The Golden Tear part five
Liz said "uh uh Eva?" I said "yeah it's me Liz oh my goodness Lis
Steve set you up" and then Steve walked out from behind the counter
and said "yea verry good Eva" Liz said "um Steve what are you doing
here you said I needed to getsomething for you" and Steve said "yeah
you need to get Rebecca's kids back to her" and then Rebecca walked
out from the bathroom and said "Eva give me my babies back" I said
"No never not after what you did to them" and she said "what did I
ever do to them but give them life" I said "you no what you did Rebecca
you told Mr. Dean that it was okay to kill them as long as her never
hurt you how could you, you you are evil and you deserve to die"
Rebecca said"I would watch you'r mouth if I were you I have a gun"
And Liz said "So you and Steve are together now?" "Steve what about
what you said to me that you loved me and that after we got reed of
Eva we could get marryed and have a family of our own" I said "Liz
I always new you were no go and by the way if i get out of this alive
then you are moving out" "And if you die" said Liz "Then The Kids go
to A family friend" then Rebecca butted in "not if all you'r family is
dead!" And Then Liz said "Steve I'll be on you'r side let me live" and then
she kissed him on the cheak, and it broke my heart to see her do that to
me but I did not show no fear then Liz pulled out a gun and said" ready
to die ......."
Liz said "uh uh Eva?" I said "yeah it's me Liz oh my goodness Lis
Steve set you up" and then Steve walked out from behind the counter
and said "yea verry good Eva" Liz said "um Steve what are you doing
here you said I needed to getsomething for you" and Steve said "yeah
you need to get Rebecca's kids back to her" and then Rebecca walked
out from the bathroom and said "Eva give me my babies back" I said
"No never not after what you did to them" and she said "what did I
ever do to them but give them life" I said "you no what you did Rebecca
you told Mr. Dean that it was okay to kill them as long as her never
hurt you how could you, you you are evil and you deserve to die"
Rebecca said"I would watch you'r mouth if I were you I have a gun"
And Liz said "So you and Steve are together now?" "Steve what about
what you said to me that you loved me and that after we got reed of
Eva we could get marryed and have a family of our own" I said "Liz
I always new you were no go and by the way if i get out of this alive
then you are moving out" "And if you die" said Liz "Then The Kids go
to A family friend" then Rebecca butted in "not if all you'r family is
dead!" And Then Liz said "Steve I'll be on you'r side let me live" and then
she kissed him on the cheak, and it broke my heart to see her do that to
me but I did not show no fear then Liz pulled out a gun and said" ready
to die ......."
A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.
Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.
And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.
If I could have just One Wish
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
when love dies
Love is the cause of innocent cries,
As when love dies,
Love becomes a lie,
The death of their love,
They mourn,
As their hearts are torn,
Broken hearts drift apart,
As they reminisce on the past,
Of the love they hoped would last,
Tears rot into the ground,
As they mourn what they had found;
A love that made them feel sound,
Their only hope if for their love to unfold,
As without eachother their hearts are cold,
Their only comfort; someone to hold,
Their hopes crushed,
for eachother they no longer lust,
As in eachother they no longer trust,
A thought keeping them awake;
For eachother, should they wait?
Or is it already too late?
Can they ever find another,
Or were they made for eachother?
Can they withstand not being together?
[ Because]
When love dies,
Everything turns to lies,
Because when love dies,
We fall apart inside
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Love is the cause of innocent cries,
As when love dies,
Love becomes a lie,
The death of their love,
They mourn,
As their hearts are torn,
Broken hearts drift apart,
As they reminisce on the past,
Of the love they hoped would last,
Tears rot into the ground,
As they mourn what they had found;
A love that made them feel sound,
Their only hope if for their love to unfold,
As without eachother their hearts are cold,
Their only comfort; someone to hold,
Their hopes crushed,
for eachother they no longer lust,
As in eachother they no longer trust,
A thought keeping them awake;
For eachother, should they wait?
Or is it already too late?
Can they ever find another,
Or were they made for eachother?
Can they withstand not being together?
[ Because]
When love dies,
Everything turns to lies,
Because when love dies,
We fall apart inside
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Tears of goodbye
Tears of fear
holding onto you
it consumes your heart
it rushes to your head
you shake and cringe
you stare and you wave
you grab your chest
as if it is now hollow
you whisper a note
you whisper a love
you turn to walk
but find you can't move
you take some breathes
and count to 10
you hold on to chest
once again
you start to calm down
you start to see
you find a mirror
and see what he now see's
you whisper soft
but yet still clear
you take one more breath
and start to quiver
you shake away the fear
and begin to trust
'how come i could love you and still it was never enough?'
what happens next is very suprising
your sure its just a dream
because a girl with a broken heart
just stopped crying her fears
and its then that you realised
you were more than enough
and you always had been
it wasn't you
it wasn't you and him
it was him that you didn't see
who played you along
and then who broke apart such a beautiful song.
