Hello! xoxpoisonxox here!
(This is my new account!)
Some of you may have noticed that I havn't posted in a LONG time! That is because im rewriting the whole "As the sun sets" series, starting with the first book.
All the same characters will be in it - But Im trying to add more depth to them, somthing you can relate to. I want to really add somthing to everyone ( Her school friends, Alex, relationships,... etc) !
Chapters will also be ALOT longer then usual, as Im hoping to get each book to be about 400 pages. this means each chapter will be between 15- 20 pages long! (:
I will post a new chapter every TWO WEEKS and this is a schedual i am sticking to! It will come out every second saturday! So the first chapter will be out march third ( march 3!) and the next will be out march seventeenth (17) and so on!
I really hope you will enjoy the books, as I do writing them - It will be mostly them same, but there are alot more twists and turns in them that I hope you will love! Here is a little snippet of the first chapter!
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"When you care enough for someone, you take the good with the bad. You look past the faults and dangers, and get driven by your heart. But somtimes we don't realise, our hearts don't always think rationaly."
- Brianna MB.
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Here i was in my grade 9 english class, stuck in the solitude that is school. I looked around the room, trying to find somthing that would spike my interest. Possibly two girls chatting noisely about the latest gossip or maybe, if im lucky, I'll hear two boys recapping another lame action movie. I chuckled to myself.
I tried to drown out the teachings of my english teacher, Mr.Capp. His colourless voice was practicly putting the class to sleep. It wouldn't be so bad if the material wasn't already oh too familiar to me.
Mr.Capp, like me, was a new addition to Forks highschool. He was an older man - early fiftees, who so blantantly disliked teenagers - Or any children for that matter.
He'd always drag on about how he should be teaching at a prestigious place like Havard, instead this "Sad excuse for a town". It still baffled me why one would pursue a career that they disliked so much.
I turned my attention to the window. It was gloomy outside, as usual. Forks was such a.. secluded area. It seemed lonely, always cold and wet. But It's what kept my family a secret, the gloomy days.
It took me a moment to realise that the dull voice had silenced, and the sound of papers shuffling and pens writing had replaced it. I faced the board looking at our assignment.
Great, another essay.
I reluctently slipped out a piece of paper from my binder. sliding a pencil out from underneath it, I wrote my name in the top corner.
Renesmee Carlie Cullen.
I like my name. I was named after both my grandmothers ; Renee, My mother's mom and Esme, My father's adopted mother. It's one thing about me that is unique, not that I'm not unique - Because I am loads of that.
I'm what they call a "Half-breed". If you do you're reasearch, then you're probaly thinking my parents were two different cultures. I guess culture could be a word used - But I think .. species may be more.. apropriate.
I am half Vampire, half Human. This was acheived by my mother being impreganted by my father when she was still human. As far as we know, there aren't many of my kind out there. There are some - But not tons. This is because what my mother did was very dangerous - Fatal.
My mother carried me through bruised ribs and broken bones, right up until birth. I could've quite literaly killed her, but instead my father was able to turn her into a vampire before it was too late.
I could never understand how she was able to do it. She told me that when you love someone enough, you'll do anything to protect them - Even if that meant giving up you're own life for them. And because what she did for me, I am forever indebt to her.
My vampire family out numbers my human family easily. There is Edward and Bella; They are my parents. Carlisle and Esme, who are my (Vampire) grandparents. Also Alice and Jasper aswell as Rosalie and Emmett; Their my Aunts and Uncles.
I also have Jacob and his pack. Their werewolves (Shape shifters, more specificly) old family friends of my family. Like my family, the wolves don't age.
Jacob is like a very very...very over protective brother. He only means well though, But he's always been there for me. The werewolves and Vampires used to be mortal enemies, but for some reason that they all refuse to explaint to me, the whole "Mortal enemy" thing changed when I came along.
My human family consists of; Charlie, My mother's father, Phil and Renee, Who are Her Stepfather and Mother. Charlie is the only human who knows everything about us ( You know, being Vampires and all) It took a couple years for him to accept it, but he finaly came around. But I find his inability to say the word "Vampire" and "Wolf" quite amusing.
Although I am a Half-breed, I find myself to be more human these days. I am nowhere near able to run as fast as I could when I was younger - The same applies for my strength and thirst for blood.
Carlise has a theory, though. He thinks the more I age, the more human I get. But he beilives that once I stop aging, all my Vampire abilities will come back to me; I guess only time will tell.
But there's one thing I'll always have - My gift. I'm able to show people what i'm thinking . I've learned to control it, so people can't just watch my thoughts at will, but it only takes a touch of the hand for me to show them. Not that it's much help to my father, considering he can read minds.
Suddenly a tap on my shoulder had startled me. I accidently threw my books on the ground.
"Miss cullen?" I looked up to see my english teacher with a grin on his face "Day dreaming are we?"
"Sorry" I grinned sheepishly, and quickly recovered my books from the floor. Not that I really needed to pay attention, I added in my head.
I never really liked this whole school idea that carlisle had convinced my parents into.
