*Nine Months Later*
"Good job, you guys! That was an amazing show!" I said to all my brothers as we gave brotherly hugs before we were to end the night. I was exhausted but I had to stay up long enough to get to my hotel room and call Taylor. "You too, Michael. You were amazing. Good job, lil' bro. You did good." said Tito. We all stood in a circle and gave one big group hug for the night and then we went our separate ways to go to our hotels. For some reason, and I don't understand, we are all staying in separate hotels. I don't get it but I honestly don't care. All I cared abou was getting into bed and calling my fiance.
As I drove to the hotel, I started thinking about how different I may look when I see Taylor again. With the Vitiligo and me wanting to grow my hair out, I wonder if I'll look any better than I do now since I had my nose done. I just hope Taylor still loves me. I wonder if she'll look different when she comes home after her tour. Guess I'm going to have to wait to find out. After I pulled in the hotel parking lot, went to my room and took off my clothes, I went to take a nice warm shower. I hadn't had one since yesterday morning and I needed one badly now. The warm water felt so good running over my face and over body. I actually wanted to stay in the shower but I had to call Taylor before I fell asleep.
As I rinsed my hair and started to wash my body, I felt as if someone was behind me. A woman with a soft, velvet voice that sounded so angelic. Her hands went up my back and over my shoulders to the front of my chest as she stood behind me kissing my bare shoulders. "Michael.....I want you.....please be with me......I want you home." this voice whispered ever so softly. She placed left hand on the right side of my face and made me look at her. Her gorgeous hazel eyes sparkled as the water ran down her soft pale skin and down her perfectly shaped body. Taylor was definately a beautiful angel. Just as we were about to kiss, she disappeared. I really need to sleep. I'm starting to see things that aren't there and I miss her.
After I dried up and put on my pajamas, I grabbed my cell phone and dialed Taylor's number. My heart was beating faster for some reason. I think it was because I couldn't wait to really hear her voice. The phone rang and rang and then finally the line picked up. "Hello?" said Taylor. "Hi, baby!" "Michael! Oh my, God! Hi, love!" She sounded so happy just by hearing my voice. "How are you, sweetheart?" "I'm fine, Michael. I got your note this morning. It made me smile. Thank you." "You're welcome, love. I think I'm crazy."
There was a pause for a second. "What do you mean?" "Well, while I was taking a shower before I called you, I saw you in the shower with me." "Really? What was I doing?" "You were just rubbing your hands over my back and shoulders and chest and whispered things in my ear." After I told her everything, I let out a big yawn. "Aww, is my baby sleepy?" she said while giggling. "Just a little bit. How did you sleep last night?" "Well, it's funny you mentioned seeing me in the shower because I had a dream about you. I had a dream you came home from the tour even though it wasn't over and you told me that you loved me and kissed me." "Oh. Well, I guess we really *yawns* miss each other than." "Baby, why don't I let you go. You're tired. I'll talk to you soon." "Okay. I love you, baby." "And I love you, Mikey. Night." "Night."
*Taylor's Point of View*
"Baby, why don't I let you go. You're tired. I'll talk to you soon." "Okay. I love you, baby." "And I love you, Mikey. Night." "Night." I hung up the phone wishing I could have talked with him more but he was tired and I wanted him to get some rest. I went back to my lunch since Michael's time zone was completely different. it's night where he is and lunchtime for me. I felt somewhat relieved to hear his sweet innocent voice again.
As I looked at the time, I realized I was late for a lunch date with my Evanescence family. We wanted to visit and talk ahead of time of what we would want to do for our tour that begins in nine months. Michael's tour was half way done and rehearsal for me was about to begin. I was actually excited for it because that means I'll have something to do and something that'll take my mind off of Michael. At least with me having something to do, time will go by quicker and then I will be with him before I know it.
"Good job, you guys! That was an amazing show!" I said to all my brothers as we gave brotherly hugs before we were to end the night. I was exhausted but I had to stay up long enough to get to my hotel room and call Taylor. "You too, Michael. You were amazing. Good job, lil' bro. You did good." said Tito. We all stood in a circle and gave one big group hug for the night and then we went our separate ways to go to our hotels. For some reason, and I don't understand, we are all staying in separate hotels. I don't get it but I honestly don't care. All I cared abou was getting into bed and calling my fiance.
As I drove to the hotel, I started thinking about how different I may look when I see Taylor again. With the Vitiligo and me wanting to grow my hair out, I wonder if I'll look any better than I do now since I had my nose done. I just hope Taylor still loves me. I wonder if she'll look different when she comes home after her tour. Guess I'm going to have to wait to find out. After I pulled in the hotel parking lot, went to my room and took off my clothes, I went to take a nice warm shower. I hadn't had one since yesterday morning and I needed one badly now. The warm water felt so good running over my face and over body. I actually wanted to stay in the shower but I had to call Taylor before I fell asleep.
