oneday i was walking in the street ,on the morning,I walked with no hope,I felt lonely I didn't know where to go or stay ,i lost my way,all I did was pray and tears dropped like waterfall ,then I walked , walked and walked ,I found something like a small grass, I set down on ,put myhead on
my arms and cried , I spent days ,nights ,months in That Way , then oneday I felt myhand
wetting ,I looked at the sky, It was rainning ,so I left that place and walked in the street, It was so cold ,It made me stop moving and My body started to shever, My heart was broken more , more and more with no help ,no support or no hope at all but I kept walking , walking and walking
In the rain then I decided to close my eyes
and I wished If anyone could save me or just stay with to not to be alone ,Then I opened them and I was walking but It rained heavily more , more and more , but not like anytime went before ,therain looked like massive logos, but I kept walking , then I found small tree , I set down under , putting my hand on my head and cried again for days , nights ,weaks and months had gone but It didn't stop rainning ,my heart was beating more ,more and more, It was hardly beating, I didn't know what I can do, Then I screamed yelled " help me please , I need you ,I'm so lonely, I need your love ,may be I'll die now ,please don't leave me can you hear me? can you hear me? "and tears dropped
strongly , then I started To cough , sneeze I got sick .It might be a flu then suddenly I couldn't breathe well and my stomach started to hurt me form hunger , so I fainted for days ,Then oneday I woke up ,It stilled rain ,I heard something ,It sounded cool , I counldn't hear It so well ,cause It was so far, Then I found my self walking to it , but I stilled very sick, sickness Increased more , more and more Then My lungs started to hurt me strongly
but I kept walking, suddenly I heard another thing ,But It was so near ,It looked like wind mills sound I looked behind ,It was havoc,the houses started to fall down ,so I tired to find anywhere to Hide, All the houses in that had damged But I didn't find ,I started to run ,run and run but suddenly big stone
hit myhead strongly so I fainted for hours
Then I woke up , I heard that thing I couldn't know what It was , It stopped rainning , so I ran , ran and ran to the source of it , I got closer ,It's was awesome
human voice , someone was singing but it was intercutting slowely, so I walked quickly , untill I reached , I found him set down under small tree , but he was bleeding and hurting so much , I couldn't hold my tears then I got closer from him , he stopped singing then he fainted , but I cut some clothe and put it on his wounds ,I waited for him to wake up , he woke up But so late cause he was In last breathe
he said "I heard you screaming and crying
you 're looking for someone , so I came here for you to not to feel lonely, cause I'm lonely like you and I started to sing" I said " Thank you very much ,please If you love me , don't speak, you're very tired" then he repeated " but You're not alone I'm here with you ,though you far apart , you're always In myheart" but his voice was so week and started to shever then He stopped ,I said " I love you very much please don't leave me alone, I need you" then he smiled and held my hand he was like an smiling angel ,then he died I screamed and yelled "why did you leave me alone? Please I need you , tell me what I can do and how can I live without you" then I left him , but his smile was always In My heart and his voice was inside my ears ,Then I walked hopeless and heard his voice in everywhere I went , I walked ,walked and walked but tears never stopped dropping or dried, I spent years , years and years on that way ,walk and set down are all I did but oneday I closed myeyes and wished If he could still alive, Then I opened them ,I felt I couldn't see or walk anymore , i lost my balance ,So I fell down on the floor and fainted , I dreamed That He was smiling and saying to me " don't worry, you're really not alone when you need me you'll find me here by yourside ,I said "how? you're dead "
he said " you'll feel that ,cause love lives forever" then he left , I said "where do you go and leave me again?" he didn't reply one and went ,Then I woke up ,I found small paper on the floor ,I opened It ,It was written" Thank you for loving me , you're always In My heart, I'll never forget you,we must meet eachother oneday" then I cried alot, alot and alot, I closed my eyes and opened them I was on the bed ,I was sleeping , but I stilled hear his voice everywhere ,everyday I feel him here with everyday But my tears didn't stop.
