My cousin's grandmother(my uncle's mother) died and I didn't really like her much but when I heard about it from my mother I was real(sad).Ironic thing is that I and my sister is sleeping in her room!
I don't mind physical pain but on an emotional pain basis, Losing the people who I love and seeing them upset is what hurts me the most. If one of my friends is upset I will do everything I can to help them feel better no matter how long it takes them to feel better, I will continue to comfort them.
posted over a year ago
You are a very respectable person. I admire that you contine to help tohers.
(good question....)
Forgive this corpse for living
For being strong enough to cry
But to weak to crush this voice
For being to weak to revive
But strong enough to keep walking
Forgive this dead heart for beating
And not knowing the use
To perhaps remind me
Of what i once was?
Alive and beautiful....
Now cold, dead, and rotting.
Remind me of a past when i lived?
Forgive this constant pulse
When this body is lifeless
Soul is rotting...
But there's a constant 'Bip Bip'
In my arm which doesn't belong...
Because it's only suppose to exist
In those alive.
Forgive these cracked lungs for breathing
For aching and breaking everyday
And never stopping despite it
For keeping this corpse animated
When it has nothing to regenerate it
No electrical pulse to jump-start it
But no way to finally fall....
Forgive this voice for screaming
For trying to reach out
But not excepting of help
For being cracked and broken
And blowing dust from this hollow corpse
Forgive these tears for falling
When i have nothing left
Forgive these eyes for seeing
When know one else cares to...
Forgive these hollow screams
For everything that's gone
Forgive this corpse for living...
and failing to move on
but continuing to stand...
These screams come from a lost voice
And a broken, dead heart
It is fueled by cracked lungs...
And echos with a pulse
Forgive this corpse for living...
When everyday is just slow decay
And living is just slow death
posted over a year ago
i have many poems....and i couldn't choose which 2 post....
I believe true pain is psychological pain.Physical pain heals over time while psychological pain stays until the day you die.Even though you may think that you are in no psychological pain deep inside you are.
posted over a year ago
So very true, At least once in every persons life they go through extreme psychological pain and even though they try and hide it to make it seem like there's nothing wrong, They are truthfully going through extreme turmiol inside and it never leaves.
That would be the loss of someone you love dearly that you have known almost your whole life. Also Guilt can be a terrible pain. The first time I lied I had extreme guilt. I've never had true physical pain yet.
posted over a year ago
Well at least physical pain heals, Emotional pain never really goes away.
Being hurt by the people closest to me.
Interesting, isn't it...? The people you like better, over the people you like worse... are the ones who can hurt you the most.
when I got surgery on my eyes, what my step dad calls the happy juice, the anestesia wore off around 2 or 3 pm I had my surgery at 8 in the morning I was laying on my couch screaming and crying in pain. I wasn't allowed any medicne cause the kind they perscribed me I was allergic to till about 6 pm. I was crying blood tears for 3 days and the first day right after the surgery when I had to take eye drops it burned just to even have my eyes open for a second. That right there is agony.
posted over a year ago
This is true agony right there...or atleast physicalagony.