Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away.
And never knowing
What couldve been
And not seeing that loving you is what i was trying to do.
Couldnt help myself. For me, its hearing all the pain.
Rape at age 7 and having to kill him just to escape that hell and come back to a family that never knew you were kidnapped and simply thought you had committed suicide, do to all the teasing you got at school. Only years later finding out that in your absence your family had gone on holiday with your cousins. There are thousands more things in my life that hurt, but this is the most painful.
I hate to be alone... I feel all lonely and I want company. But nobody cares about me. Only my parents. But I don't want just them. I want my friends. My crush. Just... SOMEONE. But what I hate most is that I do nothing about it... :(
