Have you ever said i love you and didnt mean it??

well........ let me tell you the story i liked another guy called james his eyes sparkled with the shine of the sun he was always sitting beside me in class and he was beside the window so the shine of the sun made his eyes sparkle i always liked him since 1 class in primary school but another guy called alex came to me but his eyes were brown and he wasn't a beuty of course i tryed to ignore him until he started stalking me well the kind of cute way he sent me flowers he sent girls to write a note in the girls bathroom and it said lovely things until my best mate (guy)thomas asked me if i wanted to go out with him so i said.....

NO!!!!!!!!!!

i screwed up because i knew him well and he was my best mate he was always sensitive and caring and the romantic type. the stalker kept on going and i kind of loved him he wrote sweet poems and made lovely cakes and also sent cute little teddy bears every one started getting jelaous and so once and for all he told me to visit him behid the school when i was going that way my science copy fell on the third corridor and guess who was there well james hahaha what a coinsidence ahh..and the copy had all the pages full of: I LOVE YOU JAMES and J + E = LOVE and his name all over my copy until he seen it and he followed me behinfd the school and well i kissed alex and james was over the corner i spotted him and my science copy but he left as csoon as he seen me and alex kiss then the next day i broke up with alex thinking james would do something really bad and alex got angry because even after i knew he was stalking me i still wrote the dates when i wrote the names and all and all were from each day i had poems and drawings of james and i kissing in cartoons and all so james asked me out the next day and game me back my coopy without any problems so we kept going out until one dy he said "i love you" i didn't know what to say because i thought of alex and me the kiss and all so i said @i love you too" the worst thing i had a diary and wrote all my feelings in it and thomas found it i wrote that i didn't mean about "i love you too" and he showed it to james and james knicked my science copy of my bag in a class and posted it around the school i got a pian for the last 2 years and now no guy wants to go out with me i still get copies of it mailed and in my bag back lockers every were......


now i know never to mess with love and to stay with who you really love and if you dont mean i love you don't say it.... =[