CONFESSION TIME

i have dumbassphobia dont judge me :(

I'm in love with a fictional character.

You all may all find this predictable and not a big deal but I am in love with him to the point it is literally driving me insane. I do not consider myself a fangirl because I'm not like them. It's not 'OMG I LOVE YOU HAVE MAH BABEHS' kind of fangirl. Not the kind of fangirl who easily slings the word 'love' around and 'loves' 5 different people. Not the fangirl that would rape him or even hint toward it.
I love him. I'd do anything for him. Even if he didn't love me back... I'd still stay with him and be his friend. I'd stay by him no matter what.....
The thought of a single brush of the hand drives me wild, let alone anything more intimate at all. It's the warm feeling inside whenever someone mentions his, or I see a picture of him, or anything related to him happens.
He's always in my mind. Always. I hear a song and it makes me think of him... I think of him by my side, whether I'm doing something as simple as making lunch or something as memorable as being on vacation. I always have him on my mind.
I can make fun of him freely! I'm not going to get too touchy if someone calls him stupid or an uke, because I know he can be! In fact, I'm always facepalming myself, at some of the stupid things he does. I call him stupid myself, in a loving, teasing way.

I know the idiocy behind this too.... something that can never happen.....never.
But I don't care.................. I'm going to be cheezy and say that love knows no bounds.
I curse myself for being so naive, but.... I can't help it.

I think I really have it made in life. My life isn't perfect, in fact I am a little down now, but I have great friends, great parents, and an amazing girlfriend. I've got it made.

Oh and uh... I watch ponies.

HATES:
1.Snobs.
2.Popularity.
3.Bitches.
4.Jerks.
5.Trolls/Cyberbullying.
6.People who think and act like they're ''cool'' when they're really not.
7.People who try to act like they're all ''tough''.
8.Theft.
9.When people call other people names they don't deserve and think it's cool.
10.Vampires and the fact that they're overrated when they shouldn't be.
11.Cartoons.
12.People who don't care about other people's feelings.
13.This whole fucking world.
14.Liars.
15.Cheaters.
17.Gossip.
18.Too much optimism.
19.Spiders.
20.People.
21.Hypocrites.
22.People who try to fit in the crowd.
23.Animal abusers.
24.Abusers.

I'm sure I've got more I just don't feel like putting them all down...

i have no life, that's y i'm on here 2 answer this. XD
i love love LOVE Ghost Rider
i drew dem all as cats (c below)
i love Blackheart more then i ever will Johny Blaze...

I can't stand it when my friends tell me I can't like an anime guy,THEY already like because they watched the anime first. e.e (Don't tell them..)

I hate half of my real life friends and I find that they turn my back to me and side with someone they barely know and just leave me alone against them.

I can't stand Hetalia. *hides from fans*

Also,everytime I see a HTF post I wanna stab something. I like HTF,but it's starting to get annoying when you see polls of HTF characters and images of them. e.e *hides from akatsuki_lover9*

Here's some extra stuff,I forgot.

I hate having to argue with somebody just because I don't like his favorite character and a bunch of other stuff. Sure,we have different tastes but,really?! *stabs something* Moving on....

I can't stand Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood and as well as,Ed and Al. ._.

Also,I hate the main character of Dragonball Z and Naruto.

Oh,and recently (well,not really) I started to have a crush on Sasuke Uchiha from Naruto. He's like my third crush,after two others.

NOW,that's it.

I have a few :(
I'm afraid of, the dark, monster (both the energy drink and monsters), lady gaga, birds, bees, spiders, cleaning the refrigerator, freezers, curly fries, death, my computer (I'm using my iPod), music, dogs, cats, ghost, laughing until I explode, lightning, thunder, twitter, Facebook, and finally leprechauns I'm terrified of leprechauns.

This is gonna be hard for you all to believe but....I am addicted to anime.

I have an extreme phobia of spiders and based on my experiences, I'm seriously scared I might die if I see one while I'm driving.

Old and very ugly people make me feel extremely sad because they're probably alone/unhappy

Sometimes, the only reason why I don't see my friends is because I'm feeling too lazy.

I actually just censored myself to avoid a huge shitstorm and to avoid being rude.

I cann't STAND when peope OPPRESS meh for having a diff opinion. )':

I mea really you cannn't leaf me alone1!1

I liek seriously hat overly dramatic snobbs :'(

I... don't really have anything to confess right now. Thanks, though.

I hate fanpop

I like MLP:FiM more than I like most of my friends.
I get jealous really easily.
A lot of my friends annoy me.
I hate it when people text me every five seconds.
I have a really big fear of public humiliation.
I'm a pushover in real life.
I feel lonely a lot but when people try to make plans with me I want to be alone.
I seem really happy on the outside but on the inside I'm actually really depressed.
I tried to commit suicide in the 6th grade.
I idolize Pinkie Pie because I want to be as happy and extroverted as she is.

I think that's it. I feel better now. ^.^

I'm a compulsive liar.
I have been for years.
I've tried to stop lying, I really have, and I've actually gotten loads better at being honest compared to how I was, everything I say has at least some ring of truth in it now, but I can't really seem to completely remove myself from this lying habit of mine.