As I rinsed my hair and started to wash my body, I felt as if someone was behind me. A woman with a soft, velvet voice that sounded so angelic. Her hands went up my back and over my shoulders to the front of my chest as she stood behind me kissing my bare shoulders. "Michael.....I want you.....please be with me......I want you home." this voice whispered ever so softly. She placed left hand on the right side of my face and made me look at her. Her gorgeous hazel eyes sparkled as the water ran down her soft pale skin and down her perfectly shaped body. Taylor was definately a beautiful angel. Just as we were about to kiss, she disappeared. I really need to sleep. I'm starting to see things that aren't there and I miss her.
After I dried up and put on my pajamas, I grabbed my cell phone and dialed Taylor's number. My heart was beating faster for some reason. I think it was because I couldn't wait to really hear her voice. The phone rang and rang and then finally the line picked up. "Hello?" said Taylor. "Hi, baby!" "Michael! Oh my, God! Hi, love!" She sounded so happy just by hearing my voice. "How are you, sweetheart?" "I'm fine, Michael. I got your note this morning. It made me smile. Thank you." "You're welcome, love. I think I'm crazy."
There was a pause for a second. "What do you mean?" "Well, while I was taking a shower before I called you, I saw you in the shower with me." "Really? What was I doing?" "You were just rubbing your hands over my back and shoulders and chest and whispered things in my ear." After I told her everything, I let out a big yawn. "Aww, is my baby sleepy?" she said while giggling. "Just a little bit. How did you sleep last night?" "Well, it's funny you mentioned seeing me in the shower because I had a dream about you. I had a dream you came home from the tour even though it wasn't over and you told me that you loved me and kissed me." "Oh. Well, I guess we really *yawns* miss each other than." "Baby, why don't I let you go. You're tired. I'll talk to you soon." "Okay. I love you, baby." "And I love you, Mikey. Night." "Night."
*Taylor's Point of View*
"Baby, why don't I let you go. You're tired. I'll talk to you soon." "Okay. I love you, baby." "And I love you, Mikey. Night." "Night." I hung up the phone wishing I could have talked with him more but he was tired and I wanted him to get some rest. I went back to my lunch since Michael's time zone was completely different. it's night where he is and lunchtime for me. I felt somewhat relieved to hear his sweet innocent voice again.
As I looked at the time, I realized I was late for a lunch date with my Evanescence family. We wanted to visit and talk ahead of time of what we would want to do for our tour that begins in nine months. Michael's tour was half way done and rehearsal for me was about to begin. I was actually excited for it because that means I'll have something to do and something that'll take my mind off of Michael. At least with me having something to do, time will go by quicker and then I will be with him before I know it.
The next day Michael said " Hannah sweetheart wake up" Hannah didnt wake up Michael said " Hannah wake up" Michael said " baby Isabella wake up" Isabella said " yes what happen?" Michael said " Hannah isn't waking up" Isabella said " baby take Hannah take her to hospital" Hannah said " daddy daddy" Michael OMG Hannah what happen?" Hannah said " i had a bad dream daddy" Michael said " what happen in the dream" Hannah said " Daddy i saw monsters trynna to get me" Michael said " it be ok Hannah me and Isabella are here ok you don't have to worry about ok Hannah" Hannah said " ok Daddy" so the rest of the day was fun family time together it was nice and sweet then Hannah was fast sleep and Michael said " so baby what do u want do tonight u want watch a movie" Isabella said " idk " Michael said " ok i am go sleep " Isabella said " alright baby " kiss goodnight . to be contuine
Katherine Jackson is still ADAMANT her son never molested any children ... including MJ's 1993 accuser -- and insists MJ only paid the kid off because his lawyers gave him bad advice.
Katherine appeared on "Today" this morning ... where Matt Lauer asked if there was anything she wanted to clear up about her son's life.
Katherine responded, "As far as Michael being a child molester ... that's the biggest lie ever been told."
MJ's mom said she read an article after MJ died -- in which the 1993 accuser allegedly admitted he made up the story against Michael.
When Lauer asked why MJ forked over a settlement with the boy ... Katherine said, "His lawyers told him he should just pay the money .. they thought that just paying the money and shut the people up would be the right thing to do."
Katherine said she asked MJ why he made the move -- and MJ told
her, "I didn't want to do it either mother, I wanted to fight it because I knew it wasn't the truth."
Katherine appeared on "Today" this morning ... where Matt Lauer asked if there was anything she wanted to clear up about her son's life.
Katherine responded, "As far as Michael being a child molester ... that's the biggest lie ever been told."
MJ's mom said she read an article after MJ died -- in which the 1993 accuser allegedly admitted he made up the story against Michael.
When Lauer asked why MJ forked over a settlement with the boy ... Katherine said, "His lawyers told him he should just pay the money .. they thought that just paying the money and shut the people up would be the right thing to do."
Katherine said she asked MJ why he made the move -- and MJ told
her, "I didn't want to do it either mother, I wanted to fight it because I knew it wasn't the truth."
