Bonnie’s diary 2
This is the continuation of bonnie’s diary: Two months ago.....
[Damon]
There has only been one girl in my life...you guessed right, it’s her. Before and after her, I haven’t loved someone in.. well.. forever. she makes me happy, she makes me sad; she builds my world up only to rip it apart. She’s the only .human..hmmm, half human that can make a person’s emotion run in different circles at the same time.
I have met women, beautiful, gorgeous women; I have had ladies throw themselves mercilessly at my feet. Shoving their necks at my throat, praying to be bitten, and almost sucked dry till they could barely remember their first names.
Okay, I killed a few skanks, can’t say they deserved it, but I swear it’s so not my fault. Some of them are just too clingy and needy, and I don’t do clingy...
I hate being with a female more than once, the second time you let them in your bed, they start measuring the drapes and naming your unborn children. They always think that they can change you, they want to incarcerate your dick by telling you they had a nice time, and would not mind spending more time with you.
They try to fill your head with sweet little lies, then turn around and try to steal from you. Yep, I caught the last bitch trying to steal my seed. I caught her pouring it from the condom into the turkey baster, so I snapped her pretty little neck into two.
Yeah I said condom.....I use it to make myself fell less-vampirey.Is that even a word? who cares.
Good grief! Give a girl a good bite and some great f**king, and they never want to let go. So I’m always on to the next fresh meat.
So what if I laid with them? It’s never been about the sex...I mean sex is good, but what’s better than sex? Blood. When I find the right female, I could survive for weeks just by sucking her half past dry in one encounter.
Since I lost my place in heaven, since I became a dark angel, since becoming human I’ve never wanted anything, or anyone as much as Bonnie. And this time, being turned into a Vampire doesn’t really help, does it? Damn! I might as well be talking to a shrink right now.
Don’t you dare call this a f**king diary, I’m the scotch drinking, heart ripping, blood draining creep lurking behind the dark shadows of your room. Damon the blood thirsty, parasitic Vamp doesn’t do diaries. I’ll leave that for the kiddies. Oh crap! Why do I sound like a sissy? I think I may be losing my touch, this might be a diary after all.
Sh*t, it looks like I might end up like my loser brother. The ever docile, gloomy Stephan, who would rather drink the blood of his pet rabbit than take a delightful bite off Elena.
Speaking of Elena....she still shakes me up, sometimes, she makes me doubt how I’ve always felt for Bonnie. Let me rephrase that, Catherine still shakes me up.
I took a good look at Bonnie again, I could taste her blood in my mouth already, I wanted her real bad. The thought of knowing her biblically, while sinking my teeth into her veins at the same time made the hair on my skin stand up with excitement. I almost felt appalled for thinking of her in that way.
I tasted something else, her distaste for men of the night.
I think I’ll have to start trying to wean myself off the human blood now, I’m sure Bonnie won’t have any of it, she’s never been afraid to walk away, and that’s what scares me.
Touching her made jealousy overtake my being. Without my knowledge, she and her little poodle have done everything that gets done between a boy and a girl. Actually, some of it happened because of me.
I smelt something else, I knew that sign, that stench, she reeked like a litter of puppies, not that human senses could detect it nor understand what it means to have something of yours tainted. Tyler had imprinted on her, and she..... she had her stamp on him too.....these two kids actually think they belonged to each other.
Bullsh*t! Believe me, it’s nothing I can’t fix. She loved me more than once before, she’ll love me again.
I grinned at her, “You, my lady are one hot cougar.”
“Excuse me?”
“Oh! It’s nothing.” I have waited over a hundred years for her rebirth, I almost gave up hope of ever seeing her again, especially after what had happened between Catherine, myself and Bonnie. If only she knew she was over five hundred years old, she would go completely berserk.
There’s a lot I want to tell her, there’s so much I wanted her to know. But I can’t....I can’t do it because it’s too early to be the source of chaos in her life again. There are some things everyone else can know about....everyone except her. It will kill her, literarily. Covenants were made, oaths were signed in blood and the secrets are forever to remain sealed from her.
