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portuguesegirl said:
well i live with someone for 14 years, wich i am still in love! this week he told me that that he love me, but not in love with me any more... I have to say that we were abset, so we were having a meeting....
I fellt like if is the end of the word, i cry cry forever, i just totaly lost the control, that really really hurt me dip, very dip. I think is the worst think someone ever said to me, i canot tell you, how much i being soffering after that, i just canot get over it! still on my head, I am not in love with you any more..... than he also said, I love you and care for you couse we live together for so long.... I felt such a big pain in my hart, like i could not breath....
that day we agree to separate, it was horrible.
I still have feelings for this man, i still fancy him, after all this years, he works a way, and everytime he comes home, i still fancy him like mad.
But for a long time that thinkgs not being the same, like when he is back from work he his allways tierd and second day, he still not interested in have sexo, this being like this for a long time.
I thougt that is becase he now allways travel a lot, but second day, and third.... for god sake!!
I abset him, because i talk about things that we could do, wich is stupid he fell this way....
he is a quite guy.... works hard have lots of male friends, he is good looking, well a big balley, but charming!!
so any way, for me the way i see it, love is like love your sister, friends, mother, father, etc
but in love is from a woman and man, that fancy each other, want to kiss and hug that person, feel that he have to say, I love you after make love, is that feeling that you can see and look at other people but in the end of the day, you would not fancy them or betray.
For me it feell like is the end of the world. I lost the balance of live.... i am so said, and lost.
5 days after this, he told me that don't know what love is any more.... I had to find out if i can live like this.
I know dip down the write think is just live this man that hurt my hart so dip. I wish one day, he learns how much it hurt on me...
I had found out one think that being living like this make me reallize that i miss have someone that really fancy me, kiss and miss me and all that thinks that mean so much, i did not have that from him for a long time. So lost I am.
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