Child of innocence, I miss your sunny days
We joyously frolicked in extended plays
Ever since you've left the scene
The streets are lonely, dark and mean
Child of innocence, return to me now
With your simple smile show them how
This world once again can respond to your glance
And heartbeats flutter to the rhythm of your dance
Child of innocence, your elegance, your beauty
Beckons me now beyond the call of duty
Come fly with me far and above
Over the mountains in the land of love
Child of innocence, messenger of joy
You've touched my heart without a ploy
My soul is ablaze with a flagrant fire
To change the world is my deepest desire.
We joyously frolicked in extended plays
Ever since you've left the scene
The streets are lonely, dark and mean
Child of innocence, return to me now
With your simple smile show them how
This world once again can respond to your glance
And heartbeats flutter to the rhythm of your dance
Child of innocence, your elegance, your beauty
Beckons me now beyond the call of duty
Come fly with me far and above
Over the mountains in the land of love
Child of innocence, messenger of joy
You've touched my heart without a ploy
My soul is ablaze with a flagrant fire
To change the world is my deepest desire.
"Moonwalker" -- a collection of short films made by MJ in 1988 -- was never released theatrically in the United States ... but one L.A. movie theater is finally trying to make it happen ... for one night only.
TMZ has learned Arclight Cinemas in Hollywood is on the hunt for a film print of the 1988 cult classic ... after MJ fans flooded the A.C. Facebook page with the challenging request.
According to reports, "Moonwalker" was never theatrically released in America because of failed negotiations with U.S. movie distributors back in the day ... however the flick was eventually released in The States on VHS.
FYI -- "Moonwalker" featured a super-iconic 25-minute featurette for "Smooth Criminal" ... which included an awesome cameo by Joe Pesci.
Arclight claims they're actively searching for the print -- we'll let you know if the search succeeds.
TMZ has learned Arclight Cinemas in Hollywood is on the hunt for a film print of the 1988 cult classic ... after MJ fans flooded the A.C. Facebook page with the challenging request.
According to reports, "Moonwalker" was never theatrically released in America because of failed negotiations with U.S. movie distributors back in the day ... however the flick was eventually released in The States on VHS.
FYI -- "Moonwalker" featured a super-iconic 25-minute featurette for "Smooth Criminal" ... which included an awesome cameo by Joe Pesci.
Arclight claims they're actively searching for the print -- we'll let you know if the search succeeds.
Certain items found in the room where Michael Jackson died could help shape Dr. Conrad Murray's defense -- namely, that other docs were medicating Michael.
Sources connected with the case tell TMZ ... evidence in the room suggests certain potent drugs were "prescribed and prepared" for MJ to self-medicate.
As we first reported, Dr. Murray's team will not challenge the L.A. County Coroner's finding that Jackson died of a massive Propofol overdose. But as we told you, Murray's team will present evidence in the doc's manslaughter case that Michael awakened, then gave himself the fatal dose of Propofol when Murray left the room.
We're told Murray's team hasn't decided if it will use the evidence found in the room to implicate other doctors in Jackson's death. But we do know Murray's legal team will present evidence during the trial that the fruits of Jackson's notorious doctor shopping over two decades wore his body down.
The rep for Dr. Murray's lawyer refused comment.
Sources connected with the case tell TMZ ... evidence in the room suggests certain potent drugs were "prescribed and prepared" for MJ to self-medicate.
As we first reported, Dr. Murray's team will not challenge the L.A. County Coroner's finding that Jackson died of a massive Propofol overdose. But as we told you, Murray's team will present evidence in the doc's manslaughter case that Michael awakened, then gave himself the fatal dose of Propofol when Murray left the room.
We're told Murray's team hasn't decided if it will use the evidence found in the room to implicate other doctors in Jackson's death. But we do know Murray's legal team will present evidence during the trial that the fruits of Jackson's notorious doctor shopping over two decades wore his body down.
The rep for Dr. Murray's lawyer refused comment.
You came and changed my life
You Let Me survive
I never felt like this before
It's very perfect more Than I Thought
I came to This world hopeless,helpless
you Made Me Speechless
I was alone with no friend
you came my friend
Until The end
and never looked for How Much you had to spend
when My fears came
you came and took The shame
you lifted me up In the sky
and Made me fly so high
like a butterfly
cause you're angel In My sky
you opened my heart
Through blocked walls
You Made Me See the light
through Darkness night
You were My dreams
through My fighting In nightmare
I can't explain Much
how I Feel About You
Just Let my feelings come to you
Cause I love you
yes It's true!!!!!!!!!!
You Let Me survive
I never felt like this before
It's very perfect more Than I Thought
I came to This world hopeless,helpless
you Made Me Speechless
I was alone with no friend
you came my friend
Until The end
and never looked for How Much you had to spend
when My fears came
you came and took The shame
you lifted me up In the sky
and Made me fly so high
like a butterfly
cause you're angel In My sky
you opened my heart
Through blocked walls
You Made Me See the light
through Darkness night
You were My dreams
through My fighting In nightmare
I can't explain Much
how I Feel About You
Just Let my feelings come to you
Cause I love you
yes It's true!!!!!!!!!!