She has to discover those secrets by herself, she has to find her way to me on her own. This time, it can’t be forced or rushed...can someone please tell that to my aching heart.
My chest felt a little tight, and my body loose, another disadvantage I suffer from time to time when we are too close to each other. This happens when there are too many conflicts left unsolved between two creatures like us.
There was some sort of connection between our energy, she’s much more stronger than she knows, but she also looks worn out. Someone was sipping some of her strength. “You need to relax more, you look very tired.”
“Do you read minds or something? I feel tired...just a little.”
I knew I couldn’t tell her what I have done, it would just drive her over the edge; she would never talk to me again. In the last lifetime we shared together, she committed suicide just to get away from me. I can’t let that happen again.
“I guess I’ll see you around?” she asked with an uncertain smile.
I could not let go, I held her by her wrist and pulled her into a tight hug then whispered in her right ear. “Hitgaagati eleykha Tateleh.” Lord! I never thought I’d see her again, I was just glad to hold her again, but is holding her enough for me?
“Ani hoev otkha!.....Persia.” She answered. As she tried to pull away, I held her in a bear hug.
“Bonnie..” I mumbled her name with a pleading tone. She must have secretly understood, because she allowed me to hold her. My head was buried between her neck, the scent of her floral shampoo silently drove me wild; finally, something of hers that doesn’t stink of him.
I think we both silently counted till the time was right, then pulled away at the same time. As she slowly distanced herself from me, her eyes were glued on mine, as if they were searching for something. “Dude, what’s happening between us? I think I’m speaking a language I don’t understand.”
I should have known it was not the right time, but I made a move anyway.
I leaned in for a quick kiss on the lips; she stood still and watched with eyes opened wide while I brushed my lips against hers. I think she wasn’t so sure what happened the first time, so I wanted to go for more. “What the hell Bonnie?” yelled a male voice about ten feet from where we were standing.
“You shouldn’t have done that, my boyfriend is going to be so mad at you, just tell him sorry, and you would be lucky not get your ass kicked.” she warned.
“Wuuuu, me shaking in me boots, me so scared.” I laughed and pretended to tremble, why would I fear her boyfriend, who the hell does she think her boyfriend is? “Jesus!” I groaned loud enough for everyone around to hear, “Oh! There he is, the cute, cuddly little puppy who thinks he’s the big bad wolf....woof...woof,” I barked at him.
I think that must have struck the wrong cord on Bonnie’s guitar, it happened so fast that I almost missed it. She slapped me right across my right cheek, I mildly flickered the tip of my tongue at her, “I’m glad you still know I like it rough.”
She ignored me then turned to the loser, “Tee, I swear it’s not what you think, we were just talking.”
I hissed and tried to stop my veins from turning grey, I didn’t want to scare her off.
“Yeah Bon, what’s a better to talk than to exchange spit while ......” He didn’t finish because he saw the smug grin on my face, the grin that said yeah I kissed your girl, next time, I’m gonna f**k her and there’s nothing you can do about it wolfy.
[Bonnie]
I wasn’t going to read his mind, but for a split second, I couldn’t help myself. Did he just compare Tee to a wolf? It’s either he has a sixth sense or he’s just a creepy feller with features of sanity. Tyler stomped closer to us, Damon was just standing by, watching like an innocent bystander.
What an ass! He must have been one of those kids.....who’d put his hands up and said I didn’t do it Ma, when caught red handed while doing some not so innocent things.
Tyler used his index finger to poke Damon’s chest, “ Do you know who you were just kissing motherf**ker?”
“Don’t do that again.” Damon commanded.
“Or What?” Tee challenged him and poked him again
This time, I could see Damon’s chest expanding and pounding against his black shirt, I thought his heart would burst out from his rib cage. He caught Ty’s finger mid-air and twisted it, “Or I’ll rip off your tiny little nutz and chuck them down you decaying throat”.
I quickly got between the two of them, “Let him go Damon.”
