Okay, I was shocked enough that Janet was here. But really? Did Michael have to be here too? I was not ready to see him or say anything. I hope he didin't notice me when I accidentally slammed the fiiting room door shut. I could feel myself getting dizzy and my stomach felt queezy. This was not a good time to meet Michael again.
While I was waiting for some sign that either they left or they weren't looking, I heard Alleana talking to someone. His voice was so smooth and soft. His voice was so angelic and so loving. "Is she okay in there? I saw her running back in there and then slam the door. Is she alright?" the beautiful said. "She's fine. She just saw someone familiar that she hasn't seen in a long time." I had to ask and know who this beautiful voice belonged to. "Alleana, who are you talking to?" "Well, if you would stop being so weird today and come out and look for yourself." she said. She sounded irritated. " When I opened the door and looked at who was standing in front of Alleana, I wanted to collapse.
"Hi. I'm Michael. Michael Jackson. It's nice to meet you officially. I saw you last night with your performance. You are Evanescence?" My heart was racing so fast I thought it was going to come out of my chest. "Yes. I'm Evanescence. You might know me from when I did rock but I wanted to go back to pop music." I said while I placed my hand in his. When he had a light grip on my hand, he lifted it up to his lips and kissed the top of my hand while keeping his eyes locked on mine. "It is a pleasure to meet you. I'm sorry I have to go so fast but I have to help my sister with her clothing and she has to help me with an outfit for next week. Bye" he said his last word to me while walking backwards and still keeping his eyes on mine.
"I can't believe I just talked to MJ again. And he probably doesn't even know who he just met." I said to Alleana as I was changing and after I saw the two Jacksons leave. "Taylor, why didn't you tell him who you are? You just left it as Evanescence. What the hell, man?" "Look, it's makes me nervous just knowing that he is going to be at the party next week. Alleana, I thought I was going to be sick right in front of him. You have know idea how much I miss him and how I have been dieing to see him. When something like that just happens and you don't expect it, you are probably going to act strange."
After taking home Alleana from shopping and finding an outfit, I went home and found my answering machine was flashing again. I hit the play button and it said I had one new message. I couldn't believe who it was. "Hi Taylor, it's Michael. Uh, Michael Jackson. I don't know if you remember me or anything but I wanted to call you and see how you were because I heard from Quincy you were going to be at that pary next week and I asked him your number and uh, yeah." While I listened to his sweet voice, I could tell nerves were coming over him. "I, uh, I can't wait to see you again. I haven't seen you since we were seperated. I, uh, I really miss you. Give me a call when you can. I, uh, guess I'll talk to you later and see you next week. Miss you. Bye."
Oh my, God! Why couldn't I been here when he called? I could be talking to him now! Damn it! I wanted to call him back but I was to nervous. What am I going to say when he realizes from my voice that Evanescence is his old friend from the Jackson 5? All I could do now was be mad at myself for not doing anything I should've done. I would give anything to go back to earlier and fix what happened.
As I went upstairs to my bedroom, I couldn't help but think about Michael. His sweet smile, his soothing voice, his warm touch, his beautiful big brown eyes looking into mine. You would think I am in love with him. Maybe I am and I just don't know it yet. I don't know. But first, I have to tackle REALLY meeting Michael and explaining myself to him. As I lay in my bed, I felt my eyes getting heavier and heavier. While thinking about Michael, I knew I was about to fall into a deep, deep sleep
While I was waiting for some sign that either they left or they weren't looking, I heard Alleana talking to someone. His voice was so smooth and soft. His voice was so angelic and so loving. "Is she okay in there? I saw her running back in there and then slam the door. Is she alright?" the beautiful said. "She's fine. She just saw someone familiar that she hasn't seen in a long time." I had to ask and know who this beautiful voice belonged to. "Alleana, who are you talking to?" "Well, if you would stop being so weird today and come out and look for yourself." she said. She sounded irritated. " When I opened the door and looked at who was standing in front of Alleana, I wanted to collapse.
"Hi. I'm Michael. Michael Jackson. It's nice to meet you officially. I saw you last night with your performance. You are Evanescence?" My heart was racing so fast I thought it was going to come out of my chest. "Yes. I'm Evanescence. You might know me from when I did rock but I wanted to go back to pop music." I said while I placed my hand in his. When he had a light grip on my hand, he lifted it up to his lips and kissed the top of my hand while keeping his eyes locked on mine. "It is a pleasure to meet you. I'm sorry I have to go so fast but I have to help my sister with her clothing and she has to help me with an outfit for next week. Bye" he said his last word to me while walking backwards and still keeping his eyes on mine.
"I can't believe I just talked to MJ again. And he probably doesn't even know who he just met." I said to Alleana as I was changing and after I saw the two Jacksons leave. "Taylor, why didn't you tell him who you are? You just left it as Evanescence. What the hell, man?" "Look, it's makes me nervous just knowing that he is going to be at the party next week. Alleana, I thought I was going to be sick right in front of him. You have know idea how much I miss him and how I have been dieing to see him. When something like that just happens and you don't expect it, you are probably going to act strange."
After taking home Alleana from shopping and finding an outfit, I went home and found my answering machine was flashing again. I hit the play button and it said I had one new message. I couldn't believe who it was. "Hi Taylor, it's Michael. Uh, Michael Jackson. I don't know if you remember me or anything but I wanted to call you and see how you were because I heard from Quincy you were going to be at that pary next week and I asked him your number and uh, yeah." While I listened to his sweet voice, I could tell nerves were coming over him. "I, uh, I can't wait to see you again. I haven't seen you since we were seperated. I, uh, I really miss you. Give me a call when you can. I, uh, guess I'll talk to you later and see you next week. Miss you. Bye."
Oh my, God! Why couldn't I been here when he called? I could be talking to him now! Damn it! I wanted to call him back but I was to nervous. What am I going to say when he realizes from my voice that Evanescence is his old friend from the Jackson 5? All I could do now was be mad at myself for not doing anything I should've done. I would give anything to go back to earlier and fix what happened.
As I went upstairs to my bedroom, I couldn't help but think about Michael. His sweet smile, his soothing voice, his warm touch, his beautiful big brown eyes looking into mine. You would think I am in love with him. Maybe I am and I just don't know it yet. I don't know. But first, I have to tackle REALLY meeting Michael and explaining myself to him. As I lay in my bed, I felt my eyes getting heavier and heavier. While thinking about Michael, I knew I was about to fall into a deep, deep sleep
She’s from a world
Of popcorn and candy
Pony rides for a dime
Little children laughing
I’m from a world
Of disappointments and confusions
But I want her to be mine
I started talking
She kept on walking
She disappeared into the crowd, oh, oh
I lost my heart
On the carousel
To a circus girl
Who left my heart in pieces
Lost my heart
On the carousel (Ooo)
To a circus girl
Who ran away
Two different people
In love for an instant
To see that the circus came today
Sometimes I can hear her crying here
And I can hear her calling me
I lost my heart (Lost my heart)
On the carousel (Lost my girl)
To a circus girl
Who ran away, I lost
Lost my heart (I lost my girl)
On the carousel (Ooo)
To a circus girl (Oh lost, oh lost, I lost her, I lost my heart)
Lost my heart (I lost)
On the carousel
Of popcorn and candy
Pony rides for a dime
Little children laughing
I’m from a world
Of disappointments and confusions
But I want her to be mine
I started talking
She kept on walking
She disappeared into the crowd, oh, oh
I lost my heart
On the carousel
To a circus girl
Who left my heart in pieces
Lost my heart
On the carousel (Ooo)
To a circus girl
Who ran away
Two different people
In love for an instant
To see that the circus came today
Sometimes I can hear her crying here
And I can hear her calling me
I lost my heart (Lost my heart)
On the carousel (Lost my girl)
To a circus girl
Who ran away, I lost
Lost my heart (I lost my girl)
On the carousel (Ooo)
To a circus girl (Oh lost, oh lost, I lost her, I lost my heart)
Lost my heart (I lost)
On the carousel
La Toya Jackson thinks a lot of Michael Jackson haters have had a change of heart since her brother died -- but it's unclear whether she's including Gene Simmons in that group.
You'll recall KISS got dropped from the upcoming MJ tribute concert in part because Gene has said he believes Michael was a child molester.
This weekend in Bev Hills we asked La Toya if she thought the concert should be off limits to artists who disrespected Michael. Her answer is all about forgiveness ... but are you buying it?
You'll recall KISS got dropped from the upcoming MJ tribute concert in part because Gene has said he believes Michael was a child molester.
This weekend in Bev Hills we asked La Toya if she thought the concert should be off limits to artists who disrespected Michael. Her answer is all about forgiveness ... but are you buying it?
Sources directly connected to Dr. Conrad Murray tell TMZ ... the Doc will not accept any plea bargain from the L.A. County District Attorney in the Michael Jackson manslaughter case.
We're told Dr. Murray feels so strongly about his innocence, even a plea with no jail time would be out of the question.
Fact is ... Dr. Murray shouldn't hold his breath, because no plea bargain has been offered and sources tell us the D.A. will not offer one.
As for Murray's defense ... we're told the centerpiece revolves around the fact that only two people were in the room around the time MJ died, and Murray insists he did not administer the fatal dose of Propofol.
The operating theory of Murray's lawyers -- when the Doc left to go to the bathroom, a frustrated MJ woke up and administered the fatal dose himself in a desperate attempt to get some sleep.
We're told Dr. Murray feels so strongly about his innocence, even a plea with no jail time would be out of the question.
Fact is ... Dr. Murray shouldn't hold his breath, because no plea bargain has been offered and sources tell us the D.A. will not offer one.
As for Murray's defense ... we're told the centerpiece revolves around the fact that only two people were in the room around the time MJ died, and Murray insists he did not administer the fatal dose of Propofol.
The operating theory of Murray's lawyers -- when the Doc left to go to the bathroom, a frustrated MJ woke up and administered the fatal dose himself in a desperate attempt to get some sleep.
Michael my heart,
last night I dream of you,
you were embracing me from my back.
I heard your heartbeat and it beats so fast,
like our promise that our love will never end.
We had so much fun together,
that I wished to go on forever.
Talks and laugh ,kissing and cuddling,
like no other people existing.
Holding each others hands while we walked,
all your attention was just for us.
I can't think of anything when you talked,
but I love you more and more, you see.
We stopped walking and you looked at me sweetly,
then you leaned over and kissed me.
My heart popped out and I saw butterflies,
you said you love me truly. oh sorry and then, I awake up and my dream was to end.
It was still a memory to reminisce, your kiss was so tender and sweet.
Love and miss you !! ♥
last night I dream of you,
you were embracing me from my back.
I heard your heartbeat and it beats so fast,
like our promise that our love will never end.
We had so much fun together,
that I wished to go on forever.
Talks and laugh ,kissing and cuddling,
like no other people existing.
Holding each others hands while we walked,
all your attention was just for us.
I can't think of anything when you talked,
but I love you more and more, you see.
We stopped walking and you looked at me sweetly,
then you leaned over and kissed me.
My heart popped out and I saw butterflies,
you said you love me truly. oh sorry and then, I awake up and my dream was to end.
It was still a memory to reminisce, your kiss was so tender and sweet.
Love and miss you !! ♥
Michael Jackson's children definitely have the bug -- the one that makes you give away large sums of money -- because they just helped make a $10,000 donation to one of MJ's favorite charities.
Earlier this week, Prince, Paris, and Blanket presented a check for $10K to the L.A. Housing Corporation -- a group that provides shelter for homeless families. Sources tell us Michael used to take his kids to volunteer with the group.
We're told the massive chunk o' change came from grandma Katherine Jackson's memorabilia biz.
MJ's heirs made the donation on behalf of his Heal the World Foundation. All three of them joined the group's Youth Board of Advisors last year.
Earlier this week, Prince, Paris, and Blanket presented a check for $10K to the L.A. Housing Corporation -- a group that provides shelter for homeless families. Sources tell us Michael used to take his kids to volunteer with the group.
We're told the massive chunk o' change came from grandma Katherine Jackson's memorabilia biz.
MJ's heirs made the donation on behalf of his Heal the World Foundation. All three of them joined the group's Youth Board of Advisors last year.