I don't like the dark, even tho I sleep with the lights
off all the time and it's dark...
I love kittens and sweets... ._.
I get jealous very very easily.
Mostly when I like something/someone a lot.
I think yaoi is oka.
I'm a prev.
I'm a very busy person, with to much time on there hands.
I hate that I'm always so friendly to people, even tho I should be rude, and stab them in the face.
But then for no reason a I'd stab you in the face.
I really dislike alcohol, you know like vodka and ect.
Family reasons.
I can careless about a lot of things, but I care about a lot
of things.
I suck at algebra, but was the smartest person in my class last year.
I hate liars, please don't lie to me.
I seem to be falling in love with a lot of anime
characters and I hate it.
Plus people in real life. ( only about 2 in rl, and that's only crushes.
They like me back, but a lot of people like me. .-.
but I could careless about them, and lend them on
for a long time.)
I can find out a lot about someone just by looking at them
or there profile.
I think a lot of people on this site are very lame and are
admired for reason, I have no idea.
I got your lame joke before you did.
I sometimes wish life was like anime.
I would post more but I'm not. :3
No more personal crap.

Ok, I admit it! I didn't really like my friend's parent's cooking! They made some soup that was super spicy but I hate spicy foods and it gave me a headache. Later for dessert they made some custard and I could taste nothing but eggs and I despise eggs, but I ate all the food saying that it was good and all and had a stomach ache for the rest of the night. ;A;

I am shamelessly obsessed with My Babysitter's a Vampire...not your darkest secret, but when you reputation is supposed to be "that girl that is obsessed with outlaw biker and zombie shows" you don't want people to know you also LOVE a silly tween show'.

In kindergarten I tattled on someone for cussing when they were defending me but it turned out it wasn't a cuss word but a slang Frick but I didn't know that then...
Kirsten Bishop if your reading this I'M SO SORRY!!!!!!! this is sky by the way Please forgive me, it's been bothering me for years

I think Chiba Mamoru from Sailor Moon is hot and curse that he's a drawing and not real. I also think that about Kagamine Len from Vocaloid even though on the 30th this month, I'll officially be a year older than him (and I think the guy should be older). **Shame** **Sigh** That was humiliating, but it felt good. Lol XD

I was depressed.

And my freaking so-called 'friends' were the reason why. I won't go into details, but I can rage on for half a day without stopping about it.

And there's this bitch who pretends to be my friend but bitches about me behind my back.

And my family keeps pressuring and threating me.

I cry almost everyday because of this.







You asked for a confession, didn't you? There.

Also, for a lighter confession: I am afraid of large spaces. Especially if it's dark, cold, or lonely. Like outer space. So I kinda have the opposite of claustrophobia. Whatever it's called. Or maybe it's just spacephobia.

-Due to certain works of fiction, colors trigger my emotions. Especially combinations of teal and red, green and blue, and red and blue.
-The words "reset" and "timeline" make me emotional in any context, especially when together.
-I fear that secretly one of my friends has time powers and has watched me die many, many times in other offshoots.
-I get extremely emotional whenever anyone mentions fictional occurences that are saddening in a casual or joking way.
-I have an unhealthy obsession with shipping, mostly because I've never had real romance.
-I am highly impressionable in the way of fandoms. If you get me into a fandom, I will obsess ravenously over it until another more appealing fandom comes by and catches my interest.
-I favor surreal and adventurous books to read, however I prefer to write romcoms.
-I'm craftier than I seem.
-I may or may not have an unhealty obsession with The Avengers because reasons.
-If you're reading this, I've probably complained about you on Tumblr.
-I once impulse bought 130 Pokemon cards because I was bored.

Gettin' real tired of your bullshit, Fanpop wall.
I type a post with exactly 1 space remaining and you automatically dictate that I don't have anymore room. The fuck, wall. 499 does not equal 500. No, I do not care if you estimate, I want to put a god damn period at the end of my sentence and you're telling me that that would be overboard.
And not only am I getting tired of your bullshit, fanpop wall.
I'm gettin' tired of everyone's bullshit. Including my own.
But if I said that, then that would be considering "being a bitchy whiner", and is in fact frowned upon in most societies. So I will shut up and leave it at that.

I secretly love furries

I lied about who I was on Fanpop for three years.

I pretended to be a boy named Dizzo the DJ. I developed friendships, and a lot of girls had a crush on "him."

His username was just Dizzo.

Eventually, I couldn't deal with the lie anymore. I confessed to my best friend of three years and everyone else I knew by making a 20-minute-long video, showing my true face. I apologized and explained everything.

My best friend had a crush on Dizzo.

She was hurt, but she forgave me and we're still BFFs to this day. We're going to meet each other very soon.

I'm obsessed with movies.

And I'm trying to figure out my personality and who I am as a person... because I don't know.

I was taken away from my parents when I was four.
I'm agoraphobic.
The people I love most are all anime characters.
I'm extremely paranoid.
There is no place I am mentally comfortable.
I am a chronic insomniac.
I have never broken any of my bones.
Thanks, paranoia.
Nothing scares me more than the thought of the Apocalypse.
I've been suicidal before.
VOCALOID music is the only thing that can make me feel better when I'm depressed.
It's hard for me to feel safe after a smoke detector goes off.
I'm into fashion design.
Architecture is easy for me.
I've been on Fanpop since I was eleven.
I'm scared of being misunderstood.