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Kiley Long
February 19th, 2006
I’m on the plane with Bella. She needs to sleep but I can’t get her too. She is off in her own little world right now so I am writing. I am so upset with Rosalie. More then I was with Bella when I thought she killed herself. Okay, time to tell you the worst part of this whole nightmare.
Charlie woke up and came down stairs. He was cooking breakfast for me and him while we talked about what Bella went through… once the Cullens left. I feel so bad about all of it. Charlie had to sit back and watch his daughter completely fall apart. I know she is his world, even though he doesn’t say it. He was so scared to ask if Edward was back, too. His face lit up once I explained to him that it’s only me who’s back - and only for a little bit.
We’re both scared of what it is going to do to Bella once I leave again. As the day progressed Charlie left to go to La Push to be with his friend Harry’s family for the funeral. After a short while everything for the day went completely blank. Like I couldn’t see anything at all …period. Then I heard car tires on gravel. Someone was here. It was the werewolf.
I told Bella I was going to step out for a little bit. Jacob came in the front door and I took off out the window. I waited for a little bit. I heard the phone ring and then I saw in a vision what I feared most of all.
Rosalie told Edward that Bella killed herself (I knew I should have called Jasper). Edward had called to double check and when Jacob answered the phone and told him that Charlie was at a funeral, Edward lost it. All I saw was Edward going to the Volturi and asking to be killed. He won’t live in this world without Bella. I don’t know how to even explain this to her.
I ran inside as fast as I could and told her what I saw. Jacob was shaking from head to toe. I told Bella we needed to leave right that second in order to have a chance at beaing Edward to the Volturi. We rushed as fast as we possibly could at her human pace and with Jacob interjecting every so often to beg her to stay for him, for Charlie, and lots of other things.
We made it to the airport just in time to catch the flight to Italy. Bella is squirming in her chair. I think it’s because I promised her that in the end of all of this if we all survive that I will change her. I don’t know what the big deal is. Edward doesn’t want her to change, but I know she is going to be changed…by who, I have no idea. But still. She made me promise that I would. I told her I don’t know if I can handle it myself, but she said she has faith in me. All I know right now for certain…is I had to lie to Jasper while explaining to him what happened. I had to lie to him and tell him I would be back. That I couldn’t wait to see him again. I couldn’t tell him the truth and let him know that there is a chance I won’t be back. I don’t want him risking his life for me. I love him too much.
We will be landing in the next couple of minutes. I don’t know how Bella feels about grand theft auto, but I have a feeling that right now she won’t mind. We have to get to Volterra. Oddly, today of all days. The celebration of vampires being kicked out of the city. Ironic? I think not. Edward is sometimes too smart for his own good.
Kiley Long
February 19th, 2006
I’m on the plane with Bella. She needs to sleep but I can’t get her too. She is off in her own little world right now so I am writing. I am so upset with Rosalie. More then I was with Bella when I thought she killed herself. Okay, time to tell you the worst part of this whole nightmare.
Charlie woke up and came down stairs. He was cooking breakfast for me and him while we talked about what Bella went through… once the Cullens left. I feel so bad about all of it. Charlie had to sit back and watch his daughter completely fall apart. I know she is his world, even though he doesn’t say it. He was so scared to ask if Edward was back, too. His face lit up once I explained to him that it’s only me who’s back - and only for a little bit.
We’re both scared of what it is going to do to Bella once I leave again. As the day progressed Charlie left to go to La Push to be with his friend Harry’s family for the funeral. After a short while everything for the day went completely blank. Like I couldn’t see anything at all …period. Then I heard car tires on gravel. Someone was here. It was the werewolf.
I told Bella I was going to step out for a little bit. Jacob came in the front door and I took off out the window. I waited for a little bit. I heard the phone ring and then I saw in a vision what I feared most of all.
Rosalie told Edward that Bella killed herself (I knew I should have called Jasper). Edward had called to double check and when Jacob answered the phone and told him that Charlie was at a funeral, Edward lost it. All I saw was Edward going to the Volturi and asking to be killed. He won’t live in this world without Bella. I don’t know how to even explain this to her.
I ran inside as fast as I could and told her what I saw. Jacob was shaking from head to toe. I told Bella we needed to leave right that second in order to have a chance at beaing Edward to the Volturi. We rushed as fast as we possibly could at her human pace and with Jacob interjecting every so often to beg her to stay for him, for Charlie, and lots of other things.
We made it to the airport just in time to catch the flight to Italy. Bella is squirming in her chair. I think it’s because I promised her that in the end of all of this if we all survive that I will change her. I don’t know what the big deal is. Edward doesn’t want her to change, but I know she is going to be changed…by who, I have no idea. But still. She made me promise that I would. I told her I don’t know if I can handle it myself, but she said she has faith in me. All I know right now for certain…is I had to lie to Jasper while explaining to him what happened. I had to lie to him and tell him I would be back. That I couldn’t wait to see him again. I couldn’t tell him the truth and let him know that there is a chance I won’t be back. I don’t want him risking his life for me. I love him too much.
We will be landing in the next couple of minutes. I don’t know how Bella feels about grand theft auto, but I have a feeling that right now she won’t mind. We have to get to Volterra. Oddly, today of all days. The celebration of vampires being kicked out of the city. Ironic? I think not. Edward is sometimes too smart for his own good.
Chapter 1 The Wedding
"Nessie!" Bella called. I quickly slipped on my faded blue jeans, a bright pink tang top, and some flip flops, knowing this was the only time I would be able to wear them. I dashed to the bathroom to take a shower, but before I got in, I smelled smoke. "Oh no." I muttered, then scurried to the kitchen, where my soon-to-be husband was standing behind the counter, holding burnt cereal, although I have no clue how he could burn cereal. "Jacob!" I playfully teased him. "I leave you alone for a night, and you burn my breakfast!" "Hey! At least I didn't burn the HOUSE down." he teased back. I ran to Alice's room to get ready for the wedding
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to be continued
"Nessie!" Bella called. I quickly slipped on my faded blue jeans, a bright pink tang top, and some flip flops, knowing this was the only time I would be able to wear them. I dashed to the bathroom to take a shower, but before I got in, I smelled smoke. "Oh no." I muttered, then scurried to the kitchen, where my soon-to-be husband was standing behind the counter, holding burnt cereal, although I have no clue how he could burn cereal. "Jacob!" I playfully teased him. "I leave you alone for a night, and you burn my breakfast!" "Hey! At least I didn't burn the HOUSE down." he teased back. I ran to Alice's room to get ready for the wedding
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to be continued
When the Cullens leave in New Moon, Alice doesn't say goodbye to Bella in order to make a clean break. She later comes back because she thinks that Bella has committed suicide, but in reality, Bella was just cliff diving. She tells Bella what the Cullens have been up to and finds out how hard it was for Bella when they all left her. When Jacob Black tells Edward (thinking that he was Carlisle talking to him on the phone) that Charlie is "at the funeral", Edward thinks he meant Bella's funeral, though he was actually referring to Harry Clearwater's. Alice sees this and she helps Bella get to Volterra, Italy to stop Edward from exposing himself to the world and being killed by the Volturi. She later votes in favor of Bella becoming a vampire. Carlisle is the one chosen to change Bella, because Alice decides that she can't. Bella is trying to get Edward to change her, but Edward disapproves.