Tears of fear
holding onto you
it consumes your heart
it rushes to your head
you shake and cringe
you stare and you wave
you grab your chest
as if it is now hollow
you whisper a note
you whisper a love
you turn to walk
but find you can't move
you take some breathes
and count to 10
you hold on to chest
once again
you start to calm down
you start to see
you find a mirror
and see what he now see's
you whisper soft
but yet still clear
you take one more breath
and start to quiver
you shake away the fear
and begin to trust
'how come i could love you and still it was never enough?'
what happens next is very suprising
your sure its just a dream
because a girl with a broken heart
just stopped crying her fears
and its then that you realised
you were more than enough
and you always had been
it wasn't you
it wasn't you and him
it was him that you didn't see
who played you along
and then who broke apart such a beautiful song.
As you know, I live in New Zealand, a place abundant with clouds, mountains, and sheep (I know, right!!!). This means that whenever we go on a school trip we're seeing lakes, or mountains, or, and this is my personal favourite, bush ('cause that never gets old). This time it was Mount Holdsworth.
After the trip we were asked to write some poetry that the bush had inspired. There was all that "If beauty could speak" cr*p, and some "Listen to the whisper of the trees", you know, all that. This is what it inspired for me...
ATTEMPT #1
The water running over the rocks,
makes me want to pee,
I think of Niagra falls,
The pee trickles down my knee.
ATTEMPT #2
The wind whistles in my hair,
makes me want to itch,
I scratch my hair a little bit,
Whoops, there goes a flying nit.
ATTEMPT #3
The bird chirping in the trees,
Makes my ears real sore,
Dad pulls a gun from his bag,
BOOM! Birdy chirps no more.
After the trip we were asked to write some poetry that the bush had inspired. There was all that "If beauty could speak" cr*p, and some "Listen to the whisper of the trees", you know, all that. This is what it inspired for me...
ATTEMPT #1
The water running over the rocks,
makes me want to pee,
I think of Niagra falls,
The pee trickles down my knee.
ATTEMPT #2
The wind whistles in my hair,
makes me want to itch,
I scratch my hair a little bit,
Whoops, there goes a flying nit.
ATTEMPT #3
The bird chirping in the trees,
Makes my ears real sore,
Dad pulls a gun from his bag,
BOOM! Birdy chirps no more.
Drift apart, this world is an art.
How so many people can come together as one,
and they learn to have fun.
It's amazing how, in times of need,
we all can overcome, and be one indeed.
No one wants to remember the bad times,
but those things can rule our lives.
Happiness is all that matters
until the happiness is shattered.
All we really need is each other
to grow and love another.
I think too much time is spent being sad,
when all we really should be is glad.
We have light, color, beauty, sound!
So why are people sad when no one is around?
It's the thought that counts, that's what people say,
so we'll be fine as long as we keep them in our hearts everyday.
How so many people can come together as one,
and they learn to have fun.
It's amazing how, in times of need,
we all can overcome, and be one indeed.
No one wants to remember the bad times,
but those things can rule our lives.
Happiness is all that matters
until the happiness is shattered.
All we really need is each other
to grow and love another.
I think too much time is spent being sad,
when all we really should be is glad.
We have light, color, beauty, sound!
So why are people sad when no one is around?
It's the thought that counts, that's what people say,
so we'll be fine as long as we keep them in our hearts everyday.
P1 - I swear i stil do
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I said was true.
And when I said I love you, I swear I still do.
P2 - Catch me
I thought you would be there through the times that I needed you the most.
I thought you would be there to help me
When your love was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking you would be there catch me.
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I said was true.
And when I said I love you, I swear I still do.
P2 - Catch me
I thought you would be there through the times that I needed you the most.
I thought you would be there to help me
When your love was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking you would be there catch me.
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Dream Of My Love So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
Kissing and holding hands forever.
On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely
But they don't agree
This love is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken
But more dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see you someday
Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.
Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.
To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.
My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.
To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.
Dream Of My Love So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
Kissing and holding hands forever.
On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely
But they don't agree
This love is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken
But more dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see you someday
Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.
Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.
To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.
My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.
To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.
I don’t think I could ever love someone like I loved you
You are my first and last love
You go I go
You stay I stay
And you might think that’s weird but that’s the way it goes
That’s the way love is
And no matter how hard we try to let go
You will always find your self coming back.
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Let’s go on a first date
Where it’s cold in the night
So you can hold me close in your arms really tight.
Let’s wait for the train.
And if it starts to rains you can be my shelter.
I will tell you my feelings and you will tell me yours.
We can laugh and kiss and imagine always being like this.
And when the train comes
You can take me home
I will let you hold my hand until we arrive to my doorstep.
Were we will say our goodbyes?
And with a touch you give me
I will be satisfied.
You are my first and last love
You go I go
You stay I stay
And you might think that’s weird but that’s the way it goes
That’s the way love is
And no matter how hard we try to let go
You will always find your self coming back.
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Let’s go on a first date
Where it’s cold in the night
So you can hold me close in your arms really tight.
Let’s wait for the train.
And if it starts to rains you can be my shelter.
I will tell you my feelings and you will tell me yours.
We can laugh and kiss and imagine always being like this.
And when the train comes
You can take me home
I will let you hold my hand until we arrive to my doorstep.
Were we will say our goodbyes?
And with a touch you give me
I will be satisfied.