost every second I let out a perverted squealing sound. My face was red, and very hot. I bet I looked miserable to him. I bet he was going to tell me how stupid I looked after this. His hand suddenly clutched my jaw as he drew me upwards. I sat up on his lap, kissing him. It felt amazing having him like this. Being in his arms. I moaned greatly as it continued.
“I am sorry for this!” He said as if he was out of breath. His back suddenly arched as he finished inside of me. I threw my head back whimpering at the immense bliss. He pulled out, collapsing on top of me. I held us up with my shaking arms. His breathing was wild. “Lelouch I love you!” He said unable to control his voice.
“I love you too.” I said, lying down. We laid there for a while, Suzaku had fallen asleep after kissing my chest and telling me he loved me multiple times. I couldn’t sleep I was too worked up with these feelings. I had just made love with Suzaku. I felt as if I was held close to someone’s heart and I didn’t want to let go. Because I knew that it was true. Our feelings were strong. I pulled him tighter against me, accidentally awaking him. I kissed his lips softly, smiling against them. I was so happy.
“Lelouch…” He said.
“Yes, Suzaku?” I pondered, looking into his big green eyes.
“Nunnally saw us. I heard the door, when I saw her out of the corner of my eye, peaking at us; she shut it quietly and ran off.” I was shocked.
“N-No!” I said ashamed of myself. Not Nunnally!
“Lelouch are you so ashamed of me…” He said looking down sadly. I lifted his chin.
“Of course not! I’m ashamed of my sister seeing me being so vulgar!” I assured him. “I will apologize to her later… I don’t want you to leave my arms.” I said, loving the feel of our bare skin together.
“Apologize tomorrow?” He smiled at me, sitting up on top of me. He caressed my cheek.
“Yes. Tomorrow.” I said longing his lips against mine. He gave it to me, lifting my chin, kissing me very passionately. I blushed. He suddenly pulled away and climbed off of me. He got out of the bed and walked over to the door. “Suzaku!” I yelled moving towards him on the bed. He put his hand on the door as I felt stupid for not realizing what he was doing. He locked the door then came back to me.
“Did you think I was going to leave???” he smiled at my foolishness. I blushed looking away annoyed at myself. He giggled to himself.
“Your so cute~!” He said nuzzling my cheek. I looked at him surprised. He connected our lips again. I slung my arms around his neck, holding them there. My eyes started to get heavy as his light kisses were relaxing me. He pulled me down in his arms. I laid there staring at him. “You’re so tired I can tell. Goodnight Lelouch~.” He whispered into my ear and kissed it. “I love you.” He said kissing my cheek softly, then my lips.
“I love you too.” I breathed in between his kisses. He stopped kissing me and embraced me, holding me close. It was so warm. I quickly fell asleep to the sound of his heartbeat.