Yes~ and hate it.
I don't like being left behind. I want to be loved by tons of people but I only have a few close friends and family members left. Every time I make a new friend they always move away because my town is just like that. There's nothing here, once people come here there's no reason for them to stay long. They say they'll keep in touch with me and that we'll be friends forever~ and all of that fluffy heartwarming stuff, but it never happens. I'm shy, awkward, and awful enough at making friends, that's bad enough but it seems that everyone who does care about me, something bad always happens to them! It's like I'm some kind of bad luck charm! I almost don't want to be loved because I feel like I'll just end up hurting people. I hate being forgotten about. I hate being alone.
no! i hate being alone, i want friends badly and more than that, i want somebody to love me and spend time with me, but i don't have friends and i don't have a lover either -_-
i was really close though! but i quit my job and ever since all i wanted to do was be cooped up in the house alone, even though i hate being alone, lol :)
