“We should talk about what happened yesterday” Dean said hoarse.
“I’m not sorry” Cas replied convincing.
“Neither am I” Dean sighed relieved. “But I have to admit that you took me by surprise. I didn’t see it coming. Besides, I thought you loved Meg”
Cas looked away and gazed through the window.
“Meg betrayed me. You were right about her. I should’ve listened to you” he admitted softly. He looked back at Dean. “I think one of the reasons I’ve been acting so…reckless…is because I didn’t know how to act on my feelings for you. Especially because I was convinced you wouldn’t feel the same. You always seemed like such a straight guy”
Dean caressed Cas’ hand. “You’re not the only one who’s been betrayed by women” He pulled Cas in for a kiss and the guard looked away. “We should tell them where you are” Dean continued when he let go.
“Do we have to?” Cas asked reluctant. “I mean, can’t we wait a little longer? I’d like to spend what’s left of my freedom with you”
“Yeah, of course” Dean agreed. “I’ll call Sam later”
“I’m not sorry” Cas replied convincing.
“Neither am I” Dean sighed relieved. “But I have to admit that you took me by surprise. I didn’t see it coming. Besides, I thought you loved Meg”
Cas looked away and gazed through the window.
“Meg betrayed me. You were right about her. I should’ve listened to you” he admitted softly. He looked back at Dean. “I think one of the reasons I’ve been acting so…reckless…is because I didn’t know how to act on my feelings for you. Especially because I was convinced you wouldn’t feel the same. You always seemed like such a straight guy”
Dean caressed Cas’ hand. “You’re not the only one who’s been betrayed by women” He pulled Cas in for a kiss and the guard looked away. “We should tell them where you are” Dean continued when he let go.
“Do we have to?” Cas asked reluctant. “I mean, can’t we wait a little longer? I’d like to spend what’s left of my freedom with you”
“Yeah, of course” Dean agreed. “I’ll call Sam later”
Since there was no way any of them was going to get any sleep, they packed their bags and loaded the Impala. Dean placed himself behind the wheel, Sam sat next to him and Meg on the backseat.
“First stop: Pontiac, Illinois” Dean said, as he started the engines and drove ahead. As they drove Dean turned on the radio to break the silence.
Meg stared out of the window. She felt utterly powerless. Had she still been a demon she would’ve just zapped herself to him. But then maybe she wouldn’t have felt this way and she wouldn’t even bother to go find him.
Maybe this was a sign. Maybe she was supposed to let go and go back to her old life.
No!, she reproached herself. You’re not going back to killing for fun. You didn’t get this far to throw it all away. You’re going to find Cas and get him back.
“Everything okay, there?” Dean asked.
“Yeah, I’m good” Meg replied with a mischievous smile.
“First stop: Pontiac, Illinois” Dean said, as he started the engines and drove ahead. As they drove Dean turned on the radio to break the silence.
Meg stared out of the window. She felt utterly powerless. Had she still been a demon she would’ve just zapped herself to him. But then maybe she wouldn’t have felt this way and she wouldn’t even bother to go find him.
Maybe this was a sign. Maybe she was supposed to let go and go back to her old life.
No!, she reproached herself. You’re not going back to killing for fun. You didn’t get this far to throw it all away. You’re going to find Cas and get him back.
“Everything okay, there?” Dean asked.
“Yeah, I’m good” Meg replied with a mischievous smile.