He leaned down to whisper somthing in my ear "You are.. well ..supposed to be in grade nine, right?"
I nodded my head perplexed by the question, then it dawned on me. Although i am technicley only fourteen years of age I have the body, and knowledge of an eighteen year old.
I had started growing normaly about two years after my birth, which by then I could have easily looked like a ten or eleven year old.
And I should stop growing in a year or so. Of couse this raises many questions, but people usualy dont ask, they just assume i look older for my age.
Suddenly the bell rang, freeing me of further embarressment. I collected my books and keeping my head down, I quickly headed for the door along with my classmates.
As I put my stuff in my locker I heard my name being whispered from all different directions. Being the new girl had those...disadvantages. I dont like being the center of attention, but my Mother and Father said it's best if I make friends, it lessens the curiosity.
I prayed hoping that nobody would come talk to me, but sure enough..
"Hey! I'm alex"
I heard a voice spring from behind me, I hesitated for a moment.
But I decided it would me impolite to ignore the boy, Turning around I met his gaze.
Woah. Deja vu much? This boy was an almost exact copy of Jacob; His tan skin, Built body, and even the way he held himself. Except, this Alex boy had green eyes and seemed more boyish then Jacob, less mature.
(This is my new account!)
Some of you may have noticed that I havn't posted in a LONG time! That is because im rewriting the whole "As the sun sets" series, starting with the first book.
All the same characters will be in it - But Im trying to add more depth to them, somthing you can relate to. I want to really add somthing to everyone ( Her school friends, Alex, relationships,... etc) !
Chapters will also be ALOT longer then usual, as Im hoping to get each book to be about 400 pages. this means each chapter will be between 15- 20 pages long! (:
I will post a new chapter every TWO WEEKS and this is a schedual i am sticking to! It will come out every second saturday! So the first chapter will be out march third ( march 3!) and the next will be out march seventeenth (17) and so on!
I really hope you will enjoy the books, as I do writing them - It will be mostly them same, but there are alot more twists and turns in them that I hope you will love! Here is a little snippet of the first chapter!
__________________________________________________
"When you care enough for someone, you take the good with the bad. You look past the faults and dangers, and get driven by your heart. But somtimes we don't realise, our hearts don't always think rationaly."
- Brianna MB.
_____________________________________________
Here i was in my grade 9 english class, stuck in the solitude that is school. I looked around the room, trying to find somthing that would spike my interest. Possibly two girls chatting noisely about the latest gossip or maybe, if im lucky, I'll hear two boys recapping another lame action movie. I chuckled to myself.
I tried to drown out the teachings of my english teacher, Mr.Capp. His colourless voice was practicly putting the class to sleep. It wouldn't be so bad if the material wasn't already oh too familiar to me.
Mr.Capp, like me, was a new addition to Forks highschool. He was an older man - early fiftees, who so blantantly disliked teenagers - Or any children for that matter.
He'd always drag on about how he should be teaching at a prestigious place like Havard, instead this "Sad excuse for a town". It still baffled me why one would pursue a career that they disliked so much.
I turned my attention to the window. It was gloomy outside, as usual. Forks was such a.. secluded area. It seemed lonely, always cold and wet. But It's what kept my family a secret, the gloomy days.
It took me a moment to realise that the dull voice had silenced, and the sound of papers shuffling and pens writing had replaced it. I faced the board looking at our assignment.
Great, another essay.
I reluctently slipped out a piece of paper from my binder. sliding a pencil out from underneath it, I wrote my name in the top corner.
Renesmee Carlie Cullen.
I like my name. I was named after both my grandmothers ; Renee, My mother's mom and Esme, My father's adopted mother. It's one thing about me that is unique, not that I'm not unique - Because I am loads of that.
I'm what they call a "Half-breed". If you do you're reasearch, then you're probaly thinking my parents were two different cultures. I guess culture could be a word used - But I think .. species may be more.. apropriate.
I am half Vampire, half Human. This was acheived by my mother being impreganted by my father when she was still human. As far as we know, there aren't many of my kind out there. There are some - But not tons. This is because what my mother did was very dangerous - Fatal.
My mother carried me through bruised ribs and broken bones, right up until birth. I could've quite literaly killed her, but instead my father was able to turn her into a vampire before it was too late.
I could never understand how she was able to do it. She told me that when you love someone enough, you'll do anything to protect them - Even if that meant giving up you're own life for them. And because what she did for me, I am forever indebt to her.
My vampire family out numbers my human family easily. There is Edward and Bella; They are my parents. Carlisle and Esme, who are my (Vampire) grandparents. Also Alice and Jasper aswell as Rosalie and Emmett; Their my Aunts and Uncles.
I also have Jacob and his pack. Their werewolves (Shape shifters, more specificly) old family friends of my family. Like my family, the wolves don't age.
Jacob is like a very very...very over protective brother. He only means well though, But he's always been there for me. The werewolves and Vampires used to be mortal enemies, but for some reason that they all refuse to explaint to me, the whole "Mortal enemy" thing changed when I came along.