Damon gently pushed me to the side with his fingers, I suddenly felt like a rag doll being tossed around; how could a man have so much power and intensity at the tip of his fingers? Something is not right about him.
I got in between them again, I grabbed Damon by his arm, but this time, I was ready to use my powers to make sure he could not push me over. He simply smiled and brushed my curly hair off my face. “Whatever you want Bonnie, I have always been a sucker for plain Jezebels, but a feisty, witchy Jezebel is even better.” He sniffed me and exclaimed, “spicy.”
Jezebel! Great, how mature, a grown man who curses and pouts when he doesn’t get his way. The name Jezebel triggered a memory, I heard myself telling someone “ We have altered destiny too many times, Persia” I broke out of my trance, I almost wanted to ask him who this Persia was but now isn’t the time.
“It’s Hebrew,” he yelled after me. angrily as if it’s supposed to mean something to me “We were speaking in Hebrew.”
Curiosity kills the cat, but I had to know. “But what were we talking about?”
He had a victorious sparkling curve forming in the right corner of his mouth, I guess he kind of had me where he wanted. “ You said you wanted to experience the glory of my big papa package; and I said sure baby, I can make your bed rock.” He grabbed his groin and continued, “You wanna touch it? It will make you feel all nice, warm and fuzzy inside.”
Tyler began to move toward him, “No Tyler, I don’t do threesomes, you are not invited. Damon had a mission accomplished look on his face.
Sh*t! We both knew he just wanted to get under Tyler’s skin, I guess I walked right into that one.
To make things worse, he was whispering in my head,. a nice juicy d**k is always a welcomed change, right Bonnie You can’t stay away even if you tried. He wrinkled his nose and twitched his fingers at me, then said out loud, “Addictions are the hardest things to break babe. Whenever you are ready, summon me...like you always do.”
For the first time since I met him today, I think confusion and fear took me over and radiated all over me. My subconscious was yielding to him in a way that my mind didn’t understand.
Damon’s pupils were becoming bright red and dilated, he stepped aside and glared into Tyler’s eyes, “ I’m gonna say this once, so listen well if you cherish your life. You are going to walk away right now and never look back. You will forget we ever had this conversation, henceforth, when you see Bonnie, you will run like a dog whose tail is on fire, you will have no further contact with her. I’m breaking up with you on her behalf....... now run.”
Tyler took a good look at me, then back at Damon, then he let out a thunderous laughter. “Damn dude, that sh*t ain’t gonna work on me.
For some reason, seeing Damon look suddenly depressed made my day. I smiled, now I know what he is, I can’t believe he just tried to compel my boyfriend. It’s a good thing I discovered a spell for that. I pulled Tee towards me, “ Common babe, let’s go. This dude is starting to freak me out.”
“Hey Tee,” Damon he called out mockingly at Tyler. “Might want to watch your back Teeny..I might just be f**king you girl nicely behind ya. I’m the best piece of ass she’s ever had, ask her.”
Tyler wanted to turn back, but I pressed his hand to discourage him from taking a whack at Damon..
As we walked away, I still felt something pulling me back; I turned to take on final glance, but he was gone.
Once we got to Elena who was waiting impatiently, she grabbed my shoulders and shook me, “Stay away from Stephan’s brother, he’s bad news.”
I shrugged her hands off my shoulders “No you stay away from him too,” I snapped.
In my mind I was saying back off bitch, you already have Stephan, Damon’s ass is mine. I sighed and gave her an apologetic look, and got in the car. I tried to snuggle close to Tyler, but he brushed me off. I knew he was angry and wanted to punch something or someone; he kept eyeing me suspiciously.
“Tee..pleasezzzz.”
He moved farther away from me. “ A guy tells me he’s banging you, and you won’t let me take a swing at hi, how do you expect me to react?”
Elena’s eyes widened. “Oh my God! You slept with Damon?” She cried.
These are the people that I love and cherish, yet they don’t give me the benefit of doubt, I was so angry I kicked the car door open and got out. I went to the driver’s side and stared down at Stephan, “give me your cell phone.”
