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springely said:
Well not really a fantasy, but here’s what I used to do...
God damn, where do I start. I was 14 years old, I had just started ninth grade. I was 5'11" and 170 lbs, slender but still very firmly built. I used to buy girls clothes at the store, mostly without my parents knowing, but they questioned it occasionally. They basically just said, “Eh, he’ll grow out of it, eh. (California btw).” Whatever. I always wore girls clothes, and although I was tall for my age, a lot of people looked at me and asked, “Hey, are you a boy or a girl?” I said… “Neither.” or “Well, I’m a boy, but I want to be a girl.” This was in 2013 before all the SJW stuff took over lol. I wanted people to call me... [girl name]. I mean, sometimes they did, but it was just much easier to remember calling me [data expunged]. But omg, every time I was mistaken for a girl I felt so floaty and blushed SUPER hard. Hahah oh wow, some guys were like, “Hey you’re cute… Wait, you’re not a girl…”
Fuck it was so hot being watched by everyone wondering what the fuck I was even. It was so surreal and weird though, when they asked for my name, even if I wasn’t wearing girls clothing, I would say, “I’m [girl name].” and sometimes when I was totally in girl mode, I would say, “My name is [boy name].” I was strongly considering getting hormones just to fuck with people lmao. Ironically, the opposite happened, and I actually used test boosters in senior year to help with massive gains though. But yea, I used to go on camera in my girl clothes and see everyone fawning over my super traplike looks. I was gonna take some like you know pictures, but I never did because I thought I was too young...Yea I never did that, but there was just something so hot about being seen as a girl when in reality I was just some 14 year old boy who was confused about their gender… So yea I guess my little fantasy was getting people to believe I was a girl kinda.
Skip over to 12th grade, when I was 17. 6'0", 210 lbs. I still wore some of the girls clothes occasionally, but I couldn’t really look like a girl anymore because I was just too damn yuge. As Kali Muscle says, too much gawd damn muscle. But still, I did it anyway, but I mostly had to layer with long sleeves to seem more feminine and slender. It didn’t work as much, and people instead were like “Hey… Why are you wearing girls clothes?” and stuff. I was once told “Wow you’re so cute when you’re a girl you could turn people gay.” Although I’m not gay, that sounded so cool like it might actually fucking be true. Holy shit tho, that summer I was nearing 6’0 1/2” at 220+ lbs and could squat like 500 tho. I wish I could relive these days and go back to being a thin, androgynous trap, but I’m just too fuckin’ big and test pumped now. Just wait when I reach 255 though. WOW I just realized, I went from some qt trap to like… I dunno whatever it is now. THIS IS WHY WE CAN’T HAVE NICE
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