my arms and cried , I spent days ,nights ,months in That Way , then oneday I felt myhand
wetting ,I looked at the sky, It was rainning ,so I left that place and walked in the street, It was so cold ,It made me stop moving and My body started to shever, My heart was broken more , more and more with no help ,no support or no hope at all but I kept walking , walking and walking
In the rain then I decided to close my eyes
and I wished If anyone could save me or just stay with to not to be alone ,Then I opened them and I was walking but It rained heavily more , more and more , but not like anytime went before ,therain looked like massive logos, but I kept walking , then I found small tree , I set down under , putting my hand on my head and cried again for days , nights ,weaks and months had gone but It didn't stop rainning ,my heart was beating more ,more and more, It was hardly beating, I didn't know what I can do, Then I screamed yelled " help me please , I need you ,I'm so lonely, I need your love ,may be I'll die now ,please don't leave me can you hear me? can you hear me? "and tears dropped
strongly , then I started To cough , sneeze I got sick .It might be a flu then suddenly I couldn't breathe well and my stomach started to hurt me form hunger , so I fainted for days ,Then oneday I woke up ,It stilled rain ,I heard something ,It sounded cool , I counldn't hear It so well ,cause It was so far, Then I found my self walking to it , but I stilled very sick, sickness Increased more , more and more Then My lungs started to hurt me strongly
but I kept walking, suddenly I heard another thing ,But It was so near ,It looked like wind mills sound I looked behind ,It was havoc,the houses started to fall down ,so I tired to find anywhere to Hide, All the houses in that had damged But I didn't find ,I started to run ,run and run but suddenly big stone
hit myhead strongly so I fainted for hours
Then I woke up , I heard that thing I couldn't know what It was , It stopped rainning , so I ran , ran and ran to the source of it , I got closer ,It's was awesome
human voice , someone was singing but it was intercutting slowely, so I walked quickly , untill I reached , I found him set down under small tree , but he was bleeding and hurting so much , I couldn't hold my tears then I got closer from him , he stopped singing then he fainted , but I cut some clothe and put it on his wounds ,I waited for him to wake up , he woke up But so late cause he was In last breathe
he said "I heard you screaming and crying
you 're looking for someone , so I came here for you to not to feel lonely, cause I'm lonely like you and I started to sing" I said " Thank you very much ,please If you love me , don't speak, you're very tired" then he repeated " but You're not alone I'm here with you ,though you far apart , you're always In myheart" but his voice was so week and started to shever then He stopped ,I said " I love you very much please don't leave me alone, I need you" then he smiled and held my hand he was like an smiling angel ,then he died I screamed and yelled "why did you leave me alone? Please I need you , tell me what I can do and how can I live without you" then I left him , but his smile was always In My heart and his voice was inside my ears ,Then I walked hopeless and heard his voice in everywhere I went , I walked ,walked and walked but tears never stopped dropping or dried, I spent years , years and years on that way ,walk and set down are all I did but oneday I closed myeyes and wished If he could still alive, Then I opened them ,I felt I couldn't see or walk anymore , i lost my balance ,So I fell down on the floor and fainted , I dreamed That He was smiling and saying to me " don't worry, you're really not alone when you need me you'll find me here by yourside ,I said "how? you're dead "
he said " you'll feel that ,cause love lives forever" then he left , I said "where do you go and leave me again?" he didn't reply one and went ,Then I woke up ,I found small paper on the floor ,I opened It ,It was written" Thank you for loving me , you're always In My heart, I'll never forget you,we must meet eachother oneday" then I cried alot, alot and alot, I closed my eyes and opened them I was on the bed ,I was sleeping , but I stilled hear his voice everywhere ,everyday I feel him here with everyday But my tears didn't stop.
Michael Jackson's estate is lashing out at the people behind a new MJ documentary set to debut in Japan tomorrow -- claiming fans are being duped into believing the flick was authorized by Team MJ.
The estate has released a scathing statement claiming that Flamingo Features is promoting the movie in a way that is misleading MJ's fans into believing the film -- shot by former MJ confidante Marc Schaffel -- was properly authorized.
The estate also makes it clear it doesn't endorse the flick and none of the profits will benefit MJ's children. They also note that the movie is not allowed to contain any of Michael's music.
Schaffel doesn't appear to be bothered -- the above photo was taken moments ago at the movie premiere in Tokyo ... where Schaffel took the stage and told fans Katherine Jackson sent along her best wishes.