“Bonnie think abo....” I snapped at him, “just give me the damn phone.” I didn’t wait for him to pass it over, I simply dove across the steering wheel and removed it from the charger. I scrolled down his contacts till I saw Damon’s name. “ Damon, hi. It’s Bonnie.”
“Hi Jez.”
“I was thinking about what you said, we should totally hookup tonight.”
“Why the sudden change of heart?”
“Everyone thinks we are screwing, we might as well do it so they can have somethi.......
I felt Tyler snatch the phone and broke it into two.”
“ I get it, I’m a jerk and I’m sorry. Please, let’s go home.” He threw the broken phone at Stephan, and they exchanged threatening looks between one another.
I got in and rolled my eyes at Elena, that troll was breathing a sigh of relief because I didn’t screw the dark one. Gosh! I can’t believe I just called my friend that.
I have only met this crazy guy for one day and I’m doing things that Bonnie never does.
There’s just something I can’t figure out about him, one minute, he kisses me tenderly and the next minute, he lashes out vulgarly at me. I told myself, Bonnie, you can’t like him. There’s something nasty about him.
Damon
What the bleep? I had to watch her parade her boy toy in front of me.
On a good day, I wouldn’t have backed out of a fight with anyone. But right now, I’m a fragile as a child. Right now, being near her is dangerous...feeding off her distaste for me is even more dangerous; it helps her unknowingly tap into my power source. Holding that little witch almost sucked out the life out of me.
Next time, I have to stay out of her head and keep her away from mine. That way, I wouldn’t have to worry so much about appearing weak in her presence.
When she called, I could feel her anger erupting through the phone...hummmm yummy...her blood is boiling. The seed of doubt is already working. This is better than the world cup, I just scored a fantabulous goal
I can tell he’s afraid to lose her, now I have to use that fear to my advantage.
Translation
Hitgaagati eleykha. Tateleh ----I missed you so much! Little Darling.
Ani hoev otkha! Persia ---I love you! Persia.
I hope my Hebrew is not that shabby.
This is the continuation of bonnie’s diary: Two months ago.....
[Damon]
There has only been one girl in my life...you guessed right, it’s her. Before and after her, I haven’t loved someone in.. well.. forever. she makes me happy, she makes me sad; she builds my world up only to rip it apart. She’s the only .human..hmmm, half human that can make a person’s emotion run in different circles at the same time.
I have met women, beautiful, gorgeous women; I have had ladies throw themselves mercilessly at my feet. Shoving their necks at my throat, praying to be bitten, and almost sucked dry till they could barely remember their first names.
Okay, I killed a few skanks, can’t say they deserved it, but I swear it’s so not my fault. Some of them are just too clingy and needy, and I don’t do clingy...
I hate being with a female more than once, the second time you let them in your bed, they start measuring the drapes and naming your unborn children. They always think that they can change you, they want to incarcerate your dick by telling you they had a nice time, and would not mind spending more time with you.
They try to fill your head with sweet little lies, then turn around and try to steal from you. Yep, I caught the last bitch trying to steal my seed. I caught her pouring it from the condom into the turkey baster, so I snapped her pretty little neck into two.
Yeah I said condom.....I use it to make myself fell less-vampirey.Is that even a word? who cares.
Good grief! Give a girl a good bite and some great f**king, and they never want to let go. So I’m always on to the next fresh meat.
So what if I laid with them? It’s never been about the sex...I mean sex is good, but what’s better than sex? Blood. When I find the right female, I could survive for weeks just by sucking her half past dry in one encounter.
Since I lost my place in heaven, since I became a dark angel, since becoming human I’ve never wanted anything, or anyone as much as Bonnie. And this time, being turned into a Vampire doesn’t really help, does it? Damn! I might as well be talking to a shrink right now.
Don’t you dare call this a f**king diary, I’m the scotch drinking, heart ripping, blood draining creep lurking behind the dark shadows of your room. Damon the blood thirsty, parasitic Vamp doesn’t do diaries. I’ll leave that for the kiddies. Oh crap! Why do I sound like a sissy? I think I may be losing my touch, this might be a diary after all.
