Well I read a book about Michael and found an eye-witness report in it in 1980's,just thought that it'll be nice to share it with you,guys!it's about Michael!so here it is:
"Michael Jackson is sitting in the dressing room.He sits very quietly,staring into the mirror.His face is soft and delicately boned.His brown eyes have the big,dewey-eyed quality of Bambi.Like the fawn and his beloved 'ET',Michael Jackson is alone in a crowded room.
"Conversation dart around the room but Michael takes no notice-happy to live in his dream world.Talk to him direct and he'll answer you-quietly and politely.His voice is high but velvet smooth.You have to strain to hear his words.The exchange finished he retreats back into his world.
"Michael is called onto the set.He has to sing directly into the camera.He takes up his starting position.The assistant editor has uttered his last 'Schh!' All eyes are on Michael.The tape starts...
"He takes two beats to relax his body into the beat and then...he explodes.
"His body tenses and the energy is shot out from his wiry frame like a bullet.He faces the camera and spits out the lyrics-his voice can be heard over the deafening playback.Michael grips his left sleeve with his right hand and jerks it upwards.
"He growls the chorus to the camera.He doesn't dance so much as glide.He launches into one of his famous spins-three turns in succession.
"It's the end of the take.Everybody applauds.They all know they've seen a performance.Michael is glowing with the exhilaration of his efforts.He's back in the spotlight and he knows he's home."
"Michael Jackson is sitting in the dressing room.He sits very quietly,staring into the mirror.His face is soft and delicately boned.His brown eyes have the big,dewey-eyed quality of Bambi.Like the fawn and his beloved 'ET',Michael Jackson is alone in a crowded room.
"Conversation dart around the room but Michael takes no notice-happy to live in his dream world.Talk to him direct and he'll answer you-quietly and politely.His voice is high but velvet smooth.You have to strain to hear his words.The exchange finished he retreats back into his world.
"Michael is called onto the set.He has to sing directly into the camera.He takes up his starting position.The assistant editor has uttered his last 'Schh!' All eyes are on Michael.The tape starts...
"He takes two beats to relax his body into the beat and then...he explodes.
"His body tenses and the energy is shot out from his wiry frame like a bullet.He faces the camera and spits out the lyrics-his voice can be heard over the deafening playback.Michael grips his left sleeve with his right hand and jerks it upwards.
"He growls the chorus to the camera.He doesn't dance so much as glide.He launches into one of his famous spins-three turns in succession.
"It's the end of the take.Everybody applauds.They all know they've seen a performance.Michael is glowing with the exhilaration of his efforts.He's back in the spotlight and he knows he's home."
“There’s too much pressure, pressure, pressure … pressure everywhere I turn …” a diary entry dated Nov. 17, 2008 is alleged to say in part.
“I don’t know who I am, not anmore (sp). Maybe I’m just a father to my children. Maybe I’m washed up.
“The drugs are (illegible) a toll … (illegible) … I’m not addict. But I can’t stop …
“If Elvis … (illegible) … so can I.
“I’ll have a ‘heart attack’ from drugs like he did (yeah, right!)
“I’ll come back, but only when I’m ready. Bigger than Elvis in ‘69.
“Maybe 2009 at Christmas. Or maybe the New Year is better.
“A back-from-dead tour, a real Thriller. But I have to rest. I’m tired. I’m not (thinking) clearly.
“It’s the drugs.
“A lot of fans still love me. (Some) people hate me. Thing (sp) will be different (after this) …”
“I don’t know who I am, not anmore (sp). Maybe I’m just a father to my children. Maybe I’m washed up.
“The drugs are (illegible) a toll … (illegible) … I’m not addict. But I can’t stop …
“If Elvis … (illegible) … so can I.
“I’ll have a ‘heart attack’ from drugs like he did (yeah, right!)
“I’ll come back, but only when I’m ready. Bigger than Elvis in ‘69.
“Maybe 2009 at Christmas. Or maybe the New Year is better.
“A back-from-dead tour, a real Thriller. But I have to rest. I’m tired. I’m not (thinking) clearly.
“It’s the drugs.
“A lot of fans still love me. (Some) people hate me. Thing (sp) will be different (after this) …”
There'll Be No Darkness Tonight
Lady Our Love Will Shine
Just Put Your Trust In My Heart
And Meet Me In Paradise, Girl
You're Every Wonder In This World To Me
A Treasure Time Won't Steal Away
[Chorus]
So Listen To My Heart
Lay Your Body Close To Mine
Let Me Fill You With My Dreams
I Can Make You Feel Alright
And Baby Through The Years
Gonna Love You More Each Day
So I Promise You Tonight
That You'll Always Be The Lady In My Life
[Bridge]
Lay Back In My Tenderness
Let's Make This A Night We Won't Forget
Girl, I Need Your Sweet Caress
Reach Out To A Fantasy
Two Hearts In The Beat Of Ecstasy
Come To Me, Girl
[Chorus]
And I Will Keep You Warm
Through The Shadows Of The Night
Let Me Touch You With My Love
I Can Make You Feel So Right
And Baby Through The Years
Even When We're Old And Gray
I Will Love You More Each Day
'Cause You Will Always Be The Lady In My Life
Stay With Me
I Want You To Stay With Me...
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