michael always shared with many people that he didnt have a childhood and how he never got to play with the neighborhood kids because he always had to practice or record songs with his brothers and never have a chance to meet new friends of his own he always had to hang with his brothers because of course they were a band but michael always wanted to just be a kid sometimes and have some fun
this is from something that i read about that broke my heart
michael has shared this with a close friend of his that he felt like a orphan because he wasnt hardly home with the rest of his family he always was switching from hotel to hotel and he always felt like each hotel was like a orphanage that they would stay in michael also shared that everytime when he was at the studio he would sit and look out the window while crying watching the other children play across the street michael felt so sad cause he wasnt allowed to go outside and join them to play he always had to record when he wasnt recording he was touring around the world not seeing the rest of his family for a while
this story really broke my heart
michael would know what his father would be up too in his nightly quest of searching for women when they were off from touring joe would put michael in the basement and lock him down there so he couldnt tell his mother about joseph's activties or sometimes he would lock him in closets so michael couldnt tell his mother about it sometimes when michael had the chance he would tell his mother about it but she already knew about it michael and his siblings would beg her to divorce him but she would bargin with them she wouldnt want to talk about it
later years
joseph would invest in some quick cash money sceems he would start off as a good buisness but fall into the hole of debt joseph had to get through michael's security team to get a hold of him he asked michael if he could loan him money of course michael would be frustraed with him but he always had a warm heart and gave him money for his finacal troubles michael helped him out of alot of deep in ruts but the sad thing is joseph never thanked michael in giving him money to help him out of jams even when michael was little he never told him he loved him at all could you imagine not having a parent say i love you
this is from something that i read about that broke my heart
michael has shared this with a close friend of his that he felt like a orphan because he wasnt hardly home with the rest of his family he always was switching from hotel to hotel and he always felt like each hotel was like a orphanage that they would stay in michael also shared that everytime when he was at the studio he would sit and look out the window while crying watching the other children play across the street michael felt so sad cause he wasnt allowed to go outside and join them to play he always had to record when he wasnt recording he was touring around the world not seeing the rest of his family for a while
this story really broke my heart
michael would know what his father would be up too in his nightly quest of searching for women when they were off from touring joe would put michael in the basement and lock him down there so he couldnt tell his mother about joseph's activties or sometimes he would lock him in closets so michael couldnt tell his mother about it sometimes when michael had the chance he would tell his mother about it but she already knew about it michael and his siblings would beg her to divorce him but she would bargin with them she wouldnt want to talk about it
later years
joseph would invest in some quick cash money sceems he would start off as a good buisness but fall into the hole of debt joseph had to get through michael's security team to get a hold of him he asked michael if he could loan him money of course michael would be frustraed with him but he always had a warm heart and gave him money for his finacal troubles michael helped him out of alot of deep in ruts but the sad thing is joseph never thanked michael in giving him money to help him out of jams even when michael was little he never told him he loved him at all could you imagine not having a parent say i love you
The next day Michael said " Hannah sweetheart wake up" Hannah didnt wake up Michael said " Hannah wake up" Michael said " baby Isabella wake up" Isabella said " yes what happen?" Michael said " Hannah isn't waking up" Isabella said " baby take Hannah take her to hospital" Hannah said " daddy daddy" Michael OMG Hannah what happen?" Hannah said " i had a bad dream daddy" Michael said " what happen in the dream" Hannah said " Daddy i saw monsters trynna to get me" Michael said " it be ok Hannah me and Isabella are here ok you don't have to worry about ok Hannah" Hannah said " ok Daddy" so the rest of the day was fun family time together it was nice and sweet then Hannah was fast sleep and Michael said " so baby what do u want do tonight u want watch a movie" Isabella said " idk " Michael said " ok i am go sleep " Isabella said " alright baby " kiss goodnight . to be contuine
Katherine Jackson is still ADAMANT her son never molested any children ... including MJ's 1993 accuser -- and insists MJ only paid the kid off because his lawyers gave him bad advice.
Katherine appeared on "Today" this morning ... where Matt Lauer asked if there was anything she wanted to clear up about her son's life.
Katherine responded, "As far as Michael being a child molester ... that's the biggest lie ever been told."
MJ's mom said she read an article after MJ died -- in which the 1993 accuser allegedly admitted he made up the story against Michael.
When Lauer asked why MJ forked over a settlement with the boy ... Katherine said, "His lawyers told him he should just pay the money .. they thought that just paying the money and shut the people up would be the right thing to do."
Katherine said she asked MJ why he made the move -- and MJ told
her, "I didn't want to do it either mother, I wanted to fight it because I knew it wasn't the truth."