Sh*t, it looks like I might end up like my loser brother. The ever docile, gloomy Stephan, who would rather drink the blood of his pet rabbit than take a delightful bite off Elena.
Speaking of Elena....she still shakes me up, sometimes, she makes me doubt how I’ve always felt for Bonnie. Let me rephrase that, Catherine still shakes me up.
I took a good look at Bonnie again, I could taste her blood in my mouth already, I wanted her real bad. The thought of knowing her biblically, while sinking my teeth into her veins at the same time made the hair on my skin stand up with excitement. I almost felt appalled for thinking of her in that way.
I tasted something else, her distaste for men of the night.
I think I’ll have to start trying to wean myself off the human blood now, I’m sure Bonnie won’t have any of it, she’s never been afraid to walk away, and that’s what scares me.
Touching her made jealousy overtake my being. Without my knowledge, she and her little poodle have done everything that gets done between a boy and a girl. Actually, some of it happened because of me.
I smelt something else, I knew that sign, that stench, she reeked like a litter of puppies, not that human senses could detect it nor understand what it means to have something of yours tainted. Tyler had imprinted on her, and she..... she had her stamp on him too.....these two kids actually think they belonged to each other.
Bullsh*t! Believe me, it’s nothing I can’t fix. She loved me more than once before, she’ll love me again.
I grinned at her, “You, my lady are one hot cougar.”
“Excuse me?”
“Oh! It’s nothing.” I have waited over a hundred years for her rebirth, I almost gave up hope of ever seeing her again, especially after what had happened between Catherine, myself and Bonnie. If only she knew she was over five hundred years old, she would go completely berserk.
There’s a lot I want to tell her, there’s so much I wanted her to know. But I can’t....I can’t do it because it’s too early to be the source of chaos in her life again. There are some things everyone else can know about....everyone except her. It will kill her, literarily. Covenants were made, oaths were signed in blood and the secrets are forever to remain sealed from her.
She has to discover those secrets by herself, she has to find her way to me on her own. This time, it can’t be forced or rushed...can someone please tell that to my aching heart.
My chest felt a little tight, and my body loose, another disadvantage I suffer from time to time when we are too close to each other. This happens when there are too many conflicts left unsolved between two creatures like us.
There was some sort of connection between our energy, she’s much more stronger than she knows, but she also looks worn out. Someone was sipping some of her strength. “You need to relax more, you look very tired.”
“Do you read minds or something? I feel tired...just a little.”
I knew I couldn’t tell her what I have done, it would just drive her over the edge; she would never talk to me again. In the last lifetime we shared together, she committed suicide just to get away from me. I can’t let that happen again.
“I guess I’ll see you around?” she asked with an uncertain smile.
I could not let go, I held her by her wrist and pulled her into a tight hug then whispered in her right ear. “Hitgaagati eleykha Tateleh.” Lord! I never thought I’d see her again, I was just glad to hold her again, but is holding her enough for me?
“Ani hoev otkha!.....Persia.” She answered. As she tried to pull away, I held her in a bear hug.
“Bonnie..” I mumbled her name with a pleading tone. She must have secretly understood, because she allowed me to hold her. My head was buried between her neck, the scent of her floral shampoo silently drove me wild; finally, something of hers that doesn’t stink of him.
I think we both silently counted till the time was right, then pulled away at the same time. As she slowly distanced herself from me, her eyes were glued on mine, as if they were searching for something. “Dude, what’s happening between us? I think I’m speaking a language I don’t understand.”
I should have known it was not the right time, but I made a move anyway.
I leaned in for a quick kiss on the lips; she stood still and watched with eyes opened wide while I brushed my lips against hers. I think she wasn’t so sure what happened the first time, so I wanted to go for more. “What the hell Bonnie?” yelled a male voice about ten feet from where we were standing.
“You shouldn’t have done that, my boyfriend is going to be so mad at you, just tell him sorry, and you would be lucky not get your ass kicked.” she warned.