Tuesday, we shot video of Schaffel and Debbie Rowe boarding a plane to Tokyo.
The estate has released a scathing statement claiming that Flamingo Features is promoting the movie in a way that is misleading MJ's fans into believing the film -- shot by former MJ confidante Marc Schaffel -- was properly authorized.
The estate also makes it clear it doesn't endorse the flick and none of the profits will benefit MJ's children. They also note that the movie is not allowed to contain any of Michael's music.
Schaffel doesn't appear to be bothered -- the above photo was taken moments ago at the movie premiere in Tokyo ... where Schaffel took the stage and told fans Katherine Jackson sent along her best wishes.
Tuesday, we shot video of Schaffel and Debbie Rowe boarding a plane to Tokyo.
Originally posted May 29th 2010 1:00 AM PDT by TMZ Staff
TMZ has learned Dr. Conrad Murray will visit Michael Jackson on or around the first anniversary of the singer's death.
Sources connected with the doctor tell us Murray is torn up by Jackson's death and the anniversary is an important milestone.
And we've learned Dr. Murray has visited the Forest Lawn mausoleum where Jackson is entombed a number of times. "He goes there a lot," we're told. Murray avoids attention by going either early in the morning or during off-hours.
TMZ has learned Dr. Conrad Murray will visit Michael Jackson on or around the first anniversary of the singer's death.
Sources connected with the doctor tell us Murray is torn up by Jackson's death and the anniversary is an important milestone.
And we've learned Dr. Murray has visited the Forest Lawn mausoleum where Jackson is entombed a number of times. "He goes there a lot," we're told. Murray avoids attention by going either early in the morning or during off-hours.
Originally posted May 14th 2010 12:35 AM PDT by TMZ Staff
Lisa Marie Presley's prayers have been answered -- TMZ has learned a flower company is about to deliver a field's worth of sunflowers to Michael Jackson's burial site in Glendale, CA.
Jason Levin from sunflowerguy.com tells TMZ he's shipping several thousand sunflowers -- which were Michael's favorite -- to his mausoleum at Forest Lawn Cemetery today.
Levin's donation follows Lisa Marie's MySpace posting Wednesday, complaining that Michael deserves more than the few bouquets, candles and gifts that currently surround his tomb.
Read more: link
Lisa Marie Presley's prayers have been answered -- TMZ has learned a flower company is about to deliver a field's worth of sunflowers to Michael Jackson's burial site in Glendale, CA.
Jason Levin from sunflowerguy.com tells TMZ he's shipping several thousand sunflowers -- which were Michael's favorite -- to his mausoleum at Forest Lawn Cemetery today.
Levin's donation follows Lisa Marie's MySpace posting Wednesday, complaining that Michael deserves more than the few bouquets, candles and gifts that currently surround his tomb.
Read more: link
"Ben"
Ben, the two of us need look no more
We both found what we were looking for
With a friend to call my own
I'll never be alone
And you my friend will see
You've got a friend in me
(You've got a friend in me)
Ben, you're always running here and there
(Here and there)
You feel you're not wanted anywhere
(Anywhere)
If you ever look behind
And don't like what you find
There's something you should know
You've got a place to go
(You've got a place to go)
I used to say "I" and "me"
Now it's "us", now it's "we"
I used to say "I" and "me"
Now it's "us", now it's "we"
Ben, most people would turn you away
I don't listen to a word they say
They don't see you as I do
I wish they would try to
I'm sure they'd think again
If they had a friend like Ben
(A friend)
Like Ben
(Like Ben)
Like Ben
Ben, the two of us need look no more
We both found what we were looking for
With a friend to call my own
I'll never be alone
And you my friend will see
You've got a friend in me
(You've got a friend in me)
Ben, you're always running here and there
(Here and there)
You feel you're not wanted anywhere
(Anywhere)
If you ever look behind
And don't like what you find
There's something you should know
You've got a place to go
(You've got a place to go)
I used to say "I" and "me"
Now it's "us", now it's "we"
I used to say "I" and "me"
Now it's "us", now it's "we"
Ben, most people would turn you away
I don't listen to a word they say
They don't see you as I do
I wish they would try to
I'm sure they'd think again
If they had a friend like Ben
(A friend)
Like Ben
(Like Ben)
Like Ben