personally..what i think of the books. is that they were awesome..and i wouldnt blame you if you thought you were obsessed because please i really am..and i dunno its been some time since the books and the movies came out and i still cant seem to get over them..but idk,...my favorite part in the book was when edward gave her the amazing diamond heirloom and well she had no idea what it was..(did she honestly think it was plastic) and well the part i really hated was when edward left and well when bella hesistated to marry him..like what was wrong with her..and yea i loved the books.