“Wuuuu, me shaking in me boots, me so scared.” I laughed and pretended to tremble, why would I fear her boyfriend, who the hell does she think her boyfriend is? “Jesus!” I groaned loud enough for everyone around to hear, “Oh! There he is, the cute, cuddly little puppy who thinks he’s the big bad wolf....woof...woof,” I barked at him.
I think that must have struck the wrong cord on Bonnie’s guitar, it happened so fast that I almost missed it. She slapped me right across my right cheek, I mildly flickered the tip of my tongue at her, “I’m glad you still know I like it rough.”
She ignored me then turned to the loser, “Tee, I swear it’s not what you think, we were just talking.”
I hissed and tried to stop my veins from turning grey, I didn’t want to scare her off.
“Yeah Bon, what’s a better to talk than to exchange spit while ......” He didn’t finish because he saw the smug grin on my face, the grin that said yeah I kissed your girl, next time, I’m gonna f**k her and there’s nothing you can do about it wolfy.
[Bonnie]
I wasn’t going to read his mind, but for a split second, I couldn’t help myself. Did he just compare Tee to a wolf? It’s either he has a sixth sense or he’s just a creepy feller with features of sanity. Tyler stomped closer to us, Damon was just standing by, watching like an innocent bystander.
What an ass! He must have been one of those kids.....who’d put his hands up and said I didn’t do it Ma, when caught red handed while doing some not so innocent things.
Tyler used his index finger to poke Damon’s chest, “ Do you know who you were just kissing motherf**ker?”
“Don’t do that again.” Damon commanded.
“Or What?” Tee challenged him and poked him again
This time, I could see Damon’s chest expanding and pounding against his black shirt, I thought his heart would burst out from his rib cage. He caught Ty’s finger mid-air and twisted it, “Or I’ll rip off your tiny little nutz and chuck them down you decaying throat”.
I quickly got between the two of them, “Let him go Damon.”
Damon gently pushed me to the side with his fingers, I suddenly felt like a rag doll being tossed around; how could a man have so much power and intensity at the tip of his fingers? Something is not right about him.
I got in between them again, I grabbed Damon by his arm, but this time, I was ready to use my powers to make sure he could not push me over. He simply smiled and brushed my curly hair off my face. “Whatever you want Bonnie, I have always been a sucker for plain Jezebels, but a feisty, witchy Jezebel is even better.” He sniffed me and exclaimed, “spicy.”
Jezebel! Great, how mature, a grown man who curses and pouts when he doesn’t get his way. The name Jezebel triggered a memory, I heard myself telling someone “ We have altered destiny too many times, Persia” I broke out of my trance, I almost wanted to ask him who this Persia was but now isn’t the time.
“It’s Hebrew,” he yelled after me. angrily as if it’s supposed to mean something to me “We were speaking in Hebrew.”
Curiosity kills the cat, but I had to know. “But what were we talking about?”
He had a victorious sparkling curve forming in the right corner of his mouth, I guess he kind of had me where he wanted. “ You said you wanted to experience the glory of my big papa package; and I said sure baby, I can make your bed rock.” He grabbed his groin and continued, “You wanna touch it? It will make you feel all nice, warm and fuzzy inside.”
Tyler began to move toward him, “No Tyler, I don’t do threesomes, you are not invited. Damon had a mission accomplished look on his face.
Sh*t! We both knew he just wanted to get under Tyler’s skin, I guess I walked right into that one.
To make things worse, he was whispering in my head,. a nice juicy d**k is always a welcomed change, right Bonnie You can’t stay away even if you tried. He wrinkled his nose and twitched his fingers at me, then said out loud, “Addictions are the hardest things to break babe. Whenever you are ready, summon me...like you always do.”
For the first time since I met him today, I think confusion and fear took me over and radiated all over me. My subconscious was yielding to him in a way that my mind didn’t understand.