My human family consists of; Charlie, My mother's father, Phil and Renee, Who are Her Stepfather and Mother. Charlie is the only human who knows everything about us ( You know, being Vampires and all) It took a couple years for him to accept it, but he finaly came around. But I find his inability to say the word "Vampire" and "Wolf" quite amusing.
Although I am a Half-breed, I find myself to be more human these days. I am nowhere near able to run as fast as I could when I was younger - The same applies for my strength and thirst for blood.
Carlise has a theory, though. He thinks the more I age, the more human I get. But he beilives that once I stop aging, all my Vampire abilities will come back to me; I guess only time will tell.
But there's one thing I'll always have - My gift. I'm able to show people what i'm thinking . I've learned to control it, so people can't just watch my thoughts at will, but it only takes a touch of the hand for me to show them. Not that it's much help to my father, considering he can read minds.
Suddenly a tap on my shoulder had startled me. I accidently threw my books on the ground.
"Miss cullen?" I looked up to see my english teacher with a grin on his face "Day dreaming are we?"
"Sorry" I grinned sheepishly, and quickly recovered my books from the floor. Not that I really needed to pay attention, I added in my head.
I never really liked this whole school idea that carlisle had convinced my parents into.
He leaned down to whisper somthing in my ear "You are.. well ..supposed to be in grade nine, right?"
I nodded my head perplexed by the question, then it dawned on me. Although i am technicley only fourteen years of age I have the body, and knowledge of an eighteen year old.
I had started growing normaly about two years after my birth, which by then I could have easily looked like a ten or eleven year old.
And I should stop growing in a year or so. Of couse this raises many questions, but people usualy dont ask, they just assume i look older for my age.
Suddenly the bell rang, freeing me of further embarressment. I collected my books and keeping my head down, I quickly headed for the door along with my classmates.
As I put my stuff in my locker I heard my name being whispered from all different directions. Being the new girl had those...disadvantages. I dont like being the center of attention, but my Mother and Father said it's best if I make friends, it lessens the curiosity.
I prayed hoping that nobody would come talk to me, but sure enough..
"Hey! I'm alex"
I heard a voice spring from behind me, I hesitated for a moment.
But I decided it would me impolite to ignore the boy, Turning around I met his gaze.
Woah. Deja vu much? This boy was an almost exact copy of Jacob; His tan skin, Built body, and even the way he held himself. Except, this Alex boy had green eyes and seemed more boyish then Jacob, less mature.
The Cullens house
Nessie's POV
It was a few minutes later that dad had walked, I gave him a weak smile, "Dad... can I ask you something?" I whisperd. "Sure! whatcha wanna ask?"
"Well, Jacob he umm asked me out on friday, do you think I can go?" I watched him, His smile dropped and his amber eyes turned to coal black. "No...It's..." But he didnt finished he just shook his head and walked away. "Dad!" I shouted and ran forward, I caught him by the sleve and spun him around. "Why???????" I asked. "No Ness! Vampires and Werwolfs are forbidded to love!!!! You may never see that boy agian! Okay?!" He shouted, I have never seen him get so angry before... My face turned into a pout then a sad face, Tears poured out my eyes, I pushed past him and ran up to my room
Nessie's POV
It was a few minutes later that dad had walked, I gave him a weak smile, "Dad... can I ask you something?" I whisperd. "Sure! whatcha wanna ask?"
"Well, Jacob he umm asked me out on friday, do you think I can go?" I watched him, His smile dropped and his amber eyes turned to coal black. "No...It's..." But he didnt finished he just shook his head and walked away. "Dad!" I shouted and ran forward, I caught him by the sleve and spun him around. "Why???????" I asked. "No Ness! Vampires and Werwolfs are forbidded to love!!!! You may never see that boy agian! Okay?!" He shouted, I have never seen him get so angry before... My face turned into a pout then a sad face, Tears poured out my eyes, I pushed past him and ran up to my room
People wonder how I feel about being able to predict the future. Is it fun? Is it a curse?
Sometimes I stand for hours looking outside my window trying to figure out a way to prevent what I see as inevitable. The sun sets, then after a while, rises again. I still stand there, motionless, thinking, wondering.
Finally, I grab my scarf, wrap it around my neck, then go out with a smile and see my beloved standing there waiting for me,patiently. Jasper knows my turmoil.
I've learned to hide most of my emotions so those closest to me can't always see the dark clouds in my eyes as I see a vision. My smile hides alot. So, is it fun? No, but it's a gift that I hope I can use to help those that I love.
Sometimes I stand for hours looking outside my window trying to figure out a way to prevent what I see as inevitable. The sun sets, then after a while, rises again. I still stand there, motionless, thinking, wondering.
Finally, I grab my scarf, wrap it around my neck, then go out with a smile and see my beloved standing there waiting for me,patiently. Jasper knows my turmoil.
I've learned to hide most of my emotions so those closest to me can't always see the dark clouds in my eyes as I see a vision. My smile hides alot. So, is it fun? No, but it's a gift that I hope I can use to help those that I love.