all his life michael has been misunderstood from the early days in the jackson five to adulthood people labled him as a weirdo or strange when deep down inside michael was nothing like what they thought that he was to be michael was a gentle soul he had feelings and when they would say things like this yes of course he would become angry and sad over the false and negitive messages that the media was saying about him we all know that michael had a deep love for children it was a pure and innocent love michael showed these children true pure and love and care but when he would invite children to his home of course the media took it way out of contex they thought that he sexually molested some of the children helped which wasnt the case at all the first child that michael became friends with was jordie chandler he helped him in many ways by just being a friend to him and just being a kid but jordie's father had a strong jealousy that was hatred towards michael cause he didnt like the fact that he was spending time with his son 2 years go by of jordie being friends with michael evan chandler made false alligations towards michael saying that he was molesting his son which wasnt true of course michael was hurt to find out somebody that he cared for and helped would do something like this to him after the situation settled between them michael went on with his life by getting married and trying to forget the horror that he went through with the chandlers a few years past and the months go by he meets a new family the arviso's which michael helped young gavin who was sick with cancer as when michael first met him he was totally bald and had no hair was very pale and very sick at the time he was very weak from kemo treatment michael would have to carry him from room to room and from ride to ride as gavin faught through the horrible illness of cancer he won the battle through treatment and tender loving care from michael as thier friendship progessed and became strong gavin soon enough made michael's lfie again a horrible night mare by agian accusing him of child molestation michael went through horror with the police and the courts although he didnt do it he still had to prove his innocence to the courts and to the world and us fans that he was not and is not a pedophile after michael proved his innocence and the nightmare was finally over he felt lonely and needed something to fill in that hole he soon married again and had a child something that he always wanted in his lfie his to have children after michael had his life long wish he was a father after michael became a father he wanted another child which soon was born a year later after he divorced of course the media put it in the paper as something that they thought wasnt true companionship which it was michael soon felt lonley again but was as lonely as he was people still didnt believe him they always labled him as jacko wacko or the werido which he wasnt at all of course it hurt him and angered him people and the media always wanted to point the fingers at him and call him names that he wasnt they just didnt understand the life that he had as a child he always was recording or singing he never had the chance to have a childhood from being picked on from his dad being called big nose and his cousins would act like they would be poping his zits of course he would be hurt by this i mean who wouldnt be as michael progressed to clear his skin which it did also the complex of his skin changed with it michael suffered from a rare disease vitilgo which changed the complex tone of his skin did people believe him no they didnt the thought he bleached it which wasnt true at all he had a disease that made his skin change pigmitation although michael defended himself of course some people didnt believe him too be continued
The next day Michael said " Hannah sweetheart wake up" Hannah didnt wake up Michael said " Hannah wake up" Michael said " baby Isabella wake up" Isabella said " yes what happen?" Michael said " Hannah isn't waking up" Isabella said " baby take Hannah take her to hospital" Hannah said " daddy daddy" Michael OMG Hannah what happen?" Hannah said " i had a bad dream daddy" Michael said " what happen in the dream" Hannah said " Daddy i saw monsters trynna to get me" Michael said " it be ok Hannah me and Isabella are here ok you don't have to worry about ok Hannah" Hannah said " ok Daddy" so the rest of the day was fun family time together it was nice and sweet then Hannah was fast sleep and Michael said " so baby what do u want do tonight u want watch a movie" Isabella said " idk " Michael said " ok i am go sleep " Isabella said " alright baby " kiss goodnight . to be contuine
Katherine Jackson is still ADAMANT her son never molested any children ... including MJ's 1993 accuser -- and insists MJ only paid the kid off because his lawyers gave him bad advice.
Katherine appeared on "Today" this morning ... where Matt Lauer asked if there was anything she wanted to clear up about her son's life.
Katherine responded, "As far as Michael being a child molester ... that's the biggest lie ever been told."
MJ's mom said she read an article after MJ died -- in which the 1993 accuser allegedly admitted he made up the story against Michael.
When Lauer asked why MJ forked over a settlement with the boy ... Katherine said, "His lawyers told him he should just pay the money .. they thought that just paying the money and shut the people up would be the right thing to do."
Katherine said she asked MJ why he made the move -- and MJ told
her, "I didn't want to do it either mother, I wanted to fight it because I knew it wasn't the truth."
Katherine appeared on "Today" this morning ... where Matt Lauer asked if there was anything she wanted to clear up about her son's life.
Katherine responded, "As far as Michael being a child molester ... that's the biggest lie ever been told."
MJ's mom said she read an article after MJ died -- in which the 1993 accuser allegedly admitted he made up the story against Michael.
When Lauer asked why MJ forked over a settlement with the boy ... Katherine said, "His lawyers told him he should just pay the money .. they thought that just paying the money and shut the people up would be the right thing to do."
Katherine said she asked MJ why he made the move -- and MJ told
her, "I didn't want to do it either mother, I wanted to fight it because I knew it wasn't the truth."