Damon’s pupils were becoming bright red and dilated, he stepped aside and glared into Tyler’s eyes, “ I’m gonna say this once, so listen well if you cherish your life. You are going to walk away right now and never look back. You will forget we ever had this conversation, henceforth, when you see Bonnie, you will run like a dog whose tail is on fire, you will have no further contact with her. I’m breaking up with you on her behalf....... now run.”
Tyler took a good look at me, then back at Damon, then he let out a thunderous laughter. “Damn dude, that sh*t ain’t gonna work on me.
For some reason, seeing Damon look suddenly depressed made my day. I smiled, now I know what he is, I can’t believe he just tried to compel my boyfriend. It’s a good thing I discovered a spell for that. I pulled Tee towards me, “ Common babe, let’s go. This dude is starting to freak me out.”
“Hey Tee,” Damon he called out mockingly at Tyler. “Might want to watch your back Teeny..I might just be f**king you girl nicely behind ya. I’m the best piece of ass she’s ever had, ask her.”
Tyler wanted to turn back, but I pressed his hand to discourage him from taking a whack at Damon..
As we walked away, I still felt something pulling me back; I turned to take on final glance, but he was gone.
Once we got to Elena who was waiting impatiently, she grabbed my shoulders and shook me, “Stay away from Stephan’s brother, he’s bad news.”
I shrugged her hands off my shoulders “No you stay away from him too,” I snapped.
In my mind I was saying back off bitch, you already have Stephan, Damon’s ass is mine. I sighed and gave her an apologetic look, and got in the car. I tried to snuggle close to Tyler, but he brushed me off. I knew he was angry and wanted to punch something or someone; he kept eyeing me suspiciously.
“Tee..pleasezzzz.”
He moved farther away from me. “ A guy tells me he’s banging you, and you won’t let me take a swing at hi, how do you expect me to react?”
Elena’s eyes widened. “Oh my God! You slept with Damon?” She cried.
These are the people that I love and cherish, yet they don’t give me the benefit of doubt, I was so angry I kicked the car door open and got out. I went to the driver’s side and stared down at Stephan, “give me your cell phone.”
“Bonnie think abo....” I snapped at him, “just give me the damn phone.” I didn’t wait for him to pass it over, I simply dove across the steering wheel and removed it from the charger. I scrolled down his contacts till I saw Damon’s name. “ Damon, hi. It’s Bonnie.”
“Hi Jez.”
“I was thinking about what you said, we should totally hookup tonight.”
“Why the sudden change of heart?”
“Everyone thinks we are screwing, we might as well do it so they can have somethi.......
I felt Tyler snatch the phone and broke it into two.”
“ I get it, I’m a jerk and I’m sorry. Please, let’s go home.” He threw the broken phone at Stephan, and they exchanged threatening looks between one another.
I got in and rolled my eyes at Elena, that troll was breathing a sigh of relief because I didn’t screw the dark one. Gosh! I can’t believe I just called my friend that.
I have only met this crazy guy for one day and I’m doing things that Bonnie never does.
There’s just something I can’t figure out about him, one minute, he kisses me tenderly and the next minute, he lashes out vulgarly at me. I told myself, Bonnie, you can’t like him. There’s something nasty about him.
Damon
What the bleep? I had to watch her parade her boy toy in front of me.
On a good day, I wouldn’t have backed out of a fight with anyone. But right now, I’m a fragile as a child. Right now, being near her is dangerous...feeding off her distaste for me is even more dangerous; it helps her unknowingly tap into my power source. Holding that little witch almost sucked out the life out of me.
Next time, I have to stay out of her head and keep her away from mine. That way, I wouldn’t have to worry so much about appearing weak in her presence.
When she called, I could feel her anger erupting through the phone...hummmm yummy...her blood is boiling. The seed of doubt is already working. This is better than the world cup, I just scored a fantabulous goal
I can tell he’s afraid to lose her, now I have to use that fear to my advantage.
Translation
Hitgaagati eleykha. Tateleh ----I missed you so much! Little Darling.
Ani hoev otkha! Persia ---I love you! Persia.
I hope my Hebrew is not that shabby.