Sleeping on the floor of my den was nothing new to me. I liked sleeping, being by myself. After all, I had nothing better to do, so what else was I going to do besides sleep? I’d made my den thicker so that no light could enter, otherwise I wouldn’t be able to sleep, and the light would sting my eyes a bit.
“Can I come in?” Sanae asked at the entrance of my den, into the darkness of it that housed me.
“You don’t have to ask, Sanae,” I told her. Her politeness wasn’t getting on my nerves, but rather that she was doing thing she didn’t need to; unnecessary work.
“I… yes, Noctus,” she replied, and entered the den. When she entered, I turned to face her. I could just imagine those two light blue orbs of light staring at her from a near-pure darkness.
“So, Sanae, not that I don’t like your company, but why are you here?” I asked her.
“You… just seemed lonely,” she replied.
Honestly, I had me, and my thoughts. It may not be the best company a Lynx can ask for, but it’s sure better than being truly alone, like Tenemae.
“So you came here, to see me, just because you thought I was lonely?” I questioned.
“Is there anything wrong with what I’m doing?”
“No, no, there isn’t. It’s perfectly fine. The problem is that… with what Menae did recently…”
“She is not here, I can promise you that. I am Sanae, your mate, and nothing will separate us,” she promised. This made me smile. I can’t say, because I don’t know why, but a smile did grow on my face for some reason.
“I hope you’re right about that…” I muttered, but Sanae didn’t catch my mutter. I felt lucky that she hadn’t heard it, and fairly shy about saying that again.
After a couple of moments of silence, Sanae said “you can’t be blaming yourself for their death, Noctus.”
“They were dying, and I left them for dead. I could have died with them honorably, but I ran away. The Lynx are gone for good, and no more of the Lynx can be born. I’m my father’s legacy, and look at me now,” I told her. I felt a sort of will to mourn their death through tears, but I held back, and continued with “I failed my father and all of the Lynx, and nothing can change that.”
“So all you want to do is cement your father’s legacy through yours?” Sanae asked. There was something in her voice. Hope, maybe.
“Yes, but I also want to carry on what my father did. My father defended his tribe through the forge of weapons. If I have to defend this group, I’ll do so with my blade.”
“So, Noctus, mainly what you want… is children?”
“Are- are you proposing that we-“
“No!” she shot back assertively. But an expression on her face told me that she was lying: regret.
“Hmm…” I responded lightly. Sanae actually had managed to lie. That’s a first. Another obvious reason that gave away that she had lied was that she gave a brief prayer to the heavens, most probably for forgiveness for her sin, if that was a sin at all.
An awkward silence filled the air of my den. The proposal of a possible second generation remained in our heads. Sheer darkness enshrouded the inside of my den, and only those like I could look into my den, unless you reflected light into the den. Yet, nothing happened.
I heard the footsteps of someone coming towards the entrance of my den.
“Keep silent,” I told Sanae as the intruder walked towards the entrance of the den.
“Noctus, is Sanae in here?” asked Gatage.
“No, she’s not. She might be back at her den, praying. If you keep looking you might find her. Somewhere,” I lied.
“You’re telling me that you, Sanae’s lover, has no idea where Sanae is?”
“I told you that she most probably is at her den.”
“Hmm. Sanae, are you in here?”
Quickly but silently, I placed a hand on Sanae’s mouth. I knew she would have been compelled to answer. “I already told you, Gatage. She’s not here.”
Gatage gave off a defeated look from what I could tell. The light from the outside that covered Gatage’s face made it hard for me to distinguish what facial expression he had. After he left, I lifted my hand off Sanae’s mouth.
“How can you lie to him in that manner?” she said in a whisper.
“Do you know what Gatage would think if he saw you and I, alone, in such a dark place where no one can see what’s going on but me?” I improvised. The truth was, I didn’t want her to leave. I really couldn’t tell why.
Sanae nodded in defeat. “You’re right,” she said. “But when will I be able to leave? How will I know when it’s safe to go?”
“I’ll tell you when,” I told her.
I was lying.
“Can I come in?” Sanae asked at the entrance of my den, into the darkness of it that housed me.
“You don’t have to ask, Sanae,” I told her. Her politeness wasn’t getting on my nerves, but rather that she was doing thing she didn’t need to; unnecessary work.
“I… yes, Noctus,” she replied, and entered the den. When she entered, I turned to face her. I could just imagine those two light blue orbs of light staring at her from a near-pure darkness.
“So, Sanae, not that I don’t like your company, but why are you here?” I asked her.
“You… just seemed lonely,” she replied.
Honestly, I had me, and my thoughts. It may not be the best company a Lynx can ask for, but it’s sure better than being truly alone, like Tenemae.
“So you came here, to see me, just because you thought I was lonely?” I questioned.
“Is there anything wrong with what I’m doing?”
“No, no, there isn’t. It’s perfectly fine. The problem is that… with what Menae did recently…”
“She is not here, I can promise you that. I am Sanae, your mate, and nothing will separate us,” she promised. This made me smile. I can’t say, because I don’t know why, but a smile did grow on my face for some reason.
“I hope you’re right about that…” I muttered, but Sanae didn’t catch my mutter. I felt lucky that she hadn’t heard it, and fairly shy about saying that again.
After a couple of moments of silence, Sanae said “you can’t be blaming yourself for their death, Noctus.”
“They were dying, and I left them for dead. I could have died with them honorably, but I ran away. The Lynx are gone for good, and no more of the Lynx can be born. I’m my father’s legacy, and look at me now,” I told her. I felt a sort of will to mourn their death through tears, but I held back, and continued with “I failed my father and all of the Lynx, and nothing can change that.”
“So all you want to do is cement your father’s legacy through yours?” Sanae asked. There was something in her voice. Hope, maybe.
“Yes, but I also want to carry on what my father did. My father defended his tribe through the forge of weapons. If I have to defend this group, I’ll do so with my blade.”
“So, Noctus, mainly what you want… is children?”
“Are- are you proposing that we-“
“No!” she shot back assertively. But an expression on her face told me that she was lying: regret.
“Hmm…” I responded lightly. Sanae actually had managed to lie. That’s a first. Another obvious reason that gave away that she had lied was that she gave a brief prayer to the heavens, most probably for forgiveness for her sin, if that was a sin at all.
An awkward silence filled the air of my den. The proposal of a possible second generation remained in our heads. Sheer darkness enshrouded the inside of my den, and only those like I could look into my den, unless you reflected light into the den. Yet, nothing happened.
I heard the footsteps of someone coming towards the entrance of my den.
“Keep silent,” I told Sanae as the intruder walked towards the entrance of the den.
“Noctus, is Sanae in here?” asked Gatage.
“No, she’s not. She might be back at her den, praying. If you keep looking you might find her. Somewhere,” I lied.
“You’re telling me that you, Sanae’s lover, has no idea where Sanae is?”
“I told you that she most probably is at her den.”
“Hmm. Sanae, are you in here?”
Quickly but silently, I placed a hand on Sanae’s mouth. I knew she would have been compelled to answer. “I already told you, Gatage. She’s not here.”
Gatage gave off a defeated look from what I could tell. The light from the outside that covered Gatage’s face made it hard for me to distinguish what facial expression he had. After he left, I lifted my hand off Sanae’s mouth.
“How can you lie to him in that manner?” she said in a whisper.
“Do you know what Gatage would think if he saw you and I, alone, in such a dark place where no one can see what’s going on but me?” I improvised. The truth was, I didn’t want her to leave. I really couldn’t tell why.
Sanae nodded in defeat. “You’re right,” she said. “But when will I be able to leave? How will I know when it’s safe to go?”
“I’ll tell you when,” I told her.
I was lying.
Name:Crescent Age:15 Fur Color:Black Hair Color:Yellow Clothes: A pink jacket, dark green tank top, dark pink skirt, brown boots, brown boots Favorite Bands:Within Temptaion, Three Days Grace, Tiffany Giardina, Crush 40 Intrests:Spending time with her friends Friends/Allies:Sonic the Hedgehog, Amy Rose, Rouge the Bat, Miles "Tails" Prower. Favorite Food:Ramen Noodles.