Child of innocence, I miss your sunny days
We joyously frolicked in extended plays
Ever since you've left the scene
The streets are lonely, dark and mean
Child of innocence, return to me now
With your simple smile show them how
This world once again can respond to your glance
And heartbeats flutter to the rhythm of your dance
Child of innocence, your elegance, your beauty
Beckons me now beyond the call of duty
Come fly with me far and above
Over the mountains in the land of love
Child of innocence, messenger of joy
You've touched my heart without a ploy
My soul is ablaze with a flagrant fire
To change the world is my deepest desire.
We joyously frolicked in extended plays
Ever since you've left the scene
The streets are lonely, dark and mean
Child of innocence, return to me now
With your simple smile show them how
This world once again can respond to your glance
And heartbeats flutter to the rhythm of your dance
Child of innocence, your elegance, your beauty
Beckons me now beyond the call of duty
Come fly with me far and above
Over the mountains in the land of love
Child of innocence, messenger of joy
You've touched my heart without a ploy
My soul is ablaze with a flagrant fire
To change the world is my deepest desire.
"Moonwalker" -- a collection of short films made by MJ in 1988 -- was never released theatrically in the United States ... but one L.A. movie theater is finally trying to make it happen ... for one night only.
TMZ has learned Arclight Cinemas in Hollywood is on the hunt for a film print of the 1988 cult classic ... after MJ fans flooded the A.C. Facebook page with the challenging request.
According to reports, "Moonwalker" was never theatrically released in America because of failed negotiations with U.S. movie distributors back in the day ... however the flick was eventually released in The States on VHS.
FYI -- "Moonwalker" featured a super-iconic 25-minute featurette for "Smooth Criminal" ... which included an awesome cameo by Joe Pesci.
Arclight claims they're actively searching for the print -- we'll let you know if the search succeeds.
TMZ has learned Arclight Cinemas in Hollywood is on the hunt for a film print of the 1988 cult classic ... after MJ fans flooded the A.C. Facebook page with the challenging request.
According to reports, "Moonwalker" was never theatrically released in America because of failed negotiations with U.S. movie distributors back in the day ... however the flick was eventually released in The States on VHS.
FYI -- "Moonwalker" featured a super-iconic 25-minute featurette for "Smooth Criminal" ... which included an awesome cameo by Joe Pesci.
Arclight claims they're actively searching for the print -- we'll let you know if the search succeeds.
Certain items found in the room where Michael Jackson died could help shape Dr. Conrad Murray's defense -- namely, that other docs were medicating Michael.
Sources connected with the case tell TMZ ... evidence in the room suggests certain potent drugs were "prescribed and prepared" for MJ to self-medicate.
As we first reported, Dr. Murray's team will not challenge the L.A. County Coroner's finding that Jackson died of a massive Propofol overdose. But as we told you, Murray's team will present evidence in the doc's manslaughter case that Michael awakened, then gave himself the fatal dose of Propofol when Murray left the room.
We're told Murray's team hasn't decided if it will use the evidence found in the room to implicate other doctors in Jackson's death. But we do know Murray's legal team will present evidence during the trial that the fruits of Jackson's notorious doctor shopping over two decades wore his body down.
The rep for Dr. Murray's lawyer refused comment.
Sources connected with the case tell TMZ ... evidence in the room suggests certain potent drugs were "prescribed and prepared" for MJ to self-medicate.
As we first reported, Dr. Murray's team will not challenge the L.A. County Coroner's finding that Jackson died of a massive Propofol overdose. But as we told you, Murray's team will present evidence in the doc's manslaughter case that Michael awakened, then gave himself the fatal dose of Propofol when Murray left the room.
We're told Murray's team hasn't decided if it will use the evidence found in the room to implicate other doctors in Jackson's death. But we do know Murray's legal team will present evidence during the trial that the fruits of Jackson's notorious doctor shopping over two decades wore his body down.
The rep for Dr. Murray's lawyer refused comment.
You came and changed my life
You Let Me survive
I never felt like this before
It's very perfect more Than I Thought
I came to This world hopeless,helpless
you Made Me Speechless
I was alone with no friend
you came my friend
Until The end
and never looked for How Much you had to spend
when My fears came
you came and took The shame
you lifted me up In the sky
and Made me fly so high
like a butterfly
cause you're angel In My sky
you opened my heart
Through blocked walls
You Made Me See the light
through Darkness night
You were My dreams
through My fighting In nightmare
I can't explain Much
how I Feel About You
Just Let my feelings come to you
Cause I love you
yes It's true!!!!!!!!!!
You Let Me survive
I never felt like this before
It's very perfect more Than I Thought
I came to This world hopeless,helpless
you Made Me Speechless
I was alone with no friend
you came my friend
Until The end
and never looked for How Much you had to spend
when My fears came
you came and took The shame
you lifted me up In the sky
and Made me fly so high
like a butterfly
cause you're angel In My sky
you opened my heart
Through blocked walls
You Made Me See the light
through Darkness night
You were My dreams
through My fighting In nightmare
I can't explain Much
how I Feel About You
Just Let my feelings come to you
Cause I love you
yes It's true!!!!!!!!!!