Mental Health Checkpoint: How’s everyone doing? :)

How have you been doing the last few weeks?
eh good i guess. pretty boring, yesterday was my worst day but it cleared up last night. so im good now, just rlly rlly rlly bored
Life treating you alright?
being annoyed with the world... i dont think so
Making sure you take care of yourself?
idk... not rlly...?



thx for checking

How have you been doing the last few weeks?
It started with none stop frustrations then things got better:)

Life treating you alright?
Yes my man.

Making sure you take care of yourself?
Of course.





Much appreciated.

Actually really good, all things considered. It's been really crazy though. About two weeks ago I got front row for Within Temptation. I shit you not, literally two days later, my grandpa had a stroke. And literally three days after that I went to see my third favorite signer in concert and got front row. I found out after the show, that my grandpa would be coming home the next day. So life went from super great to shitty to super great in the blink of an eye. Probably the wildest week of my life thus far.
But at the same time it made me realize things about myself; namely that I can handle an emergency situation well and much more calmly than I thought. The doctors told me that I saved his life. And that the ONLY reason he made a complete recovery was because we made the right calls with medication and acted very fast.

It's a very reassuring thing to know that you did the right thing. And it's a good feeling to see my grandma and grandpa resuming their old people squabbles. It also did a number on my outlook on things; I've always kind of considered myself to be an unlucky person. But the thing is, I had been blowing off visiting my grandma, like I'd been meaning to do it but kept saying next week. If I hadn't done that then I wouldn't have been there to help her to help my grandpa. My grandma has anxiety and doesn't do well in emergency situations. So my grandpa might not have made it if I didn't just so happen to be visiting that week. To me that's a pretty crazy amount of luck. Luck combined with action.

Long story short, that one week made me realize that I might have more luck than I thought and that I shouldn't be so pessimistic. It also reminded me that I have to really cherish the moments I have with my grandparents because no one lives forever.

"How have you been doing the last few weeks?"

You REALLY over estimate me if you think I can remember / have a consistent and accurate understanding of my emotional state for longer than like... three days lmao XD

Honestly I am doing alright. If I answered earlier I would have said great, but I am going back to my university which is great because one week is MORE than enough time being around my parents, but really shitty cause I have to go another two and a half months without my fiance IRL >.>

Honestly, having to leave him or him leaving always generally kind of shakes us up a bit, but I've gotten pretty good at handling it properly and mitigating how much the more emotional personalities are bothered by it.

Currently I am just waiting to have our last night trip and I just wanna enjoy it to be honest. So Im pretty good I suppose, just ignoring the negatives so I can fully enjoy the positive.

Overall? Uh... Pretty good I think cos I've been around my fiance. I don't really remember the anything before a week ago that well though. I think it was going well enough.


I am treating myself pretty good since I have a week off and while I have been eating an extremely unbalanced diet - fuck it XD Im on break Im enjoying.

Hahaaa...

I had a severe mental breakdown yesterday. Worst one I've had in about a year.
Today I'm quite numb.