Katherine appeared on "Today" this morning ... where Matt Lauer asked if there was anything she wanted to clear up about her son's life.
Katherine responded, "As far as Michael being a child molester ... that's the biggest lie ever been told."
MJ's mom said she read an article after MJ died -- in which the 1993 accuser allegedly admitted he made up the story against Michael.
When Lauer asked why MJ forked over a settlement with the boy ... Katherine said, "His lawyers told him he should just pay the money .. they thought that just paying the money and shut the people up would be the right thing to do."
Katherine said she asked MJ why he made the move -- and MJ told
her, "I didn't want to do it either mother, I wanted to fight it because I knew it wasn't the truth."
Child of innocence, I miss your sunny days
We joyously frolicked in extended plays
Ever since you've left the scene
The streets are lonely, dark and mean
Child of innocence, return to me now
With your simple smile show them how
This world once again can respond to your glance
And heartbeats flutter to the rhythm of your dance
Child of innocence, your elegance, your beauty
Beckons me now beyond the call of duty
Come fly with me far and above
Over the mountains in the land of love
Child of innocence, messenger of joy
You've touched my heart without a ploy
My soul is ablaze with a flagrant fire
To change the world is my deepest desire.
We joyously frolicked in extended plays
Ever since you've left the scene
The streets are lonely, dark and mean
Child of innocence, return to me now
With your simple smile show them how
This world once again can respond to your glance
And heartbeats flutter to the rhythm of your dance
Child of innocence, your elegance, your beauty
Beckons me now beyond the call of duty
Come fly with me far and above
Over the mountains in the land of love
Child of innocence, messenger of joy
You've touched my heart without a ploy
My soul is ablaze with a flagrant fire
To change the world is my deepest desire.
"Moonwalker" -- a collection of short films made by MJ in 1988 -- was never released theatrically in the United States ... but one L.A. movie theater is finally trying to make it happen ... for one night only.
TMZ has learned Arclight Cinemas in Hollywood is on the hunt for a film print of the 1988 cult classic ... after MJ fans flooded the A.C. Facebook page with the challenging request.
According to reports, "Moonwalker" was never theatrically released in America because of failed negotiations with U.S. movie distributors back in the day ... however the flick was eventually released in The States on VHS.
FYI -- "Moonwalker" featured a super-iconic 25-minute featurette for "Smooth Criminal" ... which included an awesome cameo by Joe Pesci.
Arclight claims they're actively searching for the print -- we'll let you know if the search succeeds.
TMZ has learned Arclight Cinemas in Hollywood is on the hunt for a film print of the 1988 cult classic ... after MJ fans flooded the A.C. Facebook page with the challenging request.
According to reports, "Moonwalker" was never theatrically released in America because of failed negotiations with U.S. movie distributors back in the day ... however the flick was eventually released in The States on VHS.
FYI -- "Moonwalker" featured a super-iconic 25-minute featurette for "Smooth Criminal" ... which included an awesome cameo by Joe Pesci.
Arclight claims they're actively searching for the print -- we'll let you know if the search succeeds.
Certain items found in the room where Michael Jackson died could help shape Dr. Conrad Murray's defense -- namely, that other docs were medicating Michael.
Sources connected with the case tell TMZ ... evidence in the room suggests certain potent drugs were "prescribed and prepared" for MJ to self-medicate.
As we first reported, Dr. Murray's team will not challenge the L.A. County Coroner's finding that Jackson died of a massive Propofol overdose. But as we told you, Murray's team will present evidence in the doc's manslaughter case that Michael awakened, then gave himself the fatal dose of Propofol when Murray left the room.
We're told Murray's team hasn't decided if it will use the evidence found in the room to implicate other doctors in Jackson's death. But we do know Murray's legal team will present evidence during the trial that the fruits of Jackson's notorious doctor shopping over two decades wore his body down.
The rep for Dr. Murray's lawyer refused comment.
Sources connected with the case tell TMZ ... evidence in the room suggests certain potent drugs were "prescribed and prepared" for MJ to self-medicate.
As we first reported, Dr. Murray's team will not challenge the L.A. County Coroner's finding that Jackson died of a massive Propofol overdose. But as we told you, Murray's team will present evidence in the doc's manslaughter case that Michael awakened, then gave himself the fatal dose of Propofol when Murray left the room.
We're told Murray's team hasn't decided if it will use the evidence found in the room to implicate other doctors in Jackson's death. But we do know Murray's legal team will present evidence during the trial that the fruits of Jackson's notorious doctor shopping over two decades wore his body down.
The rep for Dr. Murray's lawyer refused comment.