Hi, I'm TruBerries and I would like to share with you a love experience that I've went through not that long ago and hope that I would never go through this again. I do believe it's about time that I shared this story because I've kept it bottled up inside me for a long time. I've told bits and pieces of it, but it's time for the whole story.
I've met a guy who was about four years older than me(yeah I like guys who are a little older than I am. I've picked that up from my best friend lol) He was tall, incredibly fine(hate to admit he still is), a smile that brightens up a room, intelligent, had a voice that you'd always wanna hear, and focused. Of course that all that I thought BEFORE hand. Anyway, he was one of those guys that would keep begging and trying to convince me that he wasn't like the other guys that I've came across. I've always attracted idiots with stupid pick up lines that are a huge turn off. For example, 'Girl, you are finer than my girlfriend", 'They call me Fred Flintstone 'cause baby I can make your bedrock" Seriously? Give me a break these lines are more than enough to make me knock you into a coma. Yeah, those are the types of idiots that I've mentioned earlier. Anyway, back to the ex-boyfriend, he kept begging and begging until one day that I guess he got tired of the rejection. A day or two had gone by and I started having second thoughts like maybe I SHOULD give him a chance. I mean you never know unless you try,right? To make a long story short he gave me the brush off, which I was used to by the way. Rejection and brush-offs are my two best friends.
Within the next couple months, we started over and we were liking each other ever since....well, until he said those three little words that us decent females love to hear all the time. Yes, I loved him back very much and it remained that way for at least the next four years. I was very much in love with him and the truth of the matter is, I still do but at the same time I hate him. I hate the fact that I love him still.
Cut to four years later I've found out that he had a musical life that he refused to tell me about with a fiancee on the side. How did I find out about her? She told me and it's interesting how that came about. See, I have this sixth sense, well everyone has it, and something told me to go on my AIM Lifestream and so I did. Now we all get a little silly sometimes when we think that the one we love was writing messages to us when they were really for someone else. He wrote on his fiancee's wall 'I miss you baby" and of course she said she missed him too. Like a dope I've added her to my list and that same day she sent me an instant message. Yes, I made a fool out of myself and she was laughing at me when I was trying to be nice on the subject. She claimed that I had the wrong person and I didn't 'cause I know his face even if it was on a milk carton and I knew the other details about him. At that point, I had to let him go and my heart was absolutely shattered when I've learned about that. Guess what, my heart is still healing.
I honestly, don't know what hurt the most: the fact that he acting different than he normally was(I left that part out deliberately but he was acting strange) or that he had broken my heart. Then again it's probably both.
Future Reference:
-Start to wondering why the guy/girl that you're seeing is being different than usual. Trust me, there's always a surprise reasoning
-If your guy/girl doesn't pick up the phone when you call regularly and you KNOW that he/she doesn't have a job, feel free to go over to their place. I know y'all one day will have a key to his/her place
-Girls, if a guys says that he wants to get married and have a family, turn around and run because the truth of the matter is, he really doesn't or if he does, it'll give him a reason to cheat while you're at home barefoot and pregnant trying to make sure that you don't injure yourself .
**See, my guy told me that and look what happened**
-Guys, if you find that your girl's cheating on you, please refrain from begging on your knees and asking what you've done wrong. The best thing to do is just walk away. I know it may hurt and be hard for you to do that, but it's better than begging on your knees in front of her and the idiot that she's cheating on you with crying.
Before come to the conclusion that you're in love, MAKE SURE it is love with sincerity otherwise you'll have the complete opposite.
I've met a guy who was about four years older than me(yeah I like guys who are a little older than I am. I've picked that up from my best friend lol) He was tall, incredibly fine(hate to admit he still is), a smile that brightens up a room, intelligent, had a voice that you'd always wanna hear, and focused. Of course that all that I thought BEFORE hand. Anyway, he was one of those guys that would keep begging and trying to convince me that he wasn't like the other guys that I've came across. I've always attracted idiots with stupid pick up lines that are a huge turn off. For example, 'Girl, you are finer than my girlfriend", 'They call me Fred Flintstone 'cause baby I can make your bedrock" Seriously? Give me a break these lines are more than enough to make me knock you into a coma. Yeah, those are the types of idiots that I've mentioned earlier. Anyway, back to the ex-boyfriend, he kept begging and begging until one day that I guess he got tired of the rejection. A day or two had gone by and I started having second thoughts like maybe I SHOULD give him a chance. I mean you never know unless you try,right? To make a long story short he gave me the brush off, which I was used to by the way. Rejection and brush-offs are my two best friends.
Within the next couple months, we started over and we were liking each other ever since....well, until he said those three little words that us decent females love to hear all the time. Yes, I loved him back very much and it remained that way for at least the next four years. I was very much in love with him and the truth of the matter is, I still do but at the same time I hate him. I hate the fact that I love him still.
Cut to four years later I've found out that he had a musical life that he refused to tell me about with a fiancee on the side. How did I find out about her? She told me and it's interesting how that came about. See, I have this sixth sense, well everyone has it, and something told me to go on my AIM Lifestream and so I did. Now we all get a little silly sometimes when we think that the one we love was writing messages to us when they were really for someone else. He wrote on his fiancee's wall 'I miss you baby" and of course she said she missed him too. Like a dope I've added her to my list and that same day she sent me an instant message. Yes, I made a fool out of myself and she was laughing at me when I was trying to be nice on the subject. She claimed that I had the wrong person and I didn't 'cause I know his face even if it was on a milk carton and I knew the other details about him. At that point, I had to let him go and my heart was absolutely shattered when I've learned about that. Guess what, my heart is still healing.
I honestly, don't know what hurt the most: the fact that he acting different than he normally was(I left that part out deliberately but he was acting strange) or that he had broken my heart. Then again it's probably both.
Future Reference:
-Start to wondering why the guy/girl that you're seeing is being different than usual. Trust me, there's always a surprise reasoning
-If your guy/girl doesn't pick up the phone when you call regularly and you KNOW that he/she doesn't have a job, feel free to go over to their place. I know y'all one day will have a key to his/her place
-Girls, if a guys says that he wants to get married and have a family, turn around and run because the truth of the matter is, he really doesn't or if he does, it'll give him a reason to cheat while you're at home barefoot and pregnant trying to make sure that you don't injure yourself .
**See, my guy told me that and look what happened**
-Guys, if you find that your girl's cheating on you, please refrain from begging on your knees and asking what you've done wrong. The best thing to do is just walk away. I know it may hurt and be hard for you to do that, but it's better than begging on your knees in front of her and the idiot that she's cheating on you with crying.
Before come to the conclusion that you're in love, MAKE SURE it is love with sincerity otherwise you'